Talk about a "bad day"
Friday wasn't a good day at all. Everyone at work didn't even feel like being here. Not because the workload has been keeping us busy or that the weather outside is beautiful. We all had this look of "unhappiness."
I've had some emotions bottled up for a few weeks. I get all watery-eyed but I just couldn't cry. There were times when I think I am going to but I don't.
I get in the car and head on home. The traffic doesn't look good. Music is playing and then this song begins...It's Daniel Powter's "Bad day."
I roll my eyes and say "perfect timing and song." So I listen it and realize that the words reflect what I am feeling. I began to sing along and suddenly...the tears started and didn't stop. I'm sitting in traffic, crying softly. I didn't care if anyone saw me. I just had to let them flow. Finally I took some short deep breathes. Grabbed a tissue and wiped the tears away. I needed that cry. Told myself, it's the weekend and it's time to relax and have fun.
Tigg and I decided to remain just friends. Work and our families are keeping us from seeing eachother. So we don't have much for messaging or talking. But we try to keep in touch. I'll post more about this when I get chance.
5 Comments:
Hey Scarlett....I'm sorry about Tigg. this thing called real life seems to always get in the way. You never know, usually a little time and he'll probably be a knockin". It's good ot get those tears out...Bet you felt a little better after.
Keep smiling my dear! You know there are other Tiggs if you wanted them!!
Its always good to cry, even as a man a good cry helps, look at it as a cleansing. Stay positive and remember everything happens for reason. Maybe cute neighbor guy will keep you happy with some new shows.
I am sorry to hear about Tigg...I am sure he will pop in out of the blue!
keep your head up.
Thanks Cheri, Deepitalianeyes and Speakin for your words of support.
Uhm Speakin? It's it the guy's job to keep the "head" up. LOL ;)
I meant "isn't" ooops
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