Special project

A certain someone asked me if I have done a certain something. I said yes. So, I have been asked to do a little task or project, which I was able to do today. Hubby was out of the house, so I had some free time.

This wasn't suppose to happen

Here I thought Tigg was all calm and relaxed. Me being the one all nervous and hesitant and him acting like this whole thing doesn’t faze him. Well, the truth comes out.

Yesterday he confesses that he gets “knots in his stomach.” He has been freaking out and worried that his wife is going to find out about him cheating. Now the clincher….he has feelings for me. Deep feelings. He’s like “this wasn’t supposed to happen and I’m not supposed to be feeling this.” We were to just be friends and just have sex.

I asked him “do you just want to remain friends and not continue with the intimacy?” I really didn’t like hearing him talk like this. I told him we both have been careful to cover our tracks. I’m not sure where this is going. He could suddenly say “I can’t do this and let’s just be friends.”

My thought on this is that I try not to feed on my feelings. I do care about him. I know what we have isn’t going to last forever so I just live every moment day by day. The times that we have known eachother, I keep telling myself don’t get too attach. When that day comes where he or I end the relationship, I will be sad and a bit empty at first. I should be okay. Life goes on.

Details on yesterday's "glowing" moment

You push me close to you. The back of your hand caressing my face and your finger outlines my lower lip. Watching me lick your finger and it going inside my mouth to lick and suck. You moan and lean close to kiss me. The kisses start off soft and then your tongue goes inside my mouth. During the heavy passionate kiss, your hand makes its way to my crotch. Rubbing and caressing my pussy. Picking up the rhythm with our kisses, I try to moan but your mouth devours mine. I arch my head back and feel your touch get stronger against my pussy. Without any hesitation my pants are unzipped and your hand is under my panty. Feeling my wetness and muscle tense as you finger me, moaning as you spread my legs. The technique with the fingers sends me to climax. But not quite. I make you stop. We continue to kiss. You take my hand and lay it on your crotch. I feel your hardness. I make my hand under your brief. Softly caressing and stroking it. Kissing you and hearing you moan with satisfaction. Suddenly I stop and go down. Licking the tip of your shaft. I hear you gasp and you lean back and let out moan. There is precum which I lick and taste. I start to suck and lick just your shaft. Because of my angle I’m not quite able to take your cock inside my mouth and I do the best I can. I hear moans and “oh my god that feels good.” You put your hand on the back of my head for me to keep going deep.” Which I do. I did this quick and deep hoping for him to cum quick, due to the time that we had together. He did and it was nice and warm. I made sure that my hair was tied up, that way I don’t get any in my hair. LOL

Need to adjust myself

I was squatting down to get to some shelves in a cabinet. My clothing attire was not cooperating. I wore pants that hung low and a shirt that kept going up. So here I am pulling my shirt down and pants up. I have no idea what made me look behind me and I see an associate walking in my direction. He had this smile on his face and I was going to say "shit" to myself and of course I would have this look as I am saying it in my mind.

Instead I just smiled back at him. Not sure if he got a peek at my thong. LOL

Had a NICE lunch and BIG smile

I come back to the office and everyone is giving me this look like "what did you just do?" I guess I had this glow and smile on my face.

Tigg and I met for our usual lunch meeting. Normally we just sit and talk. Not today. A lot of touching and exploring. I gave him oral and he fingered me. The body heat between us was intense.

Finally we took a breather and discussed what happened. His main concern was that I usually freak out after our meetings. He kept holding my hand and asked if I was okay. I told him I'm fine.

Time went by so fast. As we were walking, he tells me about this technique he does with his fingers while doing oral. I was like "oh you have a short program and long program?" We both started laughing. Then he grabs me quick and plants this long kiss. Now it was my turn to say "WOW!"

Flesh For Fantasy # 2 (Part 2 of 3)

The clothes fall on the floor. They are now both naked and walk over to the coach. She is bending over to give a kiss and she feels a hand fondling her nipples. She gets on her knees, smiles and spreads the legs. It looked so soft, pink and innocent, but not for long. She licks the tip of the clit slow and gentle. Takes her index and middle finger and rubs it gently. Then she starts to lick and suck teasing that beautiful clit. Oh yes, lick my clit baby she moans.

She starts sucking her lips pulling it gently, working her way down to her now wet pussy. Mmmm she smelled so good. She takes her tongue and devour that pussy. Oh, yeah for your first time, you sure know how to fuck my pussy with that tongue of yours, she moans. She stops and takes her index and middle finger inside her pussy. Licking her clit and finger fucking her deep getting her to climax. And she does. She removes her finger and licks her sweet juices.

She likes on top of her, holding each other.

Why do they say this?

Ok, why is it when I chat with men. All of a sudden they say “I’m going to spank you or you deserve a spanking.” Of course in a sensual way.

Do they think this is something that turns women on? Or I am being such a pain that I deserve one. LOL

Want

My tongue and mouth: entwined with your tongue and my mouth giving your tongue a blowjob, sucking your lower lip. Devouring your mouth with mine with such passion, making you moan with pleasure. Leaving you breathless.

My touch: Running my fingers through your hair as you kiss my neck. Then my hand goes down to your throbbing cock. Caressing and rubbing it gently. As I hear you breathing I pick up the strokes getting you hard with each breath you take. Making you moan with pleasure.

My body: My scent and softness. Your hands wandering, caressing and massaging.

My nipples: Your hand gently caressing them and getting them aroused. Softly fondling them. Your tongue softly licking and sucking them, feeling them get hard in your mouth.

My lips: soft, wet and sweet.

Am I in your thoughts, dreams and fantasies? Do you call out for me as you masturbate, wanting me so badly? If so, then mission accomplished.

Not sure if this is true

You prefer Casual sex! You're all for casual sex. That's not to say whoever, whenever. It's more like - you don't actively seek it out, and you're not the horniest or more lustful person in the world ... but you like a good lovin' when it presents itself. Your attitude toward sex is pretty casual - it's no big deal, either way.

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Touching the "kitty"

Yes my mind is wandering in the sexual abyss. I’ve had my experience with the “fingering technique” by different partners. There are the ones that know how to satisfy and then there are some that make me want say “what the fuck?”
Here’s what I have to say:
1. Are you rubbing to remove a spot?
2. Rubbing fast and quick isn’t going to make me cum any quicker.
3. Stop rubbing fast, are you trying to start a fire like when you rub two stones together.
4. Am I a lottery ticket?

Sorry, I have no idea why this just popped in my mind. Ho hum.

Can't stop humming or singing this

Ever since I heard Ace Young sing this song, I keep singing or humming it. The song is "That's All." Love Ace's version and Michael Buble'. I did hear Bobby Darrin's and that is a bit too upbeat.

It puts me in a good mood or maybe because I am seeing Tigg, that might be another reason.

Should have learned

It's not easy eating peanut butter. Darn thing gets stuck on the roof of your mouth and the tongue works overtime.

I feel like that dog in the milk commercial licking off the spoon of peanut butter. LOL

My phone rings and I'm like, "let it ring, they can just leave a message in my voicemail."

Next time I order a bagel with peanut butter, easy on the peanut butter. Ok, now I am thirsty.

Thoughts of the male anatomy

I laid in bed thinking, is there such a thing as the perfect penis? Now, I am reminiscing of the men I've slept with.

Did I at one moment, looked at it and said "damn what a beautiful cock"? Yes, the surfer guy. Ah, puts a smile on my face just thinking about it.

As for length and thickness. I've never been with a guy who was thick. That really peaks my curiosity to how it would feel. Now if he was also long, that would be icing on the cake.

Of course, size doesn't matter. Or does it? I usually say if he knows how to use it and be able to pleasure your partner, that works. The smallest guy for me was 4 inches erected. Eh, it was okay.

Reason I brought this up was a male friend of mine started talking about this one woman that he gave oral to and her pussy was perfect. He said that it was nice, pink and beautiful. I'm like why are you telling me this? He's like "it just came to mind and I thought I'd share."

Flesh For Fantasy # 2 (Part 1 of 3)

She and a friend were having lunch at her favorite restaurant. She looks around anxiously to see if a particular someone is there. Ah, those beautiful green eyes and blonde hair. Oh and "sigh" that smile. Makes you melt inside. She looks away and tries not to make eye contact. Yes, she has such a crush on this person and hopefully she doesn't seem like some stalker.

Is it wrong for her to find another person attractive and be in a relationship? She wanted a little spice.

Her cousin was getting married, so a bunch of girls including herself went to a club to celebrate. It was crowded. The bartender gives her a glass of wine. I didn't order this, she told him. He points to the person who did and says to read the napkin. It reads: Call me. She looks down the bar and it's her crush! They both toast each other. Suddenly she gets grabbed by her cousin to join the others.

Should she or shouldn't she? Oh what the heck. They met for coffee. She was a bit nervous and excited at the same time. It was a bit awkward at first. She had these fantasies of this person and here they are face to face. Those green eyes paying full attention and being attentive to every word that comes out of those sensual lips. It made her blush.

They walk over to their cars. Without any warning, she gets pushed against the her car. Their lips locked together. The taste of each other's tongue made her let out a little moan. She feels hands going up her thigh and skirt and she gives a quick gasp. Trying to catch her breath. Let's go to myself she says in a raspy voice. She remembered that her boyfriend was away camping with a few of his buddies. Each drove in their own car.

They arrive at her place. She's shaking and nervous at what is going to happen. But that kiss made her want more.

She feels arms around her waist. Holding her close. "Don't worry, I will be gentle. I get the feeling that is your first time." She nods her head yes. They are now face to face. Kissing and touching. Their hands wandering and caressing each other. She looks into those beautiful green eyes and says "Let me take the lead, you sit back and just enjoy."

To be continued

Did I read this correctly?

Instead of "Speed Bump" it read "Speed Hump." Now that is a first. Was it misspelled or did they have sex in the brain? LOL

Eh, it's Monday and I'm not quite awake yet.

Why did I stray? How did I go about it?

A friend was having a sexless marriage. She was very unhappy and was horny but hubby didn’t give in. As for me, I haven’t been getting enough sex. My friend decided to look for a lover and that influenced me to do the same.

I began going into “married and looking” chat rooms. Most of the men there were in different states and some played mind games. Then I came across Cheri’s blog, which I could relate to. So, I signed up for married dating services. I exchanged e-mails and instant messages but nothing happened. During this time I kept thinking “Is this what I want? Can I go through with it? Does this feel right?”

What exactly was I looking for? Someone who understands and is in the same situation as myself. Basically a friend and possible intimacy later. There was one guy who I answered his e-mail and he wanted to meet at a hot tub place. He was in a hurry to get laid. Ah, no thanks! So just when I was about to give up on my search, I get an e-mail from a guy in one of the married dating services.

I thought what the heck, so I responded back. He lives near by and so meeting won’t be a problem. First we started instant messaging. We both share the same interests and situation. Both of us love our spouses and have no intentions of changing that. Thing is, we aren’t getting enough sex. Yes, we both discussed this with our spouses and well nothing has changed. End of that discussion.

After a week of conversations, we finally discussed sex in general. Then we started meeting every week for lunch. And that guy was Tigg. It’s been 4 months that we have known eachother.

Happy Easter

Have a safe and Happy Easter!

Most popular screensaver in the US

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Nice day for a lunch date

I did real well with Tigg. We got to talk about sex, face to face and in person. I didn’t blush or look away at all. Well, at least not as bad as before.

I kissed his neck and accidently brushed my lip on his collar. I saw the reaction on his face and he’s like “did you get lip stick on it?” I checked and nope. All clean. Sigh of relief.

We found a place where we were able to share a passionate kiss and touch moment. He ran his hand down my back under my shirt and touched my thong.

He had this huge smile on his face, I’m like don’t you dare give me a wedgie. I grabbed his crotch and this guy was hard. I started rubbing it and I could hear him moan.

Then we heard voices so we separated and started walking.

My team is going to the NHL playoffs!

Yeah baby!!! Does her happy dance. Shhh...I won't say which team. "big smile."

Eyes on me

It was our monthly department meeting. The table was retangular shape. I was sitting at one end with two female coworkers on each side of me. Across from me were my supervisor and manager. On my left side were the men. On my right was mixed men and women. Aaron shot me a grin and I smiled back. Dave kept smiling at me and raising his eyebrows. Then across from me on my right, Manny gives me this smile.

Not sure why they were looking at me. I wasn’t doing any talking. Every now and then I would look down and look up catching the guys looking at me. I just smiled right back at them. Of course I didn’t do it in a flirtatious way.

I think we were all just hoping and waiting for the meeting to end.

Flesh For Fantasy # 1

It's been a busy night. Cell phone rings "hi babe! I'm at the front." He walks over to let her in. They kiss. Are you about ready, she asks? Just about, give me 10 minutes and why don't you fix us a drink. 10 minutes past and he locks up his office. He notices that the restaurant is dark except for the lights at the bar.

Lying naked with one leg bent and the other laid straight out was a vision of beauty. He smiles devilishly and walks over to her. In her mouth is a cherry. He leans forward, kisses her and eats the cherry. She makes a soft hum sound.

Next to her head is a shot of tequila, bowl of lime and salt shaker. He sees this and says "I guess I'm going to have to make the drink, right?" Yup, she says with a big smile.

She sits up and spreads her legs. He kneels down just enough to see her clit. Soft pink and waiting anxiously for his tongue. He has the shot glass of tequila and slowly pours it on her clit. She gasps as she feels it trickle down. Licking it quickly so it doesn’t drip and sucking every drop. She takes in a breath, feeling his tongue sending a sensation through her body.

Leaning back for him to pour a little more and he does. His tongue ends up inside her pussy. Yes she cries “fuck my pussy with your tongue baby.” Throwing her head back, leaning with one arm and the other hand playing with her nipple.

He puts the empty shot glass on the bar and places his hands on the bar. Getting very close and licking deep into her pussy. Tasting her sweet juices and oh yes her scent. Moving his tongue inside her, touching her in places that send her to pure heaven. Her body gets tenses, shakes uncontrollable. Yes, darling cum for me he says to himself.

Fuck..oh my fucking god! she screams. Her cum tasted so sweet. He gets up, positions her to lie back down on the bar. She has the salt shaker in her hand and shakes a little on each nipple. He licks and sucks teasing them to make them nice and hard. She lets out a soft moan and she arches body up. He takes the lime squeezes it into her belly and licks all of it. She lets out a little giggle.

He kisses her and says “thank you for drink.”

Curses to my fitness trainer

“Soft whimper” my legs and inner thighs are sore. I know he means well because I did say I wanted to tone up my legs and butt. He is just doing his job.

Geesh, I can’t even spread my legs without feeling the pain. Yes, no sex for the next couple of days. LOL

Yesterday was really bad. I had to put a heating pad on my inner thighs. I was sitting on the couch, with one leg leaning to the back rest and the other slightly bent. Wish there was a picture of this huh? I’m sure there are thoughts of what else can be between my legs besides the heating pad.

Damn I have sex in the brain…

Something I need to get used to

I need to be able to openly talk about sex face to face with Tigg, without feeling embarrassed and shy. This is going to be tough to do but it has to be done. He breaks the ice by making silly faces, which makes me laugh.

Yes, I have given him oral, so why haven’t we had sex yet? Let me rephrase, why hasn’t he gone inside me? Better??

Well, it’s so easy to talk about how great the sex is going to be and the things that we want to do to each other. When it comes to doing the deed, this is another story.

There are the emotions that will come after to deal with. The guilt. Was it what we expected? Will we still speak to each other?

Being able to get on with our everyday life.

This is my first time doing this, but Tigg has done it before so he seems to handle it better than me. I call him “the pro.” He laughs and says hardly. He just gave oral to a woman, they didn’t have intercourse.

I must be getting over my shyness because last week I planted a kiss on Tigg that left him breathless and made him say “wow.” It didn’t stop there, I made my hubby say “wow” too. We kissed and it had the same effect on him.

I’m not sure what I did but Tigg says the kiss had a lot of passion in it. Guess the naughty aggressive side of me is slowly revealing its self?

This song was playing

The Joker by Steve Miller Band. Gabby was listening to this song.

She turns to me and says these words "Some people call Space Cowboy, some people call me the gangster of love, some people call me Maurice and yes she whistles."

Then a minute later I turn to her and she happens to look at me "hey, I look around and give this come hither look, then I say "I really love your peaches want to shake your tree." She was drinking her soda and nearly spit it out when I said it. Hahahaha

It was one of those Mondays.

Just experimenting here

I’m going to try something out and see how it goes. Every Wednesday and only that day, I will post something "verbal" to get the juices going.

The first post will be next week.

When it comes to sex

Hard to believe..I am very shy and bashful on this particular subject. Just discussing about it makes me blush and uncomfortable. Whether it’s in person or on the phone. But when I write about it in my blog, that is whole different story.

Another thing. When it comes to being naked in front of a man. At first I get shy and cross my arms over my breasts. I’m very self-conscious about my body and I don’t wear clothes that are revealing. Although everyone tells me that I should show what god gave me. LOL

So there you have it!

If a penis could talk

Here are some things, I think it might say:

1. Let me out!

2. Give Her to Me!

3. Choo choo, train wants to go in the tunnel of lust!

4. In the mood for a sausage?

5. I am a little penis, short and stout. Here is my handle and here is my shaft.

6. Okay boys “sperms” it’s time to go swimming!

It's been 3 weeks

Since I've seen Tigg until today! Once he saw me, he gave me the longest hug ever imagined. I'm like okay, you can let go now. He's like nope. We kissed. Then we just talked and caught up with things.

I had my back to him and he had his arms around. He said my hair smelled nice, kissed my head and caressed my hair. My shirt kept going up and pants sliding down, so I pulled my shirt down. He helped me as well. I took his hand it put it under my shirt so he can feel my skin. He's like sweetie, you are cold. Well, warm me up.

We sat there just talking. He takes his hand away and some how I tried to grab his hand and by accident I touched his crotch. I'm like sorry. He's like don't be. Well, he was HARD! Junior was standing at attention. LOL

Time went by so quick and so we had to get back to work. Too many people were walking by so we stood in the path way until it cleared. He thought I was just going to give him a quick kiss. But I grabbed him roughly and pulled him close to me and planted a long wet kiss. Yes, there was tongue action as well.

Company greeter

Rosie was acting awfully peppy. We were walking to the elevators to attend a meeting on another floor. She slapped my ass so hard you could hear it through out the floor. Her mood was up and she was saying these snide remarks. She kept saying hello to everyone that we saw. I turned to her and said "you said be like those Walmart greeters." In an excited voice she's like "I could be the company greeter!" Okaaaay...what have you been smoking?

Gaby tells me that the only explanation for this is that "she got laid." We both said it at the same time. LOL

Dude still wants me?

There was this guy "Mr Stockton" who I met way before Tigg. He and I were suppose to meet but he kept making excuses. Then he said he met a woman whom he had oral sex with. We stopped exchanging instant messages.

Well I signed on messenger and he sent me a message last Monday. It's been 4 months since I heard from him about the time that I met Tigg. So I find out that he is having an affair with a woman for 3 months. He asked how I was doing. I said I am seeing someone as well.

Today he was on messenger briefly and says hello. He says that he wants me and that I won't be disappointed with him. Hah...he's full of shit isn't he?? I'm like, you have a woman already. He said "so?" I'm like damn, you hussie! We both started laughing.

Yes, he still wants me, meaning he wants to fuck me like I have never been fucked before. These were his words. Well buddy take a number. LOL I'm kidding. =0)

I didn't think that I had that kind of effect on men. And no he hasn't read my blog.

Hostess Cupcakes container

Remove the cupcakes..doesn't it look like a mini bra??? LOL

Rub..lick..suck..eat

She sits on the couch. He is on top kissing her, rubbing his hands on her nipples. He kisses his way down to them. Nibbling and licking. She arches her back as he savors it in his mouth. Mmmm, yes. He kisses her belly and works his way to her muff. Nice and shaved, just the way he likes it.

She spreads her legs and he gets on his knees. He licks his index finger and middle finger, and then rubs her clit. He stops and licks her clit teasingly. He starts to pick up the rhythm and licks faster. Sucking and licking. He stops for a moment and waits for her to catch her breath. Then he takes his two fingers and gently spanks her clit. Oh yes spank my clit, she calls out. He rubs and spanks it in rotation. Judging from her moans, he knows she likes this. He stops and starts licking her lips, spreading them nice and wide. Licking each side, then he blows on it softly. Her body starts to flinch and she is feeling pure ecstasy. He takes his two fingers and slowly sticks them in her pussy. As he is eating her out and fingers her fast and hard.

Oh god yes, she screams. He glances up and sees her playing with her nipples and rubbing her breast. Her body starts to shake and he knows she is going to climax, he made sure of that. He removes his fingers, licks her sweet juices and wants more of it. So he brings her pussy close to his face and sticks his tongue deep inside. She moans, yes yes fuck me with that tongue of yours. And he does, deep, fast and hard. Cum for me sweetie! Her body tenses and she lets out a soft cry “oh fuck yes!” He licks every drop of her juices. She looks down, runs her hand through his hair and then leans back.

He gets up and lays his head on her chest, listening to her breathing. She wraps her legs around him and holds him.

I'm going to catch you

I swear I am going to beat the crap out of my friend. We were at the gym this morning. She was on the cycle and I was on the tread mill. I can hear her behind me say "I'm going to catch up to you...you can't run away from me. Can I get some fries with that shake?"

It's tough to run and laugh at the same time. I gave her the finger and kept on with my workout. The guy next to me just shook his head and smiled.

Peek-A-Boobies

I had lunch at a friend's place. She has a son who is a year and half. I was holding him and he was standing on my lap. He was getting a bit sleepy because he rubbed his face close to my chest at one point. At first he grabbed my hair, I forgot to tie it up, so I put to one side. I didn't notice that he grabbed my shirt. It has low cut neckline. So he pulls back enough for him to look down.

Now we are both looking down. His mom sees us, starts laughing and asks what are you two doing? I responded "we are checking to make sure that everything is still there." The kid starts to giggle and tries to put his hand in.

Whoa...okay now, I'll just give you over to mommy.