Suppose to meet but..

Mr Health Club and I were suppose to meet last weekend but due to my sprained ankle and he had a business trip it's in the "to be announced" stage. Don't get me wrong we want to meet but our schedules are tough. One day we were going back and forth via email writing about stuff that we will do to eachother. It was too funny. Then he said to call him and I did. When he heard my voice I knew he was smiling and happy to hear it. I liked the way he said my name when once he heard my voice. We talked briefly.

I sent him the towel picture. Well you know what it did to him. He writes back "we have to meet soon!" LOL Yes, I know I am a flirt. I just don't come off as that type of person. Honestly, I am quiet and reserved. I seem to be breaking out of that shell and men seem to notice me. It just feels odd and awkward.

My friends Rosie, Gaby and Wendy are flirts. Rosie especially. She isn't afraid to do this in public and the men take the bait and she reels them in. She's in the process of a divorce and enjoying being single again.

She's got it made

My friend and co-worker Gaby that is. She's the one having an affair with a married man who works with us. She gets to have sex whenever. Lucky her! They do it during lunch, sneak in a office during work hours and after work. This has been going on for over a year now.

If only I had something like that. Only problem is the working together thing. I can't do that. But if it's the only way that I am going to have it once a week, I might considerate it. At the moment there aren't any candidates I am interested in, in doing it with. Well I do have my eye on a summer associate but he's at school in the east coast.

Happy Thursday!

**SORRY HAD TO REMOVE THE PIC. WELL YOU GOT A QUICK
SNEAK PEEK OF MY EYES.**

Different conversation with Darling One

We chatted on messenger just before I left on vacation. I consider him a good friend. How he puts up with my venting, I have no idea but he does. He makes me laugh and smile. Gives me advice. Always wants to listen about my "encounters and sexcapades."
As the conversation is going, he kept calling me "honey" which he never does and I had this kind of warm fuzzy feeling and of course it made me smile.

He loves it when I call him "darling." Now we both know that we will most likely not meet in person. There's the emails and chatting
that keeps us connected.








Now there is the sexual side that he brings out of me. The playful and seductive one. I'll be typing about an experience and this starts to arouse him. I am not doing this on purpose and then he chimes in with his scenerio and it becomes heated later. The pictures that I post on my blog, gets him all excited.
I start to daydream and stare off for a moment and then he'll type "you still there?" I reply, "yes." Then he will ask what is on my mind and of course I tell him. Again he gets excited. There is never a dull moment with him.

Mr Southern Comfort

He and I have been messenging for a few weeks. Very funny, witty, full of energy kind of guy. The subject of sex isn't mentioned that much. Just two people getting to know one another. He's polite and kind of cute.
I asked if he had an accent. He's like why don't we talk on the phone and you shall hear. He has a nice voice and a subtle accent, it isn't that noticable. As usual, he said I had a nice voice as well.

Later that day after we talking on the phone, he sent me an email saying that it was nice talking on the phone. He was planning to fly down to my neighborhood to meet up with some women from the website that I belong to. I was invited too but I don't know how my schedule is.
He seems in good spirit when we chat. It would be nice to just meet. Don't worry, I don't think sex will be involved. Yea I know..never say never.

Late night delight

It's been awhile since they made love. Sitting at her desk looking out the window of her office. An instant message appears.


"Be at my place later tonight. Just bring your sexy self. I'll take care of the rest." She smiles with a devilish grin and replys back "sounds like a plan, I will see you then."

She drives up and he greets her at the door. They kiss and he pulls her inside. In an instant their clothes falls to the floor. She is wearing her bra, thong and garter belt with fish net stocking. He wanted so badly to do her from behind right there next to the stair case. But he had something else in mind.

He leads her to the living room. Few candles burning. Soft pink and white rose petals are neatly thrown about. A white bear skin rug lays is lain on the floor. She smiles and her eyes are filled with happiness but he wants to see the eyes of desire and sexual content. They kiss again this time with passion. She reaches for his cock but he stops her. She's confused. He leads her to the couch. Kisses her neck and makes his way to her breasts. Removes her bra and licks and sucks each nipple. She moans with excitement. He makes his way to her belly and then he removes her panty. Then he stops. She's like what the hell? He is reaching for something under the couch. Is it a toy? Vibrator? Dildo? He gives this big grin. Close your eyes he tells her. She is a bit hesistant. Close them baby, he says again. She does. He puts down whatever he is holding and spread her legs.

She is thinking "what is he going to do?" Then she senses that he is shaking something, hears a cork pot and suddenly she feels something burst inside her pussy feeling the wetness and he's fucking her with the neck of the bottle. Holy fuck! It was something that she has never experience before and it felt good! He felt her body shake as the bottle is going in and out of her. He knew that she was going to cum so he pulled it out immediately and starting licking her pussy filled with champagne. She loved it when he tongued fucked her. Holding on to the couch cushion she had an orgasm like no other. He tasted her sweet cum.

He pulls her toward him and she lays on top of him on the bear skin rug. He notices that her eyes are sparkling and there is a beautiful glow on her face. She kisses his chest and rests her head on it. He holds her and they lay there basking in the moment.

It was nice being away and now I am back

Actually I was only on vacation for 5 days.Left Monday August 14th and came back on Friday. I've been busy and well I sprained my ankle and happy to say it's better.
It was relaxing and nice to catch up with my best friend. I did not mention Tigg and the affair, it's best that I don't. Although I did mention Stan and she's like "oh no, now what does he want?" She knows that every time this guy keeps in touch with me it's only for one thing, SEX. I said he just wanted to have lunch and catch up with things. More about him later.

Quench the thirst

Do you ever get the feeling that you want some thing so bad and you want it there and now?

There are things you miss and the urges become strong and DESIRABLE. Try to take your mind off it. Yet you see someone attractive or exchange conversation via messenger with someone and the urge starts to peak. The subject of sex is brought up and the mind starts to imagine and fantasize. Your hand goes to a place that arouses you, touching in areas that tingle and cry out for attention.

Thinking of someone doing the imaginable. And when that O-o-oooooh-gasm cums. That thirst is quenched for now. It will be back!

Lonely & H-O-R-N-Y!!

All this room and no one to share it with. Feeling the cold bedsheet against my skin. Aaaaah what a bee-oo-ti-full feeling.
Rubbing my legs back and forth, feeling the coldness and warming up my legs.
One head on the pillow, I'm hugging a pillow and another one is between my legs as I lie on my side
I drift off to sleep. My nipples begin to get erect. Poking through my tank top.
Suddenly, the muscles in my vagina start to contract and tenses up
I am awake! It's been awhile since I've had sex by the way "what is that?" LOL
I lay my hand on my hip, still lying on my side. Softly caressing my ass
My skin felt so soft. The hand wanders to my inner thigh
I turn over on my back. I remove my panty again the cold bedsheet feels nice against my skin
My knees are bent and legs are slightly spreaded apart
Gently touching my clit with my index finger
It's already nice and wet then my fingers travel to my awaiting wet lips and pussy
Amazing huh? Lack of sex makes this lady wet
One pleasuring down there and the other playing with my nipples
Ok, I need help
I realized that the room had a jacuzzi
Feeling the pressure of the water between my legs "woohoo"
Now I know what Cheri was raving about

It's tough to let go of a good thing

Sadly good things come to an end. Affairs weren't meant to be forever. Some can last long, which I find amazing. Being able to sneak around and have those passionate moments whenever you want.

Weekly secret, private meetings. Those have slowly minimized. Gone is the passionate kisses, touching, caressing and heated make out sessions. Most importantly the sex, ah the mind blowing sex. It was good while it lasted. Practically everyday, instant messages were exchanged, those too have lessened. Now they are only once a week or more. The thoughts and reminiscing of the times together are embedded in our minds and a smile appears. Those were good times and memories.

Meeting men and making new friends. I know now what to expect and keep telling myself, it's all about satisfying each other. No commitment! No strings! Just good sex. This sounds heartless but it seems that most of the men I've had conversations with. They were the ones to end the affair. Either they weren't open with their true feelings about this because it doesn't phase them at all or it's like "I got what I wanted, life goes on, deal with it."

I have to be strong and in control but I got a kind heart which doesn't make it easy to do.

I will be back...

Expect a post in 3 weeks or a month. I'm going on vacation but it's not going to be that long. Once I return back, I have projects and things that will keep me busy.

I'm sure a lot can happen during this time and of course I will try and keep my readers updated.

Take care everyone! =0)

An ex-lover is back in my life

"Stan" and I weren't quite exclusive, it was all about the sex in our relationship. A friendship did develop as well. I met him during my single days. Not sure how we drifted apart, but the communication between was minimal. Once a year he would send and e-mail, I respond back and a year later I get a response from him. This happens for a couple of years.

In the beginning of this year, he contacts me via e-mail and then we started instant messaging. I asked about his family, work and life. If he was still with the same girlfriend, he said she is now his wife and they have kids. He asked me how my family, work and life was. I said I am married as well.

Our instant message were just basic questions of how our day is going, any plans for the weekend, how was your weekend and etc. Nothing sexual. I got the feeling that he was thinking it when he asks me if I have any fantasies or dreams. I say no. Testing him a bit. Finally last Thursday I bring up the question "have you ever cheated during your marriage?" He said no, the thought has crossed his mind but never did anything about it. Then he asks if I have and I said no. Yes, I have thought of it as well.

Last Friday, everything is revealed by him. The conversation became interesting and a shock to me. It's long so I'll just write the juicy stuff...

This is what he typed: I've thought of this for awhile but never felt comfortable doing it with just anyone. I actually prayed about this believe it or not. Asking god to bring someone into my life. I asked so what happened? Well..I am talking to you again. When we get together I will tell you the reasons to why I was praying. I miss a lot of things and believe it, I would think of you quite often. Do you remember our first time? I remember all the times we were together. That time we were sleeping and you starting sucking on my cock or in the morning as well. Man, those were good times. Most importantly I miss your breasts, sucking on them.

Hearing all this caught me by surprise and at the same time I was blushing. I never really thought that I can have such an effect like this on any man. It baffles me. Most of them say it's my sensuality.

He and I are suppose to meet up and talk. I'll keep you updated on this one.

Fridays are getting interesting

Boy, am I in a dilemma...

Mr Health Club: We weren't able to chat much but only for 10 minutes. He had a conference call and meetings. I was away from the computer and he types; where are you? a single tear falls down my face, i'm lonely, i will miss you while you are on vacation, counting the days until we finally meet. I responded back that I had to help someone and his mood picks up. We chatted quickly and he had to go but I will contact him when I get back from vacation.

SoCal Guy: He and I were suppose to meet on Saturday because both of us were going to be in the same area but he can't make it. So, we are going to reschedule our meeting. He still wants to meet me.

Tigg: We've been playing instant message tag. Finally! We had a conversation and spoke on the phone after 3 weeks of no communication between us. He's doing good, very busy and sounded tired. We briefly talked about sex but of course we both agreed that would not happen. He still feels bad about what he put me through but I said that was the past and life goes on. I'm doing much better. He still cares and misses me badly judging by his tone in his voice. He asked if I found a replacement for him and I said no. He's pretty much it. Hah! Little does he know. Thing is he says it's okay if I see other guys but truth is I think it will bother him. If I did say I was seeing someone he would act all weirded out and probably won't speak to me. Yes, I do miss him but I've moved on.

Greek Stud Muffin: I will write more about him later. He is surprised me during our conversation. I don't have much time at the moment. This story kind of effected me in some way. I'm leaving for vacation and today I have somewhere that I need to go. When I get a chance I will post more about this. In short...he was an ex-lover during my single days. I wrote about him on a post "December 28, 2005"

Is it obvious?

Mr Health Club and I frequent the chat room at the married website that we belong to. There are regulars and we pretty much know eachother. He flirts with the females and kids with the males. Two women we are familiar with and friends as well are "Sunny" and "Lady." He has had personal chats with "Lady" but he said there is no connection. Even with "Sunny". Both women aren't attracted to him. At first the attraction annoyed me but now I am okay with it. I'm not looking for something serious. Just someone I can have fun with. He is so different when he chats with me privately or on the phone. Up front and honest with his feelings and needs. He finds me sensual and passionate. I am sure if he read my blog it will blow his mind.

"Lady" whispers to me and she's like he only has eyes for you. They talk. She found a guy and things are great between them. She told me that he told her that I am a sweet and special lady and that he very much wants to see me. Problem is our schedules. But he's patient and will wait until I am ready. She wishes us the best. That he is a great guy, which I already know. She said he really likes me and when he comes in the room the first thing he types or asks is, if I was there? Awww that is adorable. We seem to be missing eachother. He'll send me an e-mail letting me know when he will be in the room. She tells me that if I am not there he doesn't stay long plus he has been slammed with work. He confides in her but she doesn't know him as personal as I do. She tells me that he will wait until I am ready. She senses that he has a strong attraction towards me because of the way he talks about me. They only exchange whispers. She hasn't heard his voice or seen how he looks. We talk about her guy. She met him through the website. She's happy.

She and Sunny are meeting in a month close to where I am. They want to meet for lunch including Mr Health Club, which would be a cool thing to do. It's not definite if he and I can make it. Again, our schedules.

Did you noticed?

Something different..right below the "archives" list???? Perhaps a nude, I mean new picture? Let me know what you think.

If we were to be judged when it comes to sex

Like in figure skating. Where they score you on "Presentation" and "technical" aspects.

For men:
Presentation; We look for "grooming" shave or not, body hair, nice abs, tight butt, the length or thickness of the cock *kudos if they have both, type of underwear, any piercings or tattoos.

Technicality: Giving oral, doing doggie style, missionary, anal, kissing, touching, foreplay and touch. Being able to complete all positions with skill and no flaws.

Penalties: Points deducted for cumming to soon.



For the women:
Presentation: Grooming "shave, trimmed, all natural" pussy, her scent, type of underwear, nice breast, cute butt, body piercing or tattoos.


Technicality: Giving oral, riding, kissing, touching, getting wet, masturbating and the use of her legs.

Penalties: Points deducted for faking an orgasm.

Perfect score??? Full blown orgasm, heavy breathing, sweat and pespiration and another round of fuktabulous sex!

Pleasant dreams everyone...

His fantasy

Mr Health Club has many fantasies. One in particular is having sex on one of the machines at his gym. I know for sure it won't happen with me because we live miles apart. People sweat on those things and all the baterias. I'm not doing it.


Well..a guy can dream, can't he? He started saying how much he loves to please a woman. That it's all about her. Okay he sounds exactly like Tigg? I guess that is what I am looking for. He asks me what I am looking for. Remember the post "what I am looking for in a lover'? I copy and pasted it, when he and I were chatting privately. He was blown away at the words I used and impressed that I knew what I wanted. He is definitely interested in meeting and so am I. Again it's up to me to decide about us having sex. I told him that I might disappoint him and he said no way. He already has this strong attraction.

Happy Tuesday!!

Hectic and busy week

First off I turn a year older and no today isn't my birthday but it's somewhere around the corner. "wink"
I need to wrap things up at work because I am going vacation. My friend and I are celebrating our birthdays. By the time I see her, mine will be belated and hers is going to be advance. Her birthday is at the end of the month. We are going to Vegas! Just the two of us. It's going to be great to see her and I'm not sure if she will sense anything with me. She doesn't know of my affair. I know I can trust her because she trusts me with her secrets. We'll see...

When I get back, I'm suppose to set up a meeting with SoCal Guy and Mr Health Club. I have no idea when I will be able to get back to posting on my blog. I've been having writer's block lately and usually my thoughts flow, not this time. Work has just slammed me, I am Soooooo looking forward to this vacation.

Or Mr Health Club has filled my mind with the topic of sex it's been so distracting. Whew...it's suddenly warm in here, huh? I will fill you in about our conversations before I go on vacation, hopefully. It's interesting, sensual, desirable, sexual and passionate. We haven't met in person and not even had sex yet!

I will definitely let you, my devoted readers know when I am leaving on vacation. Until then, you have me for a week.

Setting the record straight

All my male friends ask "You and Tigg are still going? Thought you two broke up?", whenever I mention him.

He and I are friends. But we decided to cool it down a bit and just keep in touch. We both care for one another. Just that we don't chat/talk like we used to, or see eachother every week. Now we just chat once a week. We've been both busy with work. But we find time to e-mail or send a brief IM to check on one another.

We stop having sex but still keeping the friendship. This was discussed in the beginning of our relationship. He said he is very happy that I walked into his life and would be devastated if I wasn't. Meaning if I said I didn't want to have anything to do with him. But I would feel lonely without him. We have no regrets of what we did. I asked him, if he was to decide to have another affair, would he tell me? He said if he did, it would be with me. Most definitely I would.

I feel comfortable with him and we're there to listen to eachother. There is a connection between us, even if we don't speak or contact for many weeks or months. We seem to always keep in touch. I know he thinks of me because of the words that he uses when he leaves an offline message on my messenger. Yes, I do think of him every now and then.

Honestly it was tough not being able to see, kiss, touch him. I miss those moments and I learned to deal with it.

Thanks to support of those who read my blog and for those who I call as friends.

Bobbing but not for apples

Some how the subject of "bobbing for apples" came up. My department had a brief meeting.

So, Gaby was sitting at someone's desk and that person was on vacation. She saw a candy bar and said "Manny won't mind me taking his candy." He's a nice guy and wouldn't mind it. So, I see her put it in her very revealing low neckline shirt. It was slightly sticking out of her bra. She looks at me and says "did you want some?"

We were both in the back, away from others and everyone had their own conversations going on. I look at her and only for her to hear, I said "I'll bob for it in your shirt." She blushed and started cracking up and I was laughing as well.

We always mess or tease one another and it eases the stress of everyday work. Naughty naughty me. =0)

Things are heating up

Between "Mr Health Club". I just found out that he played football in college and played a professional sport.

Our cybering is getting intense, hot and very much desirable. I seem to get him aroused quickly and it definite that there is a connection. He always wants to hear my voice and says that he's been having all these fantasies. Which I will share later..maybe. "wink"


He doesn't have messenger at work so we meet in the chat room on the married website that we belong to. There are regulars in the room. This one woman told me that when he comes in the room he is always asks if I was in the room. Which I think is cute. The others know that he has this "crush" on me. He and I tease in the main room and he flirts with everyone. We do have our private and personal chat one on one.

Of course he is leaving it up to me for us to meet. I said "how about this Saturday?" He's like "my boys are back from camp" so I can't. He was bummed out because he kept hounding me for 3 weeks to meet him and finally I gave in and he can't make it. So, he said what about the following weekend? I'm busy and then I am going on vacation so the weekend after isn't possible either.






Stay tuned...we are working on it. For now we can just keep fantasizing.

Happy Thursday!

Instant message reads: He's got a cute ass

I'm sitting at my desk vigorously working on a document. Up pops this message. It's from Gaby. Now mind you, she sits in front of me. She could have told me in person but because it's an office romp and well he's married and she is having sex, I mean seeing someone else at work, it has to be on the down low.

My reaction first was, what the hell? Then I smiled alittle and typed "ew, do I need to know this?" She types back "tmi???" I type "Now if I am standing in back of him, sitting opposite from him at a meeting, he comes by my desk to borrow something. I am going to have a visual and mostly like can't look him in the eyes without having some expression which he will know I know something. Why the heck do you have to tell me this? We both started laughing. They must of had sex in one of the offices. That lucky hussie!

So I had to ask a few things now that she brought the subject of his ass. Is it just cute or firm? She said it's so cute and she likes seeing it. It's not firm where you can bounce a quarter off it. I had an ex boyfriend whose ass was nice and firm. Hubba hubba. My other question was "boxer or briefs?? She said he wears boxer briefs. Saaaa-weet!