Cupping my breasts..yep there still here!

Yes, I just squeezed the "girls" a few seconds ago. Actually I was trying to adjust my bra and one breast was sort of popping out of the cup. So, I had to stick my hand under my shirt and push it in. Then I had to make sure the other one was okay. Making sure the material has no creases.

Then I look down at my shirt and run my hands over my breasts. Silly me..I start to do a little shake. Watching them move every so slightly but not too much. They seem to be nice and snug in the bra. I made sure that no one saw me as I did this.

If you are wondering what kind of bra? It's lace with a tiny bow in the middle between my cleavage. And yes I am wearing matching lace boy shorts and YES there is a bow as well!

Sounds sexy huh?

Just had a "hallmark" moment

I'm going through my emails and noticed a few from JAG. All of a sudden..I started to tear up and cry. I am thinking to myself "get a hold of yourself, people at work will wonder". I was able to stop and keep my composure.
Out of the group of men whom I have had an affair with, this one is pretty special to me. He was the one that said an affair isn't for him and I abide by his decision. We do keep in touch and remain as friends. Both of us have to move on. At least I did, not sure if he is seeing anyone and if he does, well good for him.

I've been asked which lover is the best. Each one is unique in their own special way. Of course when I had my first affair, I thought he was great lover. But through time with the lovers, it got better.

Don't know when

Actually I am not sure when Miles and I will meet again. There is going to be some distance between us. Meaning no e-mails or instant messaging. He doesn't have access to a computer and when he does, the e-mails are brief.

There is anything I can do but wait. All good things cum to those who wait.."wink"

Pole and Cage Dancers

A friend is thinking of having her own club. She wants cages with dancers. Male or female or BOTH! Leave it to my other friend to yell out "we need a pole." I am covering my face and shaking my head. Visions of her and the others practicing on that pole. All the silly and sexual things we will do.

Yes, my female friends have such dirty minds. Now I am married and I have to keep my composure and be the faithful wife. NOT! One of the ladies is married herself. Women who have alcohol in them seem to open up a bit, let me tell you that. Cause the one that was married blurts out "I need a man!" Her best friend says "you have your husband". Well honey, I need another man. All of us were like "hold on there jezebel." We started giggling and laughing.

It's all fun and some teasing amongst us ladies. I'm usually the quiet one and "miss innocent." Yea yea little do they know.."wink"

Crazy friends gone wild

Last night I went with a bunch of my female friends and ran into a few people from work. Rosie was part of that bunch of female friends. She was too funny. I was chosen as the designated driver, so I only had one drink. I'm sitting with my friends and I see Rosie there getting her groove on calling out to another friend. It was like a dance off and it was just too funny. She was having a lot of fun and I wanted her to. It was a rough week for her, she deserved to have fun. Of course I got dragged on to the dance floor as well.

My jeans hung low and I was wearing a red thong. To top things off the back of my shirt didn't quite cover my back as I was dancing. So we are sitting down and Rosie is like "I want full lips. Maybe I will get collagen injections". FLASH BULB! I thought of Cheri and one her posts when she said that when she was sucking cock, it made her lips swell. I told Rosie this and she said "yep it's true, maybe I should find a guy and suck him off huh?"

We both started cracking up. Our other friends thought we were drunk. I held up my glass of diet coke and said "nope, I am sobber".

I tell ya, you can work up a sweat in the dance floor. They had a good dj that night. We all had fun. No, I didn't meet any men.

It is not just a place to keep the penis warm

Judging from all the men that I have known, including my affairs. Their wives don't seem to feel anything when it comes to sex.

Like an infant that cries for attention, to quiet them down, they put a pacifier in their mouth. For crying husbands who want sex, they have them put there cock inside them, just for their sake.

During sex, they just lay there while their husbands get their thrills and once they are done, they should be satisfied? They are like machines when it comes to sex with their wives. Key here there are no emotions, desires or passion. They just lay there as there husband is pumping away and when it overs it no big deal to them.

Are they really satisfied? Tell me MEN, don't you want to hear your partner moan and cry with every thrust of that cock in her pussy? Don't you want her to caress, touch or even grab you tight as she is about to cum and climax?? Don't you want your partner to embrass and cum over and over again as you pound deeper and deeper between her legs.

The thoughts that are on my mind as I was in the shower..

He plays out the scenario

Miles and I were IMing last night. I told him that I had a request. He said sure, what is it? I wanted him to cum on my breasts. It was getting late so we said our good nights.

This morning I get an email from him. He said all he could picture in his mind last night in bed was him fucking my pussy while holding my legs spread apart in the air. He visualized pumping in me enjoying the feeling of his hard cock moving in and out of me while he hears my moans of pleasure. Eventually I cum and when I do, it triggers a switch in him. He pulls out, grabbing his cock in time to aim his load in the desired direction, filling my chest with his hot cum.

He watches as I..."finish for me, tell me what you would do at this point".

I responded with this:
You watched as I..wait for you to shoot all your cum. Then I lick the tip of your cock, tasting your sweet juice. Looking up at you, I give you a look like "may I suck it?" Or will that put you over the edge. Instead I stroke it gently and give a quick lick of your balls. Slowly my tongue makes it way up your cock and then I cover my mouth of it and suck you slow feeling you get a hard. I stop and with a devilish grin I say "now fuck me doggie baby". You stand at the edge of the bed and grab my hips and pull me close as you slide in. I moan as you are inside...

He writes back "I knew you would never disappoint me!!"

4 curious women

My friend Wendy needed to pick up her prescription, so Rosie and I tagged along. Rosie was in the sales aisle. There was a clerk there using the price gun on reduced items. I walked over and saw Rosie looking at these box of condoms. She reads "liquid pleasure", okay I have never seen these and what are these she asks me. So she and I start reading it and then the clerk who is a female joined in our conversation. She said she was curious about them as well and that she and her boyfriend like the condom with the vibrating cock ring. Wendy walks over and Rosie tells her to buy the condoms because they are on sale.

Seems that the condom has a lubrication that has a liquid feel to it.

All three of us, especially Rosie is the funny one. And the clerk was laughing at Rosie's comments. We are fairly regulars and she enjoys our company because we always seem to make her day with laughter.

Let the sex BEGIN!!

Slowly and gently he removes my panty. I lay there naked seeing him look down at me with a smile and all those thoughts going through his mind. He starts removing his clothes. Spreading my legs and laying down on his tummy. He takes a finger and runs his finger up and down my lips and then I feel his tongue on my clit. At first I was a bit caught off guard but then he started sucking and licking, which made let out a soft shriek of excitement. My body started to squirm as his tongue made its way to my pussy, going in and out. Gets a bit out of control and it started to feel uncomfortable and he stopped.

On his knees he strokes his cock and lifts my legs up and opening in a "V" shape. He kisses my inner calf and slides inside me slowly. Barely all the way in he begins to fuck me. Thrusting his hips in a grinding motion, I start to tense my vagina muscles and I end up pushing him out a few times. We both must be thinking the same thing, because he tells me to go on fours. YES doggie is our favorite position.

I go on fours and he slides in. This feels so good because my pussy is tightly wrapped around his cock. He lets out a deep moan like a scream of relief. I start coaxing him to fuck me hard and deeper. He does and he keeps it inside, I then clenched my muscles and he feels the snugness. His hand on my hips I release and he begins to fuck me like crazy. The feeling was intense, I felt the sensation in my clit and lips. First I was in a push up position and then I folded my arms in front of me and laid down on my elbows. To be honest it was not easy for me to hold that position cause I suddenly got tired and this guy was fucking like my little "energizer bunny." We stop to rest and talk.

He was stroking his cock as we talked and he took my hand and put it on his cock. I began stroking it and cupping his balls. His balls where swollen and big. As I stroked I laid my face on his tummy and sucked his cock with my head side ways. Then I went between his legs and started sucking him. He saw his cock disappear in my mouth as my head bobbed up and down. Caressing the back of my head, asked me to stop and to sit on his face. I did and it felt so good to feel his mouth eating me out. Holding on to the headboard I was enjoying the moment and yes I came! He fucked me again and again. We glanced at the time, 3 hours passed! Realizing that we built up an appetite for food. Basking in our sweat from all the sex, we cleaned up and went for lunch.

Like a gentleman he pulls my chair out for me to sit down. It was a nice restaurant. He asked me if we have time to go back to the hotel. And I smiled and said yes.

We get back to the hotel and I had to search some thing for him on his computer. He was naked and kept bothering me. Kissing me and then pulling my hair to the side, he kisses the back of my neck. His hand on my back underneath my short rubbing it and then making its way underneath my panty and squeezes my butt cheek! Go to the bed and wait until I am done, I told him. He lays on the bed and waits, stroking his cock.

I get undressed and we had sex again this time for 2 and half hours! He drove me back to my car and we had enough time to have coffee. During our time together there was 4 incidents where we couldn't stop laughing which ruined the moment of passion. He brought it up and we started giggling like little kids. He laughed so hard he started crying and I nearly came to tears as well. People around us were wondering what was wrong with us. He said it was the first time he has every laughed that hard in such a long time.

Before we parted ways, we kissed. As I was about to walk away, he called out my name and kissed me again.

**JUST WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR..THE REASON WE WERE LAUGHING HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY "BODILY FUNCTIONS". LETS JUST SAY I SAID SOMETHING IN A SEXY WAY WHILE HE WAS THRUSTING AWAY AND IT MADE HIM LAUGH WHICH MADE HIM GET SOFT AND SPOIL THAT MOMENT!!**

Then there was the kiss

Miles said that he loves to kiss. As we were in his hotel, we kissed. It started off slow and then picked up a bit. I backed him towards the bed and pushed him. He grabbed my waist and brought me down on him. My chest bounced against his. He had this big smile on his face. We started kissing again. Slowly I felt my clothes disappearing as he removed them. I ended up in my bra and panty. His hands were slowly exploring and caressing my body.

He turns me over on my back. Unclasps my bra and exposing my breasts. He takes his palms and gently rubs my nipples. Admiring my breasts, he cups them in each of his hands and leans close to take each nipple one at time, suckling it like a baby. I let out a moan and arch my back so he takes as much as he can of my breast in his mouth. One hand he caresses my breast as he sucks my nipple and the other hand is underneath the front part of my panty....

It began with a rose

Before I left, I checked my emails to see if Miles sent one. He didn't, I figured that he didn't want me to get all nervous than I already was. Well I was running a bit behind and I called him up to let him know. He sounded relieved to hear my voice and thanked me for calling.

I get to the place and don't see him. All of sudden I hear my name and there he was! We walked up to each other. Now we talked about our first meeting and I said I would give him a hug. He wanted a kiss. Well, when we came face to face..he got his kiss. It was short and quick, because we were in a public place. We walked over to his car and a true gentleman that he is, he opened the door for me. Sitting on the passenger seat, was a single red rose. Oh I'll be damned, how did this get here? he says. He takes the rose and hands it to me. Awww, this is so sweet! We get in the car, conversation is exchanged as we head off to his hotel.

A new friend..maybe lover?

"Miles" and I have been exchanging emails, instant messaging and pictures. We have a lot in common. Yes, both enjoy sex and can never get enough of it. He knew after a just a few emails that I was the one for him. One email in the subject line read "I want you". This put a smile on my face because little does he know that the title of my blog is "want you to want me".

He has had only one affair and the last time he saw his ex lover was about the same time my last lover and I saw each other as well.

I gave him the link to my erotica stories and he loved them! Got him so excited and made him want me more.

It was time for us to hear our voices. So I left him a message and he said I sounded cute and had a very nice voice. Unfortunately his voice mail had an automated person answer and not his voice. I did get a change to hear his voice and he had a nice voice.

He asks "let's set a meeting". He seems calm about this. Me on the other hand was a little nervous but I'll get over it.

Has it been that long?

To feel a man's touch
His hands cupping my breasts
My nipples feeling his thumbs with a gentle rub

To feel a man's mouth
Sucking my nipples
Feeling him between my legs
His tongue flicking around
Exploring with his tongue
Thrilling me

To touch a man's cock
Stroking..licking..and sucking
Watching it and feeling it grow harder and harder
In my hand and mouth

To feel his hardness
Inside ME
His hands on my ass, as he thrusts me from behind
My legs spread eagle in the air, as the thrust inside
Circling his hips and banging me harder as I scream and cry out
Yes yes fuck me harder!

WELL..that is about to change!

Here is an update

I have been super busy with work and my personal life. An ex co-worker and a friend's uncle died. My partners in crime and amigas, Wendy and Rosie are having men trouble and problems. I've been writing erotica stories and haven't been paying too much attention to this blog. Please accept my apologies =0)

Oh and there is a new guy. Actually I have been hinting here and there about him. He was the one I wasn't sure about and didn't know where it was going. Our e-mails and IMs have became frequent. But more on him later....

Can you really know a person well, just by IMing?

The answer is YES! Darling One and Opus are two men I have known for over 2 years. They are my internet buddies. Last year had been rough time for me and I was at my lowest. Both were there to encourage and lend some support. Even though I have pretty much given up, they didn't give up on me.

With both men, I can read them like a book. I know what makes them tick, meaning their sexual fantasies and what they like to do. In return, they love to hear about my experiences with men. Especially when sex is involved. They get a charge and excited when I get some action. Most importantly they want me to be happy and I feel the same for them.

Everyone feels the emptiness in their marriage/relationship. And as a friend, we are there to support and comfort them.

It's about time that these two get the sex they so desperately deserve!

What men want

Most men tell me that they want to pleasure their partner
Satisfy her sexually and sensually
It's all about her
Making them happy is all that matters..or is it?

Do they not want their cocks stroked and balls gently caressed?

Let me ask this. When a man masturbates. As he strokes his cock with such precision and technique. His mind focusing on his cock being inside a tight wet pussy. Wrapping his hand around it, imagining himself fucking someone. He thrusts his hips visualizing and going through the motions. It gets intense and lets out a deep moan "oh oh fuck oh oh yea yea YES!" His head goes back and lets out a loud moan. Feeling his balls engulfed and the blood rushing through his cock. As he shoots his load, his breathing stops for a moment and he tries to catch his breath. It's a great feeling and he feels light headed. Whew! It is such an adrenaline rush.

Now..don't you want that same feeling and satisfaction with a partner? Give your hand and arm a rest and let someone else pleasure you the same way.

Sex is a two way street. Good sex is where two people work as a team. Remember there is no "I" in the word team.

Sitting here on the ledge, look up at the night sky

Star light Star Bright
The first star I see night

I wish upon a star
Baby, anything your heart desires
It will one day come to you
No request is too extreme

Fate is kind and brings to those to love
Sweet fulfillment of your secret longing
Fate will step in and see you through

When you least expected and lost hope
Like a bolt from out of the blue
Fate will step in and your desire of passionate sex
Will one day cum true

Dedicated to my Opus xoxo

Valentine's Day is in 2 days

Love..lust..and hopefully SEX will be in the air. For those who are single, be with family and friends. I usually give my amigas, Wendy and Rosie a hug. Especially this year, both do not have that special someone to celebrate with. Although they do have "friends with benefits" and that works!

What am I doing for Valentine's Day? Well..I rarely talk about my marriage and my husband. But we are going out for dinner and I have no idea what else he has planned. One thing for sure, I'm taking care of dessert. What?? I baked cupcakes..

What a turn on..watching a man masterbate

After having hot passionate "doggie" style sex and her cumming. He still wanted more. They both lay there, with half of her body on top of him. As they are talking he is stroking his cock. Take it baby, in your hands he tells her. She does as told, gently massaging his cock, feeling it get hard and caressing his balls. He moans with pleasure. He takes over. She looks down and watches. He kisses her on the cheek and says "give me your breast baby, let me suck your nipple." Laying on her side she brings her nipple close to him and he begins sucking it, like a baby. She tells him to nibble it and pull it just a little in rotation. He does. She closes her eyes and she can feel her nipple getting harder and harder in his mouth. This gets her aroused and she starts to moan and cry out. She has told him that she can cum just by having her nipple sucked and played with. And he was doing just that!

It felt so good and her cries got louder and sensual. He began feeling intense pleasure as well in his cock. Just by the sound of her moans and her nipple getting harder and harder. He couldn't take it any more and his whole body reacted to the sensation pulsating in his cock. She watched as his moans got deeper and intense and then with a sound of such relief, he shot a load! His body and voice was AMAZING! She has never had a man do this in real life.

A few hours later..he did the same thing. He was stroking his cock. This they kissed passionately. Enthralled with their tongues and mouth. Not stopping for a breather. It was intense kissing and he was stroking that beautiful cock of his. She knew what would make him cum and she positioned herself and put her nipple again in his mouth. He sucked away and this time it felt much better and she actually got very wet this time. Of course she came and later he did. But this time he shot his load under his chin.

It was one beautiful sight to see and yes..what a turn on!

Tantalizing, thoughtful and enjoys SEX!

What can I say about this one? We have been exchanging e-mails and every morning he sends me the "song of the day." Songs of us snuggling together..making love..kissing..and fucking. I am a bit skeptic for a meeting but he seems to think we are perfect for each other. Both of us missing the joy of sex and judging from my erotic stories he knows that we can help one another.

He does have a way with words and they are thoughtful. I seem to have found a friend who shares a lot of things in common. A very cute sense of humor. Tantalizing with words and hopefully succeeding with reeling me in..

The object of sexual affection

Most people do not adapt to change. When it comes to being married, single or in a relationship. We seem to prefer to be with someone we are comfortable with.

Those that are married who have had affairs. The sex is great. Mystery and sneaking around is fun and exciting. But when all that comes to an end. We wish that it didn't and we are left with great memories. Then we are back on the prowl looking for next lover to satisfy our cravings. Looking for another takes time until we found someone suitable for our appetite.

The single ones. They hope to find someone to love and have a commitment with. Now from personal experience and what my single friends have gone through. They meet someone meets their criteria, sex is involved. The guy fades out of the picture and finds someone else, shows up again wanting just sex because their girlfriend just isn't satisfying them in that department. Same goes for ones that are in relationships.

We say that men are "dogs" well there are some women as well, cum to think of it..

He can be a possibility

But I won't count my cocks..I mean roosters just yet! A very sweet man that I have been exchanging emails with. What is cute about this one is that he sends me mp3 songs. With a little note. That is a first for me, to have someone do this. Again, I won't mention much about him until I know for sure where this is leading to.

I have the perfect name for him..

Is there some thing you have never done and would like to try?

When it comes to SEX.

That is a good question and when I was asked this question, my mind just went blank. Maybe last month I had tons of things I wanted to try and now, I am totally blank!

I guess I have to take a moment and ponder a bit more on this question. Thing is..will I share it with my readers??

Not much ado about any prospect lovers

I haven't really mentioned much in that department. There was one person I was hoping to hook up with but too many excuses. Lost hope and broken promises. I'm to wait this out and see what comes of it.

Of course I should look at my options. I do have a few men who are interested. Just that none are worth mentioning yet. Again I don't want to get my hopes up and end up being disappointed again.

For now I wait..

Nice topic for lunch conversation

It hurts during sex, Rosie says. The guys across from me on my right side are intrigued to hear this. Rosie notices and lowers her voice for only me to hear. He isn't that all big and it is not as if he is rubbing against my walls. It's just that when he thrusts, he's hurting me. I tell her that isn't right for you to feel that. Sex is not suppose to be painful hurt but GOOD hurt. With the words "oh daddy fuck me baby..yes yes". We both starting laughing.

Okay, suddenly all this talk about sex is getting me hot and bothered..LOL