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Tis the season for a flu

2009-11-06T11:17:00.000-08:00

For now I have the light headed, sore throat, little coughs and body ache symptoms. I'm doing my best for it not to get any worse.

I just noticed..the last time I posted was in February? Time sure flies!! Have I returned?? Will there be more juicy things to post?? Guess only time will tell...

I am baaaaack

2009-02-18T13:47:00.001-08:00

Hopefully I will stay a bit longer..Did you miss me????

Sorry..it's been awhile

2009-01-26T16:39:00.000-08:00

Been busy with work..which is a good thing! Also been sick with the flu. It took a lot out of me, the energy. I had to cancel sex with Sage. He was understanding and wanted me to be fully healthy so that I can enjoy the sex. At the moment, I am getting a rain check.

Yes, I am back but not quite back. If that makes sense? LOL Did ya miss me??

Dirty talk (erotic stories)

2009-01-06T21:04:00.000-08:00

Sexy and fun way to spend time with your lover. It provides new ideas and some mental stimulation. Storytelling and fantasizing can be told anywhere, in a car..phone..e-mail or in bed. Find a topic that suits you and your partner's fancy. Women prefer lots and lots of foreplay, especially those with such wicked imaginations. Not all stories have an ending or orgasm for those involved. It's just a tool to share sex without even physically touching one another.

Everybody Wants You

2009-01-04T17:24:00.000-08:00

There is always someone who wants you. Nice song to dance on the bed, shaking the hips and ass!

Full body massage

2009-01-03T09:17:00.000-08:00

Dab of oil. Strong and firm hands on my shoulder and then on my nape. Working on the kinks and tension. Yes, the muscles are very tight but with hands like his, makes me let out a moan. His hands makes it way to my spine and then lower back. Using the palm of his hand, he focuses on the small of my back. Making my ass stick out just a bit. I can tell he is looking at my ass and having such dirty thoughts.

With one hand he keeps massaging but he reaches for something with the other. More oil. This time around my ass. I felt it dripping on my a-hole and pussy. His hand rubs my a-hole and my pussy. Uh oh? I felt my cheeks spread and his fingers were inside my pussy. Those muscles have not been worked on for a long time and needed special attention. More cries and moans. He stick a finger in my ass. Slowly and carefully. It felt weird at first but my body was so relax, I was enjoying this...

Then my phone rings! DAMN

Revelation

2009-01-01T14:08:00.000-08:00

Since it's the first day of 2009. Those who have followed my blog, are aware that I rarely mention about my marriage..until NOW.

I do love my husband and he means the world to me. We kiss, hold hands, cuddle, playful touching, public affection and attentiveness. Sex doesn't seem to be appealing to him.

I guess you might say, I want the best of both worlds. My real and secret life.

Good bye 2008

2008-12-31T21:02:00.000-08:00

The New Year is upon us in less than 3 hours. What has happened? Well..

"Miles" came into my life. We've had great sex on 3 different meetings. Although we didn't see each other that often. We both live on different coasts. We hope 2009 has us meeting again..

"Opus" a good friend whom I have known for 3 years and I got to finally meet in person. That was the highlight of the year. :)

"Sage" my latest lover. Great friend and awesome lover. I have so much to learn from him.

"Chaste" another possible lover. Nice way to start the New Year, with he and I having sex.

Hope everyone has a safe and Happy New Year!!!

What to wear?

2008-12-31T10:14:00.000-08:00

Well I am sure Sage would prefer me without clothes. I need to get something special for his birthday. Maybe buy some crotchless panties, for myself of course! I don't think they make them for men..do they? Okay, that is a scary scary visual.

Been meaning to get them, even when I was seeing Miles. Guess this can be my one of my New Year's resolution..crotchless panties!

And no..there will be no pictures of me in them.."wink"

Mouth full

2008-12-31T10:09:00.000-08:00

Okay, I am eating a bagel with heavy peanut butter. I'm cracking up here and my cubicle neighbor is asking what is wrong? She can barely understand me but I managed to say "the woman at the deli put too much peanut butter" but it sounded like the adults from Charlie Brown. Muwaaah Muwaa Muwaaah..LOL

As I type this..I am hoping my phone does not ring..cause I am not answer it!

Melt with you

2008-12-30T11:14:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to all the men who have wanted me..Love this song!

Interesting topic on the radio

2008-12-30T09:30:00.000-08:00

It's like a ghost town in the office. Listening to the radio, the topic was "Have you done the nasty at work?" It was funny to listen to the callers. I had to think..do they mean masturbating or REAL sex?

Well..personally. I have masturbated at work. At private areas. As for REAL sex..yes. I had sex in one of the office with a lover. Damn that was hot! Dangerous, risky but HOT!!

Inviting words

2008-12-27T17:30:00.000-08:00

Sage
Where are you?
I am at the gym.
Can we meet sooner than my birthday?
Why, you can't wait until then?
No, I want to meet sooner and then we can also meet for my birthday as well.
My my someone is very horny.
Oh and I have to mention that, I'm completely shaved.
You meeting someone for sex?
He then says I was hoping to fuck you.
"smiles"
Well, I can't. Be a good boy and wait.
He says "okay but I really wish I could pound you right now!"

Military Guy (MG)
He and I have been trying to set up a meeting. He has been on active duty, scheduling is not easy. When it comes to chatting, he seems a bit occupied. Could be that he types slow or he is chatting with others. He does like talking on the phone and the guy is talkative. Great sense of humor, cute smile and he has this subtle southern accent. He laughs because he is originally from California. I guess it's his voice. We exchanged pictures and first words out of his mouth..you are "F-in" hot! Last night it was unanimous, he wanted to have sex with me. We've been conversing for while now and in the beginning, he knew he was attracted to me.

Miles
I received an e-mail from him. He misses me and has been busy with work. Every time he masturbates and cums, his thoughts of us, fucking like wild animals. He wants to do it again soon..

Chaste
We chatted briefly. He was visiting his parents. I was in his thoughts and he wants to have sex with me so badly. Yes, I want to see him as well.

Very interesting 4 day weekend...

Great Stocking Stuffer

2008-12-24T13:00:00.000-08:00

Saw this at a bookstore..Pretty cool calendar but I doubt I can have this on my desk at work. It's a desk calendar.

Not ready to close..just yet

2008-12-24T10:23:00.001-08:00

He texts me, "Hope you are okay. Didn't mean to scare you away. I am sorry." Taking my good friend Opus's advice, Sage and I had a discussion. I told him what I was feeling and we came to some agreement. He then coos "you need a good pounding for being such a tease". And you will be the one doing the pounding while I receive it? This got him hard very quickly. LOL

His birthday is next month. We are meeting for dinner. As for sex? We did have a great and fun time whenever we do it. He has made it clear that he misses me and us having sex. It's only been a few weeks since we last fucked. Dang, men get so horny!

I am not going to close the chapter on him at the moment, we shall see what exciting sexual adventures the future will hold for us....

Wishful thoughts..

2008-12-24T09:04:00.000-08:00

As I sit here at my desk. The soft patter of the rain and listening to Christmas songs. Families traveling from afar to visit their loved ones. The streets are quiet, not a car or hustle and bustle of people walking. Everyone seems to be still in bed, everyone but me. I’m the lucky one who is working. “smiles”

Exchanges of “Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and Season’s Greeting” as you cross paths with people. There is joy and happiness in the air. After my morning run, I reflected on this year. My blog is doing well. I still have my friends whom I were fans of my blog and made some new ones as well. One very special friend who is also a blogger, I got to meet in person. Lovers came and went and a few remain as friends.

So..from me to you..Happy Holidays to all! May all your wishes come true. Be safe. Please don’t drink and drive.

Closeness

2008-12-23T21:55:00.000-08:00

Playing the piano means happiness, especially when my thoughts are of you. It's a mood indicator. When things aren't going well at home, there is a longing to be with you. When it's time for bed, I wish it was with you. ~Chaste~

In just jeans and a bra. Longing in their eyes. He kisses her ever so sweetly and softly kissing the middle of her neck and works his way down to her chest, just above the crease of her breasts. She unclasps her bra and removes it. He buries his face between her breasts. Then turning his face on the side, he lays it there. Letting out a moan of happiness and contentment.

She can't help but hold him and run her fingers through his soft hair. He did not move and it felt so good, just holding him.

All the stress at home just disappeared. He felt safe in her arms. Her kisses were warm and inviting. Her skin was soft and smooth. She smelled so sweet. He dreamed about this moment and now it's REAL.

No, they did not have sex but this is just the beginning to something much much more....

Modest and a flirt

2008-12-23T10:40:00.000-08:00

He comes off as shy but not when it comes to sex. He is open, honest and curious. He has sheeps, so I shall name him Lamb Chop (LC). Best of all he has a great sense of humor. Making me laugh and smile.

We discuss sex. It's not all cyber. Mostly flirting. Things we both enjoy. Our fantasies. Desires.

And we ask questions. Like..are you quiet during sex? "His response was..it depends on the mood and he uses the body to communicate based upon reactions." By touch? Motion? Movement? "Yes, by pulse, breathing and expressions. The eyes give pretty much everything away. Just to let you know, I can't sit correctly right now. This is turning me on, talks like this." It seems I have a knack to give him a boner..LOL

He said a statement that I've heard before.."Women are not usually as visually stimulated like men." Which is true, women are more mentally stimulated. I personally prefer BOTH.

2008-12-22T20:13:00.000-08:00

Things did not turn out right
Pleasuring and exploring
That was one amazing night

Suggestions were discussed
Causing a bit of a fuss

There was awkwardness
Silence and distance

Can't find the right words to say
Making me to just want to pull away

Both missing one another
Will we be together again, my lover?

Ride em

2008-12-20T22:14:00.000-08:00

Facing Him
Sitting straight up. With great posture, the breasts stick out a bit. Can't help but gently massage your pelvic. She clenches her pussy as she feels him get harder. Positioning herself, she sways her hip to the left, then stops in the middle and sways to the right and then the middle. Grinding and thrusting in a slow motion. She can feel a sensation in her clit and continues to do this as it grows making it feel oh so good. Cupping her breasts and tweaking her nipples, feeling the head of his cock tapping her cervix. Her hips dig deeper and to get more intensity. She lays her hand on his tummy and begins to pump harder, deeper and quicker. She can't help but touch her ass. Her breasts bounce as she rode...like a good cowgirl

Facing Away
She climbs on board. This time her back is facing him. Strong shoulders, shapely curves and a oh so nice ass. He spanks it and she lets out a shriek "not yet baby". She can't help but arch her ass. With hands on his leg, she grinds her hips in a back and forth motion. Now this position is great for him because he can see his cock disappear in her pussy. Literally her sweet ass is in his face. He wastes no time, rubbing and smacking it. She leans back against his chest. He grabs her breasts as she rides him hard, pounding on his erect cock. Feeling the deep thrusts, as the head bangs her cervix. Her legs bent and spread wide open. He grabs her legs, lifting her in mid air as he holds her in place and in quick thrust, he starts fucking that sweet pussy hard. She moans in delight and to stimulate her even more and ignite the passion. She reaches down and rubs her clit. Moaning and crying out, he tells her "ride this stallion my good lil filly!"

Comfort

2008-12-19T10:21:00.001-08:00

We find comfort in all walks of life. It can be food, wine/alcohol or from another human being. To find a moral and emotional strength from someone who intrigues us in a sexual and sensual nature. Countless texting, cybering and phone sex. Stimulating the mind and touching your inner soul. To have someone be able to arouse and send a thrill through your body, making you catch your breath with every word and detail. Leaving you wanting and craving more. It is not just all about sex. There is a bond, friendship. Sharing your inner thoughts, needs, pains and frustrations on a personal level. A stranger who enters your life and in an instant, a CONNECTION. As days, weeks, months go by. The attraction and his cock (LOL) grows and grows....

Married Virgin

2008-12-18T07:05:00.000-08:00

No..that is not ME! My latest conquest is Chaste. Talkative guy, when it comes to texting and the phone. But in person, he says he is a bit shy. Not sure how to be with other women besides his wife. Only dated, had sex with one woman and that is wife. And like most of us who feel neglected and lacking the sex in our marriages. He had an affair. Even that was not sexually satisfying for him. He wants more...

That is where I come in. He saw my profile on "Philanderers." We share a few interests. He's right, if there is a topic that he feels comfortable discussing..he rambles! I politely stop him or he notices it and apologizes.

This whole meeting other women is new to him. FRESH and pretty exciting. He's eager to learn and hopes that I can teach him. Honestly, I am really not much of a "teacher".

Having sex comes naturally and from the desire and passion within you. Most importantly both people must want it and there has to be a strong attraction. Be open with your partner. Share fantasies and try different things. Most importantly just have fun and enjoy....

Satisfaction NOT Guaranteed

2008-12-17T21:54:00.000-08:00

It's great to have SEX
To have passionate uncontrollable sex
With someone other than your spouse

But is it fulfilling?
Do you want that person badly?
Count the minutes until you meet?
Does that person put a smile on your face when you are apart?
Do you feel a rush of warmth through your body as you think of your lover?

With Sage, it was just sex. After the dirty deed was done, we went our separate ways. It was good but not quite...satisfying. Guess that is why I am feeling the way I am feeling.

There are a few men in the wings, who are possible candidates for my search for that "perfect" lover.

Day After

2008-12-17T08:29:00.000-08:00

Guilty? Yes
Why? Never told a lover good bye. Lovers usually leave me.
Is it good bye? Maybe
Happy? About decision..yea
Wise choice? Think so

So why can't I shake this feeling....

Last hurrah?

2008-12-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

Sage and I met for sex of course. It was a learning experience. I've never sucked a guy with him on top of me on all fours as I was under. It was awkward for me so he laid on his back while I sucked him off. Following his instructions, him being the dominant and me being the submissive.

I wore a black lace bra, lace panty and black thigh high nylons. Which got him so aroused and pleased. At the foot of the bed, he stood behind me and rubbed his cock against me as he fondled my breasts as well. I felt him get hard and he slides inside. Damn he felt so good and pussy welcomed him! He slides back and forth. I had to tip toe because he was taller than me and we wanted to get the right angle. I kept moaning and screaming as he dominates me with words of authority. I follow as told...

We did doggie with me on my tummy. Then missionary. He ate me out and of course I sucked him off. He fingered my pussy several times and he felt me cum and heard me as well. I had to ask him permission to cum. And boy did I cum!

As we had sex he kept talking to me about a certain topic. And during this conversation something distracted, annoyed me and suddenly I felt uncomfortable. My energy became tamed. He sensed this. We kissed and touched. But he knew something was wrong. We talked a little about what was going through my mind. I came to the decision right there, that we can't continue. He was a bit hurt but understanding.

He held and he kissed me with affection instead of lust or desire. I needed time to think things out. Sage asked will I still hear from you or will you disappear out of my life? Of course we will still be friends, I told him.

Favorite Meat

2008-12-15T20:40:00.000-08:00

Lean legs?
Tasty thighs?
Round rump?
Beautiful breasts?

Baby..you need a good pounding! What am I some kind of meat? Yes..you need to be tenderized and I have just the thing to do the job.

Curiousity

2008-12-13T21:31:00.000-08:00

Watching and learning carefully to what I say and do. Sage seems to try and bring out my inner sexuality. Am I innocent or is there a wild side to me? And how can he bring that side of me out. Slowly he suggests a few things. Seeing if I will agree or not. There are a few things that he has not done and would like to. Well, only time will tell.

Quick Call

2008-12-13T00:32:00.000-08:00

Phone rings..scream for me baby! This is going to be short call..so it's a quickie. Instead, I moaned in a sexy tone "fuck me".

Mentally I am way ahead of you babe. Eating u first my dear. You must be horny? Naturally!

What was suppose to be a "quick" call, ended up with him shooting a load and me using my toy.

Sweet dreams everyone....

Just few more minutes..

2008-12-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

Tough day at work. Tough workout at the gym. Got home. Threw stuff on the couch. Stripped down the clothes. Laying here on the bed naked...

Staring at the ceiling. My ached in places I never knew existed. Phone rings. My mind is telling body to it up but no movement. It will go to voice mail.

Glance over to the clock..Oh god I don't want to move!

Okay okay...I need to sit up. Now if I need to get my ass from this bed and manage to walk to the kitchen..come legs, lets start walking!

Managed to walk to the jacuzzi and relax the muscles...oh yea!

He kisses like a "cold fish"

2008-12-10T09:36:00.000-08:00

I was playing through my mind how to describe how iRON Man kissed. And that is how he kisses. He puckers up and gives me this soft peck on my lips. I am like WTF?? I told him you can kiss better than that can't you? So he tells me, why don't you show me how you kiss. I did but his mouth never responded or did anything. I was able to get a "Mmmm" from him.

He still wants to keep in touch and wants me to call him every now and then. I did call him last night but he was busy and couldn't talk. Really not sure where this is leading to....

Amazing week..Kissed 3 men..Had sex with 1 of the 3

2008-12-06T22:19:00.000-08:00

My my..I had a busy week. Besides work getting hectic, which is not a bad thing. I met 2 new men and had sex with my "lover" Sage.

iRON Man sent me an e-mail, saying it was a pleasure meeting me in person. He wants me to give him a call because he would like to speak to me. Sure we can be friends. But I don't see it going any further.

Late Bloomer aka LB. This one doesn't have that much experience when it comes to sex. He and his wife have vanilla sex..plain and simple stuff. We met and kissed. He's very shy and again has not quite dated that many women in his life. The kiss felt GOOD. We are planning to see each other again.

Then there is Sage (I wrote a post about our latest tryst). He seem preoccupied. I'm not sure when we will hook up again.

Quick Sex In An Hour

2008-12-05T21:58:00.000-08:00

I was freshening up and walked out of the bathroom. Sage was on the couch NAKED and with a hard on!

My phone buzzes, its my husband. He's leaving in an 30 minutes and his drive home is about hour with the exception of traffic. I look at Sage and said "quick we need to fuck NOW! We ran into the bedroom and got down to business.

Suck me my mistress and I did as told. Focusing on the head, with my tongue rubbing underneath, giving it a nice massage and fondling his balls. Damn did he get hard. He had me go on all "fours". Kissing my ass as he fingers me from behind, getting my pussy nice and wet. I felt the head of his cock slide in but in the hole. I'm like what the heck? He was able to go in my pussy but wasn't able to get in.

The pressure was too intense. We both started to get frustrated. Ok ok woman, get on your back. He climbs on top and orders me to put his cock inside. Again I do as told. Damn woman you are so beautiful and very very tight. Oh gawd you are so fucking tight! He was right, I was. His chest was above my face, so I ended up leaning closer and kissing his chest. He liked that. I wasn't wet enough but he did feel good. He pulled out and began eating me like crazy. Making me squeal in delight!

As I became wet, he started fucking me quick thrusts and deeper. While he did this, I was playing with his nipples with my fingers, which he truly enjoyed. We both weren't able to cum and again we were being rushed here. So we cuddle and he spoons me. He starts fingering me and we are kissing. He had his index finger massaging my clit, his middle finger "the F finger" massaging my soft pink lips and two fingers inside my pussy. I was like holy shit!!! At the same time I am getting aroused and come to think of it..I came! I wanted to moan and scream but his mouth was over mine kissing me passionately. That was one fabulous orgasm and kiss.

He wanted to cum too, so he asked me if I wanted him to masturbate and watch. Yes, I even helped him out. As he started stroking, he commanded me to fondle his balls gently. What are you thinking lover? I asked him. My cock in your pussy he says as he starts to breath heavier. Yea, does my pussy feel good master? Yes yes my mistress oh god yes I want to fuck you baby! We kissed as I can feel him climaxing. When he did cum, he moaned in my mouth. He shot his cum on his stomach and in my hand.

We both looked at the time. I cleaned up and gave him a quick kiss and I was out the door. Although it was a "quickie" the sex was awesome!

It's like playing checkers

2008-12-02T21:05:00.000-08:00

It's like the battle of wits and minds. Getting a feel of your opponent. Strong points? Weakness?

iRON Man and I met for coffee. It was a bit awkward. He kept looking at me, not in a creepy way. Then there was this woman sitting near me and he kept staring or glancing at her. I found it a bit annoying. We had a nice conversation but I felt WEIRD? Not comfortable at all.

He would touch my hand or put his hand on my leg. Again I felt a bit uncomfortable. I had a stressful afternoon and meeting him probably is the reason why I was a bit nervous.

There was more to this but I have had a crazy hectic day and honestly there wasn't a connection. We talked more in the car and he admitted that as we were sitting at the coffee place, that he was ready to jump my bones! I was flattered but again I felt awkward.

He kissed me but..it was a NICE kiss. I am not really attracted to him. He is smart but I don't feel a sexual attraction. He kind of sensed it....

Makes me want to just SCREAM!

2008-11-29T11:57:00.001-08:00

As you know next week will be a busy one. I am meeting iRON Man, "R" (I rescheduled with him for the following week), Sage and a new guy.

I get an e-mail this morning from Miles, he wants to fuck on the same day I am meeting iRon Man. That is when I started to scream in disappointment and frustration.

Miles is a good fuck. Because of my work schedule and him arriving, we won't be able to hook up.

I don't get, one moment I can't find a guy to have sex with and here I have 4 or 5 men who want to see me. Geeeeesh! Well, I shouldn't complain should I?

The Urge

2008-11-28T17:45:00.001-08:00

Likes enough to kiss
That is a guarantee
Even if it does not go further
Baby steps one step at a time?
Would love for it to go further
Just a kiss..at the minimum
Hug first and then that KISS
Most definitely want, desire, must have KISS

Is this a dream? Meeting 3 men next week..

2008-11-26T17:08:00.000-08:00

iRON Man: He is the one that I wrote about on my Intrigued post. He participates in triathlons and is in great shape. Loves going to the theater, into literature and has an intellectual mind. We are meeting for coffee.

"R" sorry I can't think of a name for him..LOL I've known him for awhile. Not really attracted to him. If any, we are friends. I canceled on him twice and tried to avoid his questions of us meeting. What do I have to lose? He and I are meeting for lunch.

Sage and I are meeting for SEX of course!

Of course I am meeting them on different days and time.

Full of energy

2008-11-23T07:38:00.000-08:00

I woke up with a burst of energy and I feel like...RUNNING! So, I am dressed and ready to go! Work and "secret" life has been stressing me. But I've also been very very happy!

Well, I better get going. It's freezing outside..43 degrees, but not for long with my warm body. TOODLES!!!!

Intrigued

2008-11-22T17:40:00.000-08:00

Browsing, made first contact
Response was received, "let's meet for coffee"
Bold move, anxious?
Few e-mails exchanged

Out of town trips
Recent e-mail "call me if you can"
Without any hesitation, phone rings
It was a voice like no other..MESMERIZING "smile"
Words were exchanged and a conversation was established
So..when are we meeting for that coffee?? "smile"

This one is..DIFFERENT
No mention of sex
Just two people getting to know one another
No expectations

Later....THINKING
Intellectual, cultural, athletic
Smart, well-mannered and a quirky sense of humor "smile"
Fascinated to know more..

2008-11-20T22:01:00.000-08:00

Feeling the softness
Running fingers in the clean shaven area
Oh how smooth it feels

Taking a finger
Sliding it inside
There is a..PROBLEM

She won't let it in
She does not open up
She does not want a finger!

She wants to be teased
She wants a wet warm tongue
She wants to feel it run up and down
She wants to be tongued FUCKED!

Then...
She wants not ONE but Two
She wants long THICK manly fingers
She wants to feel it go deep inside
She wants it slow, deep and then thick thrusts
She wants to be awaken with pleasure

Further more..
She wants a nice round head
She wants it to slowly push in
She wants to be stretched
She wants to tense up tight around a nice HARD cock

She wants to have a deep, quick, thrusting massage
She wants a pounding of the sexual kind
She wants to drip with wetness
She wants to ride the wave of orgasmic ecstasy

Simply Sensational Sexual Sensual SEX

2008-11-18T21:38:00.000-08:00

We were both nervous the first time. Tonight's was different. There was tenderness in our touches. Especially from Sage. I kissed him with passion and he noticed the difference. Letting out a soft moan as we kissed. Which got me turned on. We lay naked and talking. He takes my hand and places it on his cock. Guess he is hinting to me to do something? I gently caress it and fondle his balls with my nails which got him so aroused. His face is close to my ear and he whispers "Mmmm that feels so good, keep doing it." He stops me and says "go on fours". Teasingly, I said NO as I sit up. Okay, then suck my cock as he reaches over and tweaks my nipple.

I stroke his cock and began sucking. He takes my hair and holds it up so he gets a better view of me sucking him. His cock felt so good in my mouth, I totally devoured it. My head bobbing up and down. Take as much as I can of him. You like sucking cock huh? It took me awhile to respond because I had a mouth full of "meat". I pulled up for hair and said YES. And continued to suck his beautiful cock. He reaches over and starts fingering me. Which got me so aroused, I pulled my mouth away because I didn't want to bite down on his cock..OUCH! Don't worry I did not.

He was hard as a rock and he tells me "lay on tummy, let me fuck you from behind". I do as told and he slides in. Oh my god, he felt so snug and oh so good as he went inside. I heard him say "oh my god you are so so tight in this position". He was enjoying the feeling and sensation and so was I. I kept moaning "oh fuck oh fuck yes yes holy fuck oh my gawd fuck oh fucking shit." He asked me "you want to slow or fast baby?" Slow first and once my moans and soft groans picked up, so did he. He put both of his hands on my back pushing my ass up giving him an angle that he could work with. And work he DID! Talk about pounding. Once he got the right position and rhythm, there was no stopping him. Damn it felt so good, feeling his cock hitting my cervix. I am like "yes yes right there keep fucking me oh holy fuck yes yes and my pussy tenses up as it is about to cum, then he slips out. He went back in and continued to pound the hell out of my pussy. Once I am about to cum, again he slips out. Third time, he went back in and I came and my my it felt oh so good. Then he slips out because my pussy tightened up again.

I knew he wanted to cum badly and so he tells me to lay back. Put me inside and I do. He felt so snug inside after all that fucking and pounding. We look into each other's eyes and he tells me I am beautiful. Kisses my forehead and continues to bump and grind inside. My legs are spread wide and up in the air. Damn it felt so fucking fucking GREAT! My pussy starts to quiver and my inner thighs begin to shake. He knew that I was going to cum because he saw it in my eyes. Somewhere in the moment of passion, he says "yes yes cum for me my bitch!" I let out this deep moan and I felt my juices drip as I came. It was his turn and wow, his body shook and he let out a moan so out of control he laid on my chest shaking in my arms. We kissed and held each other. Talk about an adrenaline rush. Our bodies full of sex sweat. He lays on top of me and I feel his weight on my chest, which makes it tough for me to breath and then I looked at him in the eyes "you called me a bitch??" I gave him a quick spank on his ass. He smiles, you know you like it when I called you that and besides you came didn't you. I just gave him this sexy wink and he kisses me.

His wrist was hurting, so I took his hand and started massaging it. Hmmm that feels good, you do this to all your lovers? I told him not really. As I massage his wrist and hand, I sucking his finger sensually. Oh my, I like that. We kissed. His pulled my hair away from my face and softly caressed my cheek. I kissed his chest and his neck. This was our tender moment. A lot of touching, kissing, caressing and just enjoying one another.

I was laying on my back and he was on his side. We were still talking and suddenly I take the palm of my left hand, rubbing it over my nipple. He watches as I enjoy the feeling. Taking the other hand I do the same thing on my other nipple. This is now turning him on, especially when I let out this soft breath. I shaved this morning so I took a hand and placed it between my legs. Feeling the softness and being "clean shaven" down there. I could not help but finger my clit. He glances over and places his face on my shoulder, whispering in my ear.

Does it feel good? "Yes" You like rubbing that clit, feeling its wetness and hardness, don't you my good girl. "uh huh" That's my girl, she knows how to pleasure herself. My good girl, yes yes you are such a good girl. "Mmmm"

I move my finger from the clit to the lips, he could hear my sweetness and his sweet sensual words of encouragement got me in the mood. I continued to play with myself and then I started finger fucking my pussy. My body loving every touch. MY TOUCH! I knew I could cum, but I wanted to savor and enjoy each thrill that I could get. He was enjoying this as well. Suddenly I felt my clit tense up, deep deep pressure on my groin got so intense, then I felt my lips contract and yes softly "kiss" my finger. My cries and moans were in sync with my finger fucking my pussy and then rubbing my clit and lips in rotation. Building up the climax and him whispering sweet nothings in my ear, I came and he held me tight "cum baby cum for me like a good good girl". The rush is felt through my body and I ended up shaking in his arms. I felt his arms hold me tighter. He turns my face to his and kisses me tenderly. How many times did you cum baby? I put up "3" fingers and I look at him with a big smile. That's my girl!

Booty call

2008-11-17T11:00:00.000-08:00

He was worried
But happy to hear my voice
Was it ok? He asks
Uh it was AWESOME!
Do you still want to fuck? I ask
His response HELL YES!

So when can we fuck again?
Well..I am out of town at the moment
When are you coming back he asks in an anxious voice

I am trying not to talk that loud, hoping no one is listening
Not sure I told him
But it looks like we are hooking up again..

Why?

2008-11-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

Did it take so long to have sex?
Paranoid was his theory
First time meeting, he knew
He felt the attraction
She did as well but HESITANT

He waited like a wild beast
Waiting on his prey
Watching and observing
Never letting it go from his sight
Circling and waiting
Taunting and teasing with sexual innuendos
Until the prey takes the bait

Then he pounces
Wrapping his arms around it
The prey wiggles, squirms to try and resist
And the "beast" continues to over cum it
Until the prey resists and gives in
Finally the "beast" devours it and feasts on the prey

His fingers..

2008-11-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

Longing to touch and stimulate....

She lays on the bed on her tummy
He sits behind her and takes a finger
Outlining her butt crack
Making its way down to her pussy
Feeling it slide in

Her body reacts, making her wet
His finger slides in and out
She starts to hum as she enjoys the feeling

He slides another finger, there are two inside her
She squirms a little and she tightens her muscles
He feels it around his fingers
Pushing in and out, her moist wetness covering his fingers

It feels good to her
He pushes in deeper, finding her cervix
The pussy gets tighter
And she moves up
He pushes deeper hitting her g-spot
Oh my god she gasps
Oh oh oh fuck

She moves her hip a little
Trying to push his finger out
And hoping not to cum

He does not resist and continues to push
Tapping her g-spot and again it felt so fucking good!
She tried to move and reposition herself
But he kept working on that spot

She was loving it and he knew it
Those fingers..oh my goodness!
They were up close and personal with her cervix
He spreads them just a little and her eyes open WIDE
Oh oh fuck oh my god!

She cries out begging to stop
She puts her hand on his arm
She looks into his eyes, her eyes full of passion

Her body feels a wave
Oh such orgasmic proportion
Oh my god, what are you doing to me?
She calls out to him

Her pussy quivers
And she suddenly wants to pee
Her pussy contracts and gets tighter
He fingers her deeper, working on that spot and quicker

With him talking dirty makes it intense
She focuses on his voice and his fingers still deep in her pussy

At time she fights it but she wants it
She wants to feel it
Ride it and embrace it

When she does cum
She tries to catch her breath
At this point she is laying on her back

He lays his palm on her tummy
Sliding it down to her pubic bone
Taking those two fingers
He slides it in her pussy

She lets out a gasp and starts moaning IMMEDIATELY
Oh my baby NO
Yes she hears him say
Cum for me and she looks at him
Shaking her head saying No No No

Oh yes and he has a devilish smile YES YES!
Pushing the two fingers inside deeper
In an upward motion
She tries and move so that he does not hit the g-spot

No such luck
His fingers found the spot and he worked on that area
She was at his mercy
It felt oh so good

Then he takes the fingers and does a come hither gesture
She felt an orgasm coming and her moans got intense again
Oh oh yes yes oh baby yes
He takes his other hand and puts pressure on her pubic bone
She was his, she gave into the orgasm and climaxed

She was so enthralled and blown away with his "magic touch". It was a sexual and sensual sensation that she has never experienced before. Just thinking about it, makes her want to masturbate and relive those moments....

He bangs..she moans

2008-11-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

It's been months since Sage and I last met. He looked great! His hair was cut short, he used to have fuller hair that was above the collar. Now it's shorter and he still has the waves. First thing he did was embrace and kiss me. We sat on the couch and talked a bit. I was a bit nervous and he could tell. He looks at me and asks "what do you want to do?" Why don't we go to the bedroom, I smiled. He followed. We both wasted no time stripping down.

I had on a satin bra and lace boy shorts. Which he loved! I leaned over as I was on fours on the bed. My ass in the air and he could not resist but caress my ass and kiss it. His hand wandering and feeling the shape. Then he spanks me! Quick soft spanks. I'm like "hey!" Oh he was playful. We wasted no time kissing, touching and pressing against each other. I was on top and it felt nice in that position. He unclasps my bra and finally got his hands on my breasts. Sucking, thumbing my nipples and cupping them. Oh my, you have such beautiful breasts he says with his mouth full. There was a lot of flirting, teasing and bodies rubbing together.

He lays me on the bed on my back. I did not have time to glance at his cock or touch it but he climbed on top. And then I felt IT. He slid in and it was hard like rock. Oh my baby, your pussy is tight, he tells me. I had this devilish grin and he just looked down at me. My smile, long dark mane and luscious breasts. He was so content at the view below him. Feeling my tight walls wrapped around his cock, it was amazing. He was very rambunctious and his thrusts were deep, fast and hard. My breasts bounced. I had all these pillows around me, I felt uncomfortable, so we got rid of a few of them. But we ignited so much body heat, it was getting pretty hot. He says "damn it's getting warm in here because of your hot sexiness." I had to laugh. Then he starts blowing air on my breasts and any body part of my body he had easy access too. I'm still laughing and I ask "what are you doing?" He starts laughing too and says "just cooling you down a bit.."

So he keeps fucking me. My legs are wrapped around him tightly and he tried to pull out but I tightened my legs stronger and kept him inside. No no, I teased, stay right there, where I want you! Man, he felt so good inside me. He fucked me harder and had me pinned down as he pounded me harder harder deeper deeper. My pussy was loving it and my body couldn't resist the orgasmic orgasm I was about to have. I had to scream and moan out as I came.

He pulls out and starts to finger me a little. I started to moan and it got him so aroused. He wanted so badly to eat me and he did. I let out a gasp and moan. Oh my god that feels fucking good. He totally ate me out and then fingered me. Deeper and hitting my g-spot. Just like magic I moaned like crazy. My body shook and my pussy quivered as I started cumming. He says my name over and over and YES I came! He doesn't stop and I beg him to but I end up cumming again!

Breathless with heaving chest, he could not resist sucking and playing with them. He takes a break. We lay there talking and he tells me I am beautiful, touching and gently caressing my face. I disagree and he slaps my ass so hard, it echoes in the room. I am shocked! He makes a compliment again and I am about to disagree and he says "you know what will happen if you disagree" and so I smile and agree with him. He brings me close and we kiss. That is my good girl! My hand wanders down to his cock.

Caressing his balls and suddenly his cock gets nice and hard. He's a good size. I am on my knees, spread over his legs, in front of his erect cock. He looks at me and asks "you going to suck me?" You want me to, I tease. YES, he says. I pull my hair to the side and suck it. Taking as much of it as I can. He moans as I arch my neck and suck up and down. His hands are on the back of my head as he holds my head in position and he thrusts his hips as his cock fucks my mouth. I stroke his cock and suck his balls. He moans out louder, oh my god baby, yes yes oh baby that feels good. I couldn't resist but put his cock between my breasts and I started doing an up and down motion. Oh god he loved that.

Then as I rubbed my clit and pussy against his knee. He had this big smile as he felt my wetness and he knew, I was getting off doing this. I stopped and laid next to him. He couldn't resist playing with my pussy but I was being a bit shy still. I held him in my arms and he felt so relaxed and content. He loves the feel of my warm body against his. His head laying against my chest.

We started talking a bit more but we both knew it was time for me to leave. I said the word "fuck" and he is like "oh say it again and again." He wanted me to talk real dirty but I am a bit shy. Time sure goes by fast when you are having fun!

Amazing..fuckin Amazing!

2008-11-11T21:42:00.000-08:00

My knees are weak. The pussy is reeling from so much action...And I am so exhausted from the SEX! Hehehehe

I am going to bed and sleep sweet dreams of tonight's sexual tryst. I will write more about it tomorrow..Good night everyone!

Lust is in the air

2008-11-11T08:15:00.000-08:00

Jumps in the shower
Feeling the hot water against the bare skin
Steam filling up air
Just can't help but touch the breasts
Nipples are very hard and aroused
Cupping each one, bringing them close together
My what a handful!!
Couldn't help but pinch them between the fingers
Lathers up and hand wanders
Making its way to the awaiting pussy
Oh crap! Too tight for a finger to get in
Soft humming is heard
Yes, someone is in a good mood
Wonder why??

Stay tuned for more....

Cal

2008-11-10T21:41:00.000-08:00

A sweet friend. Of course there is this strong attraction but we live so far apart. We both are sport fans. He wanted to bet on which team is going to make it through the playoffs. My team went through, his did not. I'll write more about him later.

Well..now it's time to collect on that bet! We hope to meet before the year ends. Only time will tell....

Questions and Answers

2008-11-10T21:38:00.000-08:00

Me: What do you want?
Sage: YOU and what do you want?
Me: You. Did you finally get a bed?
Sage: Yes. Firm..like you
Me: Are you a moaner?
Sage: Not too much..I hope you are!
Me: Hope I am not too loud the walls might be thin
Sage: Not sure..we'll find out
Me: Are you quiet?
Sage: You tell me later..you like to talk dirty in bed?
Me: Yes
Sage: Good!
Me: Just don't call me that name that you call me, when I'm being a pain
Sage: I won't hold back. No that name isn't a good word to use during "benefits sessions"
Sage: We gonna undress each other or ourselves?
Me: I am not sure. I usually do it myself..
Sage: Ok, I will watch you strip down and I may help you
Sage: I've been fantasizing about you..naked, bent over, riding me and getting pounded
Me: Did you take a cold shower after thinking that?
Sage: Yes, but then I started fantasizing about you in the shower and it did not help..LOL
Sage: Hey I need to leave the office and get on home..night baby girl
Me: Good night

Nice move

2008-11-10T11:12:00.000-08:00

I was trying to catch the elevator but my arms were full of files. So what can I use to block the doors?? Think Scarlett..My leg! I did a high kick like the Rockettes and the door stayed open.

The others (a guy and 2 women) were impressed! It's a Monday, none of us want to be here..

G-man

2008-11-09T15:27:00.000-08:00

He found my profile on "Married Secrets" and took a chance at sending me a message on messenger. We started chatting off and on. He seemed occupied or just a slow typist. It took awhile for him to respond. I figured he was hitting on other women, so I lost interest.

A month goes by and he sends me a message. We started to get to know each other. Our conversations started to get interesting. He opened up more to me and I find myself attracted to him. Horny and playful.

He has a cute smile, beautiful blue eyes. We exchanged phone numbers and I did not expect him to call but he did. He has a such a nice voice and I detected a slight southern drawl but he is from California.

We text late night and talk whenever we can. Yes, we want to meet but scheduling is going to tough. We are thinking of meeting for lunch, just not sure when.

Sage

2008-11-09T09:30:00.000-08:00

I've been so infatuated with one man, that I never thought about "Sage". Here is a guy who has professed his desire to have sex with me. We've meet for coffee and have become friends for a year now.

I met him at a dating website. He's in a long distance relationship. We have kissed and he wanted more. But did not want to scare me away, so he backed off.

Well the man I was infatuated with, has found another. Enter "Sage". He still wants to hook up. My curiosity about him has resurfaced. Feeling bored, I get a phone call from him. He sounded so happy once he heard my voice. We started catching up on things. I asked him a few "sex questions". Are you taking a survey or interviewing me, he says? I couldn't help but laugh and said just getting a feel about you. He replies "oh honey, I got something here I want you to feel". We both started laughing.

Since I am leaving on vacation this week, he and I will have to meet when I get back.

Takes awhile to grow

2008-11-08T18:00:00.000-08:00

I'm usually shaved. I like the smoothness. Past lovers prefer the kitty shaved. I decided to protest, since I've haven't had sex for awhile and NOT shave. So far, it's not growing that much. A guy asked me, if I was "bushy". I'm trying to remember when I had hair down there, it was soft but not thick. At the moment I have this short fuzz.

She kept cumming and cumming..

2008-11-05T19:45:00.000-08:00

We had great time together. Naked and just two people having a sexual experience. I should change his name to "Magic Fingers" because that is what he had. He claims to have made me cum at least between 20 to 30 times. It blew him away and I was on an orgasmic high! LOL

How do I describe it?? I would be on my tummy and I would feel his hands, caressing my ass. Then I feel his finger slide inside my awaiting wet pussy. He had nice long slender fingers and he put 2 inside me. My "walls" got a nice massage and then he HITS that g-spot. My eyes started to open wide and I could not catch my breath. It's a feeling and sensation that woke up my entire body. And I cried and moaned like crazy. He keep fingering me until he knew I would cum. He was on cue, knowing when I was going to cum and he sexy voice encouraging me, saying my name over and over. It's such a turn on when he kisses my back as he is fingering me. He was so amazed how wet I got every time and at some times I nearly squeezed the hell out of his fingers!

So many times, I could have squirted. I knew it was going to happen but I started tensing up and I didn't. It was as if I really had to pee real real bad. At some points, I was like crying out to him, begging him to stop and no he kept going. Damn I was so in a orgasmic "drunk" stage, it just engulfed my body. I felt like a tensed up "bruise" in my pubic area. I'm like oh my fucking god! Yes, I squirmed too!

Then he fingers me on my back. Which gets him a better few of my facial expression. Wow! The orgasms were intense. He digging those fingers inside my pussy and I was so much at his MERCY! One time I got up, looked at me and squeezed his arm and he saw the passion and desire in my eyes. Phew..that was one amazing experience.

Of course, I had to pleasure him as well. Sucking off his round head with some pre-cum. I was flat on my tummy on the bed and I lifted my head up so that he can put his cock in my mouth. As he stood close to the bed. He watched as my head went back and forth. Getting rambunctious, he grabs my head and hold it in place. Thrusting his cock in my mouth, I nearly gagged because he deep throat me but I was able to handle him. Feeling his hard cock got me nice and wet. He held me tight. Grabbed and tossed me all over the bed.

After all this fun was going on. He lays in my arms as I held him close. My legs wrapped over his body. The warmth of my body keeping him warm. His face lays on my breasts and I can feel his soft breathing against my skin. He kissed my chest and I just had to smile.

Our time together..PRICELESS

Well endowed

2008-11-05T15:54:00.000-08:00

And doesn't know how to use it. Past few days, I've been talking to my female friends regarding the size of a man's penis. Guess it's because of Cheri's post on KING DONG that the visual has clouded my mind. OUCH! And OMG!

Okay back to my conversation with my friends. There is a guy that myself and the others know of. One of my friends has had sexual contact with him. She showed us how long and how round he was. This guy had the equipment and she raved about its size and thickness but he is LOST when it comes to fucking.

All he did was BANG BANG BANG! No swiveling hips in circular motion. Just back and forth motion and QUICK FAST AND HARD!! We are like Holy crap! She, my friend who was the bang-ee, couldn't take it. But she said lucky her, he came quick so she was relieved. We were making these funny comments. The bang-ee, said it was like a log sliding in a hole, straight in and out. He did not do anything else??

And she says that he's been caught jerking off in the bathroom and others meaning men caught him. Then she goes and says that instead of his cock sticking out, it's straight up against his body, since he has been stroking it that way. So its used to that position.

We are like "why not show or teach him?" She said you can't teach the poor boy, he just does not get it and does not do well in guidance and shakes her head down in shame.

Oh my god! I have not laughed so hard in such a long time.

Me? A dance teacher??

2008-10-30T09:14:00.001-07:00

So this guy at work is getting married in the end of December and asked me a favor. He wants to learn the cha cha, waltz and club dancing. I was flattered to be the "chosen one". But I don't see myself as a good dancer.

He said he feels comfortable with me and that I am a lot of fun. I seem to hear that a lot lately. And he likes the way I dance. If grinding my hips and shaking my ass is dancing, alrighty then! LOL

Our first dance lesson is tomorrow every Friday until the wedding. First off, he can't dance. No coordination. How do I know this? Company Christmas party last year. Poor thing! His fiance is a good dancer and he wanted to impress her for the wedding. Cute huh?

Well, I will keep you posted....this is going to be an experience!

Met a good friend

2008-10-25T18:43:00.000-07:00

That would be Opus! We both have waited for this moment for about 3 years now. It was a long shot for us to meet, since we both live on opposite coasts. He was visiting for business. We missed the opportunity to meet 3 months ago so this time, we were determined to meet face to face.

It was a pleasure for me to meet the person whom I have talked and chatted with. To look into his eyes and see his smile. And he has beautiful blue eyes. Mmmmm

Well, I am not going to "kiss & tell" about anything further. Hehehehe

I am still here!

2008-09-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to report. Haven't seen "Miles" for about a month now. He has some problems on the home front.

I've been busy with work and other stuff. Was browsing through pictures and Cheri came to mind. I know she is going through some emotions, so this is for her...

Pennies for your thoughts..:)

Missin

2008-09-06T15:44:00.000-07:00

Hope you are missing my cock..cause it sure misses your pussy..keep visualizing how good it was from behind..Let's fuck again SOON!!

You think "Miles" misses me just a bit?? "wink"

Care to explain this??

2008-08-31T18:19:00.000-07:00

My friend Wendy is a single mom and she is getting back to the dating scene. She signed up for those singles websites. I get a kick looking at all the profiles of "supposedly" and I do emphasize that word..single men. You have real good looking men who can't find a woman? Or are single?? There is something wrong.

So....Wendy has met her share of men. Now she wants a relationship. And these men are looking for a relationship as well. But when she actually meets them, most of them just want sex only. Hello? Then why dick women around?? Is this there way to having their cake and eating it so to speak??

Finding a single woman if you are a married man isn't right. You can cause some emotional damage to her. Wendy gets frustrated and she starts complaining about not having a man in her life. She says she has her list of men that she refers to as her "booty calls" so honestly I don't know about her...LOL

Women and men..they are difficult to understand..geeesh :)

My ass turns him on?

2008-08-27T21:05:00.000-07:00

Just looking at my ass makes him want to be behind me. Grab my butt cheeks. As I am on the bed on "fours" again my ass in the air. He tries to hold down his exciting. Stroking his cock, I can feel him enter me. Which makes me gasp because I can feel my pussy open up. To get good leverage he grabs my hips and pounds right into me like a sledgehammer.

Yes..Scarlett got fucked! It's been awhile since "Miles" and I last saw each other but we had a lot to catch up. We did my favorite..doggie. It such a great sensation doing it that way and it drives him wild when I am screaming, crying out and at times had my hands on the headboard or held on to the wall as I came over and over and over again.

Just when I came, he would stop thrusting and gave my pussy this gentle massage. Once I mellowed my moan, he picks up and starts banging hard getting me to cum again! Such a naughty boy....Thank goodness I have been working out like crazy. Our fuck session did not tire me out but I was getting over a cold so I didn't have that much energy.

He had me sprawled on the bed. Feeling his hand all over my body. Yes, I did suck him off. Which he enjoyed. Hearing his moan, watching and feeling him get hard in my mouth. Feeling so relaxed as I worked my magic. Licking off the head, tasting his pre cum and just a tiny spit on the head, watching it get shiny and slippery.

When we both left the hotel, he asks me "are you able to walk"? YES, but my poor muscles between my legs are going to feel the aftermath. "wink"

Young meat

2008-08-24T16:18:00.000-07:00

No makeup, hair in a ponytail, jeans and a t-shirt
Surprised to find favorite bagel place crowded
5 boys..yes boys in baseball outfits
Each one was cute

Walk in, breathe, no eye contact
All eyes on me
Holy shit!
A few did the elevator eyes
Went to grab orange juice, felt eyes following me

Walked over to counter
And I notice one looking at me
He got caught and smiled
Had to smile back

One seemed to want to say something
Instead he reached over to get napkins
And looked down

Damn they are barely out of high school!
Bad bad Scarlett...

Funny thing happened on his way home

2008-08-22T22:49:00.000-07:00

He said he would call me. I sat there, waiting and finally I had to go to the restroom. Thinking to myself, he is going to call when I am away from my desk. Returning back, no message. I'm working away at my desk and the phone rings. It's him! He forgot my number and found it from a past phone bill. LOL

He was driving home and he needed to get something to drink and a snack. It was a long drive. He goes into a store and I'm like "you going to get some condoms?" Sure, which ones do you want me to get? Oh and get some lube too! I couldn't stop smiling.

As he does his shopping, we are talking. I don't remember exactly what I said but it had to be about sex because he starts telling me "woman, you are making me hard here!" I am laughing hard because I am imagining him saying this and there are probably people around him wondering "who the heck is he talking to?" Or they may think he is some kind of pervert. Oh now I remember, I think I was talking dirty in a very sexy voice and that got him excited!

It was great to talk to him. He is away from home this weekend, so I won't hear from him until Monday. Man..I miss him.

Glow about her

2008-08-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

No matter how much
It's tough to not be angry
His voice is so so soothing

Just thinking of him
A feeling of warmth is felt

Thinking..
How will his lips feel against hers?
Her chest pressed up against him
Can he feel her erect nipples?
Putting her hand in his

Looking deep into his eyes
Being in his arms
Running her hands on his chest
She has one leg over his leg

His hand caressing that leg
Feeling her soft skin
Hearing her moan softly by his touch

Does he think of her??

He was not done

2008-08-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

Watch me baby..please
He keeps begging her
With a sigh she gives in
He makes an adjustment

Slowing removing his pants
Teasing her just a bit
He pulls out his cock

Rubbing and stroking
With such finesse and precision
In no time he was about the cum....the screen went BLANK!

Got back on line and he was covered with cum
On his tummy and dripping down his cock
She could see his body heaving heavily
As if he was catching his breathe

His cock still erect
And for the first time
She sees his cock actually jerk on its on
Wow! That was amazing and freaking HOT!

Make you notice ME

2008-08-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

Got a charm and not afraid to use it
My intentions are creative
Gonna make you, make you take notice

Going to use my eyes
Going to use my smile
Going to use my words
Going to use my chest
Going to use my mouth and fingers
Most of all my imagination

Baby, there is nobody else
I'm special..so special
No one like ME
Must have your full attention
Give it to ME..Give it ALL to ME!

Having fun at work..it's Friday!

2008-08-15T14:19:00.000-07:00

I was putting away files and I passed by two co-workers (male and female). As I walked back, I snuck up behind the female and poked her sides. She was caught off guard and I made her flinch.

So I went to put more files away. The two of them walked by and the male poked my arm, he was being silly. As I walked in to the shelving area, the female snuck up right behind. I screamed and the papers in the files, flew up in the air!

Yea I deserved it..:)

Emotional, Intense and Orgasmic Energy

2008-08-11T14:07:00.000-07:00

Replaying what just happened
Emotions have been revealed
Secret of ones desire for this person is out in the open
No doubt their appetite for each other has been obvious

It was him she craved for and wanted to be her first “affair”
It is him she has crave for all this time
It is he who she wants to taste his sweet mouth in hers
It is he who she wants to call out her name as he rides him hard
Her mouth over his, tongues entwine

His hands caressing, squeezing, spanking and spreading her ass
As she grinds her hips, thrusting, feeling every inch of his hard cock
Looking into his eyes, seeing the lover she has so desired

Giving each other pleasure beyond their wildest fantasies
Wishing, dreaming and wanting to feel his cock
Throbbing inside her tight wet pussy
His veins and blood pulsating inside her
Releasing himself, feeling his body shake and quiver
His voice driven desire as he lets out “holy fuck, baby I am going to cum"
And once he catches his breath, he whispers in her ear
I’m going to fuck you like you have never been fucked before
Let the games begin!!

Awaken

2008-08-09T14:36:00.000-07:00

Deep in sleep dreaming of having hot sex
Suddenly with a jolt, eyes open
Lay there, staring out in space
Realizing..last lover was just "sex"

Translation..
Meet, kiss, touch and FUCK
Not one mention or compliment on looks
Just sex?

Still heavy in thought..
Other 3 affairs..2 with intimacy and compliments. 1 with intimacy and compliments not during sex.

Nice way to start the morning huh?

Reaching out

2008-08-07T21:57:00.000-07:00

Something happened with you
Putting the bounce in my stride
Making my feet barely touch the ground
We both found something true

Thinking I'm going crazy
Nothings greater
Than the rush that I feel
With thoughts of me in your embrace
Feeling the warmth go through my body
Staring deep into your eyes caressing your face

In our own world of loneliness
It's your charms
That makes me yearn to be safe in your arms

Preview of what is about to "cum"

2008-08-05T14:11:00.000-07:00

She is on the bottom and he on top. Her arms are above her head and his hands are entwined with hers. Legs spread out, he inches himself, wiggling just a bit. This way, he can better angle. She tells him to stay still. He does and suddenly he feels her vagina muscles tense up and get tighter around his cock. He moans "oh baaaaby". He continues to pump inside her as her muscles form a "cock ring" getting tighter and tighter. Baby it feels so good, yes yes he says in his sexy moan, as he looks down at her, banging her harder and harder. Ooooh god! He tries to focus and not cum too soon. The blood is rushing through his head and feels a bit faint. Focusing, he gets his composure. This is all for HER.

He then thrusts his hips in an upward motion, grinding and circularing. She cries and moans out, her voice getting sexier and she calls out "fuck me harder!" Her body jerks as he thrusts deeper and deeper. She tells him to slow down just a little and then tells him to pick it up. He listens to her every command. Her heels are on his ass, pressing him close and holding him steady. Enjoying the head of his cock banging against her cervix. Feeling his energy, desire and passion for her. Suddenly her cries give it away and she starts to climax and then it HITS her..oh my fucking god..an ORGASM. Her juices drip down his cock and he feels the warmth that her body produces. He lays on top of her, trying not to put too much of his weight so he doesn't crush her. She kisses him and holds him close. They both have big smiles as they catch their breathes.

Draining Monday

2008-08-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

Frustration, jealousy, hurt, confusion and tears
Sounds like a plot for a movie or soap opera
NOPE..
The feelings are real
The emotions are real
Two friends, connected
A man and A woman
Sexual energy felt between one another

She can't handle life without him
He has been so supportive
Does she walk away and out of his life?
As the tears stream down
He tries to calm her
Like a father trying to distract a child to focus on something else
She can't help but smile

As the end of the day winds down
She calls him
Hearing his voice, warms her whole body
You ok now? You feel better?
She nods her head and replies yes like a little girl
Good he says and she senses a smile on his face
She had one as well and he felt her smile

Next time you pull a tantrum like that
You are going to get a swift spank on your ass young lady
He pauses and says "you may actually like it!"

She smiles to herself after they hang up
Thinking of him....

To Watch & Feel It

2008-08-03T21:08:00.001-07:00

She watches an adult film on dvd, as sits back against the head post. Mimicking the actress in every scene. If the woman is laying down she is too. If the woman has no bra or fully naked, she is too. She arches her back as the actress's nipples are being sucked. The camera pans close up as the actor licks it. Showing the tip of his tongue and making the nipple nice and erect. At the same time her nipple becomes erect. She feels her body goes through the feeling, imagining a lover doing that to her. She moans in perfect timing like the actress. At the same time she is getting wet by just thinking of her nipple being sucked. Damn! It gets so intense and the actor is fingering the actress. She does exactly what she sees and puts a finger inside her pussy. Feeling the intensity and again moaning in unison with the actress. While the actor is fingering or fucking the actress, she can feel her vagina tense up just as if she is being fucked as well. Using her finger or vibrator to get the same feeling. As the actress grabs on to the couch, she grabs the bed sheet. Letting out Ooooo's, yes yes, oh god oh my gawd and oh yeah!!!! By listening just to the actress's screams and moans, she gets aroused and she most definitely wants to cum. Just on cue, she cums just before the actress does.

This is one of the many things that gives her the inspiration to have a freaking fantabulous orgasm! Amazing how the mind and body react to just seeing a visual image through ones eyes.

Goofy and Funny

2008-08-02T07:01:00.001-07:00

Smiling and laughter is a good thing. My mood was a bit down but he lifted my spirits. As I read through my post I noticed that I have not mentioned this person. We've been communicating for almost a year? "Playmate" aka "PM" is a wonderful friend, who makes me laugh and listens to me. LITERALLY. When we are on the phone, at times I think he is not there but he is and he tells me that he just enjoys hearing my voice. Ok, that quieted me down for a moment, as I started to blush. Yes yes I can be very talkative!

Last night was too funny. I am venting about my day at work. And the subject of Halloween is brought up. I asked him if he dresses up for that. One time he went to this party and he was totally drunk. The theme was "emotions". One guy was green "for envy" and another was red "for rage". I asked what he was..he was a pear for despair. I couldn't help but give out a loud laugh. He was probably cracking up too and he's such a GOOF! Oh it doesn't stop there..

He tells me to hold on, one minute, I'm trying something, so just give me a moment. Sitting there with things going through my mind. What is he doing? Is he having sex with someone right there? Or just had sex? Is he having phone sex? He laughed as I typed this and replied "NO". Just be patient he tells me. So I wait. Ok, he says here goes and nothing happens? He tried to hook up his camera and send me a picture that he just took. Well it did not work. He ended up e-mailing it and I said I got it. Nice blue eyes!

Then he says "I need a haircut. My hair is cut but in the area down there." I am like "oh yea? I just shaved as well." Well if you let me touch that area, I will let you touch mine, he says. Sounds a bit kinky. Right there I get this visual of us doing that. We would then start getting aroused with the touching and end result would be us fucking. Mmmmmm

There is more..He asks what I am wearing. I said t-shirt and pajama bottom. What a coincidence! He was wearing pajamas but commando. I said "why don't we just have a sleepover in our jammies". He loved the idea. We chatted some more....

Always makes me smile

2008-08-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

Whenever it's been a tough day for both of us
It's good to come home and have each other to lean on
Signing into messenger and to see that he's logged on
Brings a smile to my face

He always asks "how's your day?" What are my plans for the weekend?
We talk about everyday life.
Very much a flirt, besides myself..LOL
Sex is the most popular topic
I ramble on about it and end up getting him hard

Then he types "wish I could hear your voice now"
I tell him to call me and we end up talking for an hour or longer
It's such a stress release for us both
Basic conversation between two adults craving each other sexually

Odd..we have never really had phone sex during all this time
In time, the passion and desire will build up
Wonder where it will take us?

Just say the right words

2008-07-27T16:32:00.000-07:00

When a man asks me what I am wearing. And I say "panties and a shirt or just panties". I have them in the palm of my hand. My leisure attire when I get home is usually that. On rare occasions I may be fully clothed but lately that is what I wear. I feel so comfortable in just my undies. Sitting on the bed, surfing the internet. Every now and then I like to run my hand up and down my leg, feeling the softness of my skin. The feeling of my hair brushing against the skin on my back.

Judging by their voice as I tell them that I am sitting on the bed or couch naked or just the panties, I know they are getting turned on by this vision. Plus they tell me that they have a hard on just imagining me and asking my exact motion. Are you touching yourself? Of course I let out a shy laugh and they know I have this devilish smile. One guy knew right away that I was biting my lower lip when there was a slight pause.

It does not help much when I say that I am leaning over the foot of the bed as I am checking my emails with my ass up in the air. Or that I am on my knees on the couch again my ass sticking out as I talk to them on the phone.

These men seem to know me too well. I tend to wonder if I honestly get men hard?

The Chosen One

2008-07-26T10:57:00.000-07:00

Out of all the men that you can sleep with, why me?

Why not YOU? Because we have known each other too well. Both hungry for affection and passion. Not getting these things and more from our spouses. We talk and write about sex. Our topics during our instant messaging has been of sex. When we talk on the phone we discuss sex. There is a sexual attraction and connection, no doubt about it.

Most importantly there is a friendship. Through the years it has developed into something special. I can read you like a book. We comfort one another with words.

YES, I would be honored to have sex with you. To taste your sweet lips against mine as we kiss passionately. Your hands wandering all over my body. Feeling the shapes and curves. Undressing each other and admiring our naked bodies. Your arms around me. All the things we wrote and spoke of, will become reality. Our moans that were heard by phone, will be REAL. I want to wake up every sensual and sexual part of your body. Looking into your eyes. Call my name, talk dirty to me, grab me tight and FUCK me as much as you can. Blow my mind baby..ignite the fire within.

Are you up to the task??

Is there such a thing as bad sex?

2008-07-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

What is considered to be bad sex? No attraction but both of you are desperate and just wants to get laid? Did you have sex just because he has a cock and she has a pussy so "let's fuck" kind of attitude? Were there limitations, she won't give oral and does not want oral? He/she did not give good oral? He/she did not fulfill your expectations and therefore the sex suffers..

What part of the body do you want a pic of?

2008-07-22T22:03:00.000-07:00

This is what this guy asked my friend. He first sent her a picture of just his eyes. Wow, he had such dreamy eyes. Then he asked "what other part of the body would you like a pic of?" Now, to his surprise, my friend asked for a picture of his hand. My other friend and I said in unison "hand??" Now we know if he is like most men, they are so proud to show the "family jewel". Well, my friend finds a man's hand attractive. She said it tells a lot about a man. His grooming if they are hard working or not. Interesting...

Is there a full moon?

2008-07-22T20:39:00.000-07:00

My yahoo 360 page has been bombarded by horny men! I have never had that many comments in one day. Learning my lesson, I delete old comments. They tend to build up quickly. I have to admit, I have been in a playful mood. It sure shows in my chat conversations.

I went to see my coworker and I have never seen her all tense. Usually she is quiet but she had things going on and projects with deadlines. She yelled out in frustrations. The guy who she shares the office with kindly stepped out, because he sensed a woman thing. Why is it when a woman is moody, they think she is on the rag? Well, it was sex related. She told me she has not had sex in a long time and she does not even remember what a cock looked like? I told her I can top her on who has not had sex for a long time.

I have to admit I am sexually frustrated as well. But maybe..that will change? Hmmm

Teasing, touching and jacking off

2008-07-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

She teases first
Wearing a bra revealing her breasts
Snug and uplifting contrasting the curves and shape
Making a man's mouth water and
The dirty thoughts running through mind
Wish his hands were cupping them
Pulling down her bra down, just revealing her nipples
Leaning close licking and sucking each one
Hearing her sweet cries
Watching and feeling each nipple get erect

As if she could read his mind
She cups her breasts and pulls down
Her bra, revealing her breasts
Taking each nipple in her fingers
She arches her back and pinches them
Letting out a moan and then she removes the bra

All is left is her panty
She wiggles her hips as she holds to the sides
Slowly she removes them, bending slightly
Her breasts hang down, nipples still erect
Panty falls on the floor, around her ankles
Kicking it aside she is fully on naked

Sitting back on the couch
Positioning herself leaning back on propped pillows
Her legs are spread and in clear view
Nicely shaved and glistening wet
She licks her finger and begins rubbing her clit
Sticking a finger or two inside

He watches and can't help but touch himself as well
Watching in awe and getting hornier by the minute
Such expertise and precision as he watches her
So sexy and hot
He strokes his cock precisely to her touching herself

To heat things up and send him over the top
She brings out a vibrator
Rubbing it against her clit and lips
She stops and rests the tip of the vibe above her clit
No don't stop! was his reaction
She slowly pushes it in her pussy
It's so wet, she contracts her muscles and pushes it out

In and out it goes
One hand controlling the thrusts and the other rubbing the clit
He strokes his cock, tightening his fingers around it
Imagining it's his cock and not the vibrator banging that wet pussy
Fast and faster, keeping in rhythm with her thrusting the vibrator
Lifting her hips up and getting a good angle
He keeps rubbing and rubbing
She ends up getting wetter dripping
Then he shoots a load and she keeps on going

Playing with herself and he continues to keep up with
Finally she cums and he shoots another load
She runs her finger along the opening of her pussy
Man..she made good use of her vibrator

Plain and simple..JUST FUCK ME!

2008-07-10T21:27:00.000-07:00

On the bed, in her favorite position, she lays on her tummy.
Feeling the breeze against her naked body.
Surfing the net, her phone rings..it's HIM
How are you baby? What are you up to? He asks
Well..I am naked on the bed
Funny, I just got out of the shower and I am naked as well
Lets be naked together!
There talk is about SEX
He tells her he is stroking his cock thinking of her
Wanting to be inside her, aching for her naked body
As he talks, she starts playing with herself
Touching her now wet pussy but she needed more lubrication
She spits in her hand, making her fingers wet
Spreading her legs, she touches her clit, lips and then pussy
She tells him, I just watched porn and made myself cum
Cum again for me baby, he tells her
Closing her eyes she touches herself and he listens carefully
Her voice is soft, relaxed and very sexy
As she tells him what she is doing
It felt so good, the way her fingers worked it magic
Feeling the dripping wetness on her fingers
She wished it was his tongue, his finger and his COCK
His face up close and against her pussy
Sending chills through her body, hitting her g-spot
As this vision was played in her mind and her fingers
Making her body feel a sensation and have it take over
She had to moan, moan to that uncontrollable feeling
Her voice picks up, with little cries
Hearing his voice and guiding her, telling her to let go
She did as told and she let go, pouring all her energy
Into a climatic ending
Her body shakes and quivers and then she hits that SPOT
It was music to his ears as she let out an orgasmic moan
The sound echoed in the room
She tries to catch her breath and she heard him say "wow"
Resting her head on the pillow she rubs her face against it
As if it was him laying next to her
Wishing he was there beside her, holding her close
The connection and energy was so strong and felt so real

Lust in the emotions

2008-07-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

Your craving my body
Is this real?
The body temperature is rising
Longing to make love just for a night

Kissing, hugging and holding me tight
Pleasing me with all your might
After the love game has been played
Was it all an illusion?

No masturbating..well that only lasted two days

2008-06-27T16:17:00.000-07:00

LOL..Yea yea Percy you knew it wouldn't last! =0)

No sex..No masturbating!

2008-06-24T22:14:00.000-07:00

I've decided to give up on "playing" with myself until I have sex. It's been awhile since I have gotten laid and it looks like I am having a bit of a dry spell. No such luck in finding a "lover".

Let's so how long I can keep from masturbating..wish me luck!

Which do you prefer..facing you or away?

2008-06-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

When it cums to her riding....

Face to face
Easy to kiss. Fondle and suck her breasts, cupped in each hand. Seeing the passion and desire in her eyes as she bites her lower lip with every pounding and thrust inside her. She does circular motions with her hip, feeling every inch of your erect rock of a cock. Looking down and she leans back just a little for you to thumb her clit. You watch her go up and down on your cock in such awe and amazement. Hearing her wetness and feeling it as well. Her ass banging against your balls. Those beautiful breasts bouncing as you hold her hips steady in place, as you thrust and fuck her deeper and hard. Her screams of "fuck me baby..yes yes..fuck my wet pussy..harder oh yea fuck me baby!" Her wet juices dripping warmly down your cock.

Behind
She climbs on top, slides down slowly. Watching as her sweet pussy covers most of your cock. Feeling her snug and tight. Watching as your cock opens up her pussy. Leaning a forward, you see that sweet ass of hers and her a-hole. You can help but slap and squeeze her cheeks. Thumbing her hole as she is riding you in a back and forth motion. Sitting up and leans back and starts rubbing her clit as you are pounding her in an upward motion. Her breasts are bouncing and her pussy is dripping wet. She can't control the feeling in her pussy and she lets out a moan and soft scream. Oh god yes fuck me! Yes yes! HARDER! Quicker! As her voice echoing in the room and you do as your told.

Either position works..

Right on "Q"

2008-06-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

Only 20 minutes until my lunch break and he signs on messenger. I say "hi" and we just jump into sex chat. He said he misses me and wishes that I was there sitting on his desk. Us kissing..He starts painting an erotic scenario. Of course I chime in and he gets all excited. We exchange sexual words, which make me tingle, smile and good inside. And yes, I am not touching myself. It can get real real HOT! After our brief "sex" as he and I put it. We both seem to be "sexually" satisfied. It's the feeling you get after having great sex but not actually doing the initial deed. Tough to understand huh? Pretty amazing for two people who have not meet in person but having known each other for 3 years.

But it isn't just sex talk between us, we do discuss personal stuff and sexual frustrations and needs. We have this connection and bond. I'm not sure how long it will lasts....

You Are In My Thoughts..

2008-06-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

This was expected and only time will tell
And when it finally HAPPENS
You are engulfed with mixed emotions
Do you cry? A numbness takes over
You are not in the right state of mind
The waiting is over and you are left empty
Your friends and family are there to comfort you
But you must be strong for them and yourself

Now comes the healing
Preparations and people giving their sympathies and condolences
A part of you tries to smile but when no one is looking
Sadness and emptiness is felt
Regrets of the bad times or words that were exchanged from the past surface
And you wished that you could tell him "I'm sorry"

Keep his spirit alive
Talk, reminisces, smile and laugh
He will forever live on in your heart
Keep his memory alive with the happy and sad times
He will be looking down from the heavens watching over you

At times, I would lay on the bed before I go to sleep. Staring up at the ceiling, I'm thinking of you. Hoping that you are okay and then I hug the pillow close to my chest. Closing my eyes I imagine hugging you..

I am your child.
Wherever you go, you take me, too.
Whatever I know, I learn from you.
Whatever I do, you taught me to do.
I am your child.
And I am your chance.
Whatever will come, will come from me.
Tomorrow is won, by winning me.
Whatever I am, you taught me to be.
I am your hope,
I am your chance,
I am your child.
Lyrics from "I am your Child" by Barry Manilow

Cybering..without touching yourself

2008-06-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

It is possible to feel something without necessarily playing with yourself. The right words and setting up the perfect scenario. It's like playing tag or trying to out do the other. Words can be so strong and as the words are typed, you can also feel the intensity and energy that two people can ignite. As the words appear on the screen and are read. The effect that it has on our mind and body can be tremendous. It's like reading trashy novels or erotica stories. Those who can lure someone's sexual desire have such a strong imagination and the effect it can hold.

Men seem to get hard or have a problem sitting correctly. For me, my vagina muscles tense up and they contract. It's amazing how hot and sexy my chat with certain men can get. AMAZING!

Playful mood at the office

2008-06-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

Our paths cross. "J" asks me where does one of the guys at my department sits. I told him, next floor up, same area where my desk is at. He wanders off. My cubicle neighbor tells me that she ran into him and he asked her the same question. We both looked at each other puzzled. I'm walking to the restroom and I run into "J". He is reading a list and I said "your shirt is sticking out" as he is walking behind me, he starts messing with me. I am walking and saying "I said no and I mean no". He then says "oh come on, you do it better than the others" as he is tucking his shirt in. We run into a secretary and she has this grin on her face. But she knows "J" was being funny.

I run into the guy "J" was looking for and he looked a bit upset. I am like what's up? He said I have been sitting in "J"'s office and he said to meet there. I'm like "I ran into him awhile ago and he was heading to his office".

Later in the afternoon, I run into "J" again. He's like "we have to stop meeting like this, people will talk and you know you can't resist me." I had a quick response, "oh most definitely, I can't go through the day without being in your presence, you are a breath of sunshine in this dreary day, so I must kneel before you, oh wise one!" He starts laughing and knows I am messing with him.

It's nice to have that sense of humor, making the day go by quickly..

Record breaking heat

2008-06-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

All day today, I was in my bra and panties. It wasn't easy to cool off. Top things off, I had to do laundry.

Kept myself cool with glasses of ice water. The cube felt nice against my perspiring skin. As I was folding the laundry I notice some rug burns. No..I did not have hot kinky sex on the carpet. Ok that brings back memories of myself and one of my lovers fucking like wild animals. Back to reality....

I was doing some spring cleaning around the house and I must have rubbed my legs on the carpet when I was on my knees. Yes, I do like being on my knees every now and then. LOL And with the hot weather, the mosquitoes seem to have a picnic with my warm blooded legs. Damn them!

What else happened? I did some chatting on messenger. The little green-eyed monster inside of me surfaced and showed itself. Yes, jealousy took over. Long story....it's almost time for me to go to bed. Not sure if I will be able to sleep in this heat. G'night everyone!

In the company of men

2008-06-05T22:36:00.001-07:00

My muse is not just one man but a group of them. Each one unique in their own way that inspires me. Brings out my sexual and sensual inhibitions.

I am not sure if I mentioned about my 360 blog. Over 15,000 views. I have a nice group of "friends" a total of 60 (mostly men and maybe 1 or 2 women). Everyday I have an average of 10 comments on my page from avid fans and new ones. A few I have actually chatted with on messenger. Others I trade sexual e-mails with. Would I meet them in person? At the moment..no.

Men come and go. They have played a part in my life. I've grown in a sense. I know what I want and go for it, if necessary. There is so much going on right now.

So far no sex. Whenever the opportunity of sex should happen, I take what I can get. But honestly, I do not see myself with a steady lover. They seem to disappear.

A friend asked me if I have ever cheated. Without any hesitation, I said no. With the love affairs that I have had. It takes me a moment to realize "wow, did I really cheat?" The thought of my affairs never come to mind.

When I think of sex, that is a different story. I reminisce in my mind about the sexy hot fucking! It never fails to put a smile on my face at the thought of it.

Me? Unique?

2008-06-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

I was exchanging chat with a new friend "CT". Great guy. His divorce became final and he met this great lady. He lives in Texas. He was full of questions and I know one being that I am married and looking. Honestly I am not looking at the moment, I am on hiatus or "to be announced".

He asked me "are you just waiting to meet someone and just let it happen?" My response back was, sex is sex. That is what is important. I get what I can get. And when it happens it will happen. After that, we go our separate ways. Meet up again or have sex with someone else. It's like a day at the "office" so to speak. No worries and life goes on.

Then he types "you know what, you are unique woman". Why do you say that, I asked? Well, you think like a man. LOL Funny, I have been told when I write my erotica stories, I sometimes think like what a man thinks. Is this a good or bad thing??

A familiar face

2008-06-01T14:05:00.000-07:00

My friend and I went for a coffee run. She was talking to a bunch of people that she knew who worked there. I was waiting for the order as she was mingling. The place was crowded and I was checking out the area. With my love affairs and men that I have met from the internet. What were my chances that I would see one of them while I was with a friend? I wondered what would happen if I ran into one of them when I was with my husband.

Well I saw "Science Guy". He and I chat every now and then. And we have met for coffee twice. No sex though. Yes, he wants to eat me out, roll me on my tummy and fuck me hard doggie style. Any who, he was sitting there working on his laptop and he had his phone headset on. He didn't look up and I looked over at him, hoping he would look my way. There were a bunch of hot young women that walked over to where he was and finally! He glanced over and saw me. We exchanged smiles but that was it.

My friend started talking to me and we got our order. I got a strange feeling he was looking at my ass. When I got home, I got an email from him. Great seeing you and by the way..you have a nice tight ass there! Let me count the many things I want to do to it....

Square Pegs and Holes

2008-05-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

Are you around?
"No..I am a square"
You are such a dork
"Now I am thinking square pegs and holes"
I have a hole
"Need filling?"
Yes, I need to fill it. You have something for it?
"Indeed! Want it?"
Yes..Yes. Will it fit? It may be snug and tight. You may have to wiggle it a bit to get it in.
"Sounds like a lot of work"
Yes but it's worth it isn't it?
"I'm thinking about it and starting to swell. Where is the hole that needs filling?"
You need to explore and find it yourself. I'll blindfold you.
"Swelling again.."
Not good. You need ice. I'll put it in my mouth. You can put it in. THAT is another hole
"WOW..I am going to need a shower"
You poor swelled up thing! Can't release? Shall I take a pin and pop it?
"NO PINS! But you can poke it"
I'd rather rub it..stroke and massage it
"Certainly will bring things to a climax.."

Look, watch and listen

2008-05-30T14:39:00.000-07:00

Playing with myself
Focusing all your attention on me
Watching as I finger my clit
Looking at the motion and way that it’s done
My legs spread wide for you to see
The clit is very swollen
You wet your lips and swallow
As I play, moving my finger down to my pink lips
I can feel its wetness and the sensation
Of my finger going up and down
Making it swell and you let out a deep sigh
My vibrator lies next to me..waiting
I grab the vibe and rub it against my clit
Down to the very swollen lips and STOP
Letting out an evil laugh
I put the vibe inside but my pussy is a bit tight
And the vibe slips out
With a soft buzz sound, I stick it in
Not moving it at all, it buzzes giving my pussy a nice massage
I start playing with my clit
Turning off the vibe, I begin fucking myself with it
You watch as it gets wet and my juices start to drip
Hearing the wetness as it goes in and out
Getting such a thrill at what is happening in front of your very eyes!

Soul Searching

2008-05-28T13:40:00.000-07:00

There is emptiness and we all feel it
Whether it be loneliness or the lack of something
It’s there and it’s felt
In most marriages, it is sexual
Waking up and feeling something missing
The body aches to be wanted, desired and pleasured
We search for that perfect partner, other than our spouse

One who can give their body and soul
Embracing sexual and sensual pleasure
Exploring and trying new things
But not one lover can dominate
It takes two to tango
And to give the ultimate pleasure
That one can experience beyond their imagination

Feeding off each other’s hunger and lust
Making love like wild animals
Feeling orgasmic pleasure over and over
The sweat, sweet fragrance of SEX
Most importantly the energy that two people can ignite
It can be felt within as he thrusts and grinds inside her
The sounds of moans and cries
Dirty, raunchy talks exchanged
Holding on to dear life as the sexual tension builds up
To a level that sends a thrill and shiver through the body
Awakening the soul and well being to such an orgasmic HIGH

Deep breathes, heaving chests, bodies full of sweat and pespiration
Now this is MIND BLOWING GREAT SEX
The kind that is good for the soul and ones well being

Observing and just wondering

2008-05-28T12:28:00.000-07:00

As I sit here at Starbucks or as Cheri calls it “Starfucks” hahaha
Writing, I mean TYPING an entry
I pause for a moment to scope out my surroundings
Observing people and those around me
Some are talking and having a conversation
There is a couple, talking and it seems like it’s a first date
Then there are a bunch of men talking about work, politics and etc
Elderly couple, the man reading and the woman is doing a cross word
Others are on their laptop, surfing the net
Then a thought comes to mind
Could it be that just maybe someone here has read my blog?
Wouldn’t it be awesome to lean over and notice on their laptop is MY BLOG!
I’m tempted to reveal myself but I am not that bold
I would probably just smile to myself and feel honored
Okay back to my typing..

Shapes, sizes and FEELING

2008-05-26T20:50:00.000-07:00

There is a group of women that I chat with. One of them kept bragging about a picture of this guy's penis. She asked us if we want to see it. I said sure, send it to me. Nice pic of his dick. He had a ruler showing the length and I have to admit he has the girth.

Now..I am not going to kiss and tell. I've seen my share of men who have sent me a picture of their package and men I've slept with. I had to give in my 2 cents and say that there I know someone who longer and has girth as well.

Another woman said she had sex with a guy who was about 10 inches and thick. The sex was good but it started to hurt her and felt uncomfortable.

Back and forth we had our little debate. Interesting topic to discuss huh?

Got his blood flowing..but which head?

2008-05-22T16:30:00.000-07:00

I painted a very nice scenario of he and I. Both sitting naked on the bed. Facing each other and our legs entwined. His fingers gently caressing my nipple. I let out a soft moan of contentment. Then taking my hand, placing it on his chest, running my fingers down to his cock. He lets out a devilish laugh and a big smile appears. Softly I stroke it as I feel it grow in my hand. Re-positioning myself, laying on my tummy and looking down at the head. He opens his legs just a little for me. I lick the tip of the head and spit, making it nice and shiny. My tongue polishing that round delicatable "mushroom".

Slowly I lower my mouth, going deeper and deeper. Opening my tiny mouth as wide as I can. Laying on my beside I start playing with myself. I pull back to take a breath. He grabs my hip and turns me over, brings my butt in front of his face. Opening my legs just a bit, he starts eating me out and then fingering me. I let out a squeal of delight and I continue to suck him. He can hear and see how wet I am..Damn woman you are getting me hard! I feel like I am about to cum. We are doing this through instant messenger. Can I call you so you can hear me cum?

Each word that pops up in the screen, got his juices going. We talk briefly. As we were doing this, he was stroking himself. In my mind I envision him doing this. Man, that is HOT! I could have helped him cum but I didn't have much privacy to do so and he got interrupted, so we are going to take a rain check.

You are such a tease and very hot, you know that? He says before we said our good-byes. Heehee

Just reminiscing

2008-05-15T22:04:00.000-07:00

Thinking of kissing you all over
Sucking, licking and nibbling your nipples
Cupping your breasts in my hand

The other hand is between your legs
My fingers finding its way to your clit
Putting as much fingers as possible
Inside your pussy

Looking in your eyes as you cry out
With every movement as my fingers go in and out
Hearing the wetness of your pussy
Your hand is over mine
Guiding me to what turns you on

We kiss as my fingers go deep inside you
As you sit there, angling your butt
So my fingers hit your g-spot

Encouraging me to keep going
Letting me know that you are enjoying this
Just by the sound and tone of your moans and cries
Tells me that you are all MINE!

And baby you will cum all over my face
As I bury my face up against your pussy
My nose smelling your scent

Oh but it does not stop there
Having you lean over the bed
I lift up your hips
And ram my hard cock in that wet pussy of yours

Banging and thrusting
Making up for all that lost time
That we have been apart

Re-living old memories....