Scratch him off my list

JC and I finally met. My friday started off on a bad start. We met for lunch. I approached him and he had this disappointed look on his face. I tried to give a hug and he just looked surprised. He patted me on the back. I felt a coldness from him. We talked briefly and walked over to the restaurant. Found a table, looked at the menu, he called for the waitress and we ordered. All this time he didn't have eye contact with me and we talked briefly. I tried to make him laugh but he didn't. He was this totally different person. The food came, he gobbled it down quick, when the waitress came by to see how we were, he said fine and can we please get the bill. He paid. We walked out. He said he parked a few blocks away and walked across the street, gave me a wave and said bye! He wanted so badly to get away from me.

What a prick! He was rude and had no manners. Much different from his emails and phone calls. He was like I know I am going to like what I see. WRONG! I told him, you haven't met me in person yet, it can all change. He didn't believe me. I was right.

He emails me later saying it was nice to meet for lunch...here comes the "but" to be honest, I want to see what my options are. During lunch he mentioned about a woman from L.A, that he is meeting next month and he wants see how it goes with her. I wrote back and said "Thank you for lunch, I figured you weren't interested in me. Best of luck to you."

I felt bad through the whole thing. Part of me wanted to say "hey you want to have lunch or not?" Obviously he wasn't happy at all. That is the end of his sorry ass.

As for what I thought of him? I found out how old he really was and he doesn't even look it. It felt like he was being forced to be with me. At one point, I just wanted to crawl under a rock.

But later that evening, things got better. I had dinner with a friend, who got free tickets to a baseball game. There was me, my friend, a few beers, rowdy crowd and some "hot" ball players. PRICELESS!!

My neck

The soft caress of your hand or gentle kiss from your lips against my skin, making your way to the back of my neck. Moving my hair away and giving a quick lick on the nape and you softly blow, making my skin tingle that it makes me let out a little giggle. You rub the side of your face in the area, one arm holding me close but not too tight. Resting it for a moment, me feeling your breath against my skin. You start tonguing, licking and giving soft kisses in rotation. It’s an ice-breaker and a wonderful feeling.

Never gave him a thought

Late July, JC saw my profile and sent me a message. I hesistated at first, then I decided to just email back. He immediately responds and then it took a few days until I replied. I made some excuse that I was very busy and it may take awhile to write back. Finally, after two weeks, I send him an email. This is when I got back from vacation and I sprained my ankle. He was happy to hear from me.

Well..I told him up front what I was looking for. Don't expect us to meet and have sex right away. I need someone who is passionate like myself. To be able to pleasure one another. Judging from his profile, emails and our phone conversations. He is a perfect candidate.

He loves hearing me write or talk about sex. As I am talking, I have his full attention. He asks me questions which, I am comfortable with. And I ask him as well. What do we talk about? Things I would like to try and have done. He tells me what he would like to do to me. I tell him, why don't we just play it by ear and just explore. This answer got him hard.

He definitely feels an attraction and connection to me already. He's afraid that when we meet in person, I may not be interested and he tries not to get his hopes high. It really up to me to call the shots.

As for me, I am sooooo tempted. I need to take cold shower. LOL

Heard moans

Coming from "hot naked guy" next door and it was feminine, this morning. I just got out of the shower and his shower was on. Both our windows were open. I grabbed the towel and thought I heard moans. They started to get a bit louder and aggresive. I thought "someone is getting busy." I'm like "oh my gawd they are having sex". I covered my mouth so that my husband doesn't here me laughing and tried to hold it and at the same time I looked up and froze. He was coming out of the shower. Holy shit...he better not look out his window. I turned quick and continued drying myself off.

My pleasure spots

What makes me get tingles of sensation? Feeling of pure pleasure with moans and cries for more. Exploring and satisfying my hunger and thirst for my sexual desires with my lover.

In upcoming posts, I will discuss my erogenous areas. What excites me? The do's and don'ts. Things I may want to try. "Gawd..I can't believe I am actually going to share this!" Sorry, I'm real bashful and shy when it comes to discussing SEX. But I'm going to give it try....

Some sexual innuendos

Similarities: rugs and the female pussy
shag = natural
short threads = trimmed
hardwood floors = shaved

matching drapes and carpet = hair color and the color of pubic hair

Job position: Lover

He sees my profile “ad”, becomes interested and sends his resume “profile” for me to see. E-mails are exchanged and then the “phone interview.” Hearing that person’s voice for the first time and seeing if a good conversation comes out of it. Next up..meeting in person interview. Does he qualify or not?

In some ways that is actually what it seems like. I told JC this, he laughed and said “you are right, this is like an interview.” You want to be with the right person who fulfills your needs.

Open "with caution"

Last Friday, JC sends me an e-mail with the subject line "open with caution." I sit there thinking “another nude pic?”
Will this guy every stop? Talk about being open here. He types “this is what I want to do to you when we decide to get intimate.” I scroll down to the link and it’s a video. I decided to watch it when I got home, just before my husband gets home. I opened it and it’s a guy doing anal sex and the camera is up close and personal. Damn! He wants to do this to me first time we have sex? He sends me an email the next morning “well did you see the video and what did you think?” I wrote back “ouch!” He then writes back to me “sorry that was the wrong video, I meant to send you the one where the couple is doing doggie.” Now that is more like it!!!

Me pure??

I chat with this nice gentleman in the married website chat room. There's some regulars there that I consider friends and are familiar with. Mr. Painter greets me in the main room, just recently he sent me a private message. We started chatting. I just found out that he has a "crush" on me. But he has a lady that he's interested in and she feels the same for him. He and I are just "chat buddies." Chances of us meeting is slim because he is in the east coast. Sorry Cheri..another east coaster! LOL.

Just now, he asks me "do you think you could really have a relationship outside your marriage?" I responded, yes. Then he says "you are very pure." I'm like ok??? You mean I seem innocent? And not the type of person that would cheat?

Little do they know huh? "evil little laugh"

I keep forgetting to do this

End up hurting myself later. I’ve been going to the gym a lot. I can feel the muscles tense up in my calves. I know one of these nights, when I am lying in bed, I am going to pull a charlie horse and scream like hell. Yes, I know I am supposed to stretch before a workout and after. When I am lying in bed watching television and just do some leg stretches. Extending each leg straight up in the air.

One time, I did this and I looked over to my neighbor’s window, yes I caught him looking. He grabbed something on his bed and walked out the room.

Starting something new

I’m jogging during my lunch breaks. I had on my tank top, shorts and hair was in a ponytail. I jogged in the back streets where there aren’t too many people. About a block and half away I noticed some contruction workers taking a break. I thought to myself “oh god, should I just run past them or go another route. I decided to just go ahead. Well they saw me and one guy moved aside and let me pass. He smiled and I was mostly focused on the music blaring in my earphones and didn’t care what the other guys were saying. I had the feeling they were checking me out but I was too focus in finishing my jog.

Happy Happy Thursday!

Bored and spur of the moment

I was home alone in a chat room. Mostly got bombarded by porn spam and a few "real" men. So this one guy IM's me. We start exchanging conversation and he asks if I am into cybering or phone sex. I said not at the moment.

He says that he's real horny and needs some inspiration. I gave him the link to Cheri's blog and said this might help. He clicks on it and sees my name. Damn! Well he puts two and two together and he started reading my blog.

A few of the posts started to get him aroused and hard. He begs me to call him. I'm like what the heck..I'll call. Can't believe I am doing this and so we talk. He's rubbing his cock and I am helping him along. He asks questions and I answer them. We talk about favorite positions, things we like done to eachother and BINGO! He cums. My work is done and we call it a night. I guess this is how it is for the phone sex operators?? LOL

Chances are

You are at four way stop sign and at the same time a car pulls up. She smiles and waves you to go.

You are reading the newspaper at the coffee shop. You noticed her working on her laptop. She catches your eyes, smiles and you continue to your newspaper.

You call out for someone to hold the elevator. It's crowded and you bumped into someone. You say sorry and she smiles and says it's ok.

You grab some packs of beer and you don't want to miss the game. One person is in front of you at the express lane. She notices that you don't have much items and she lets you go ahead of her and you smile and say thank you.

You are sitting on the window seat on a plane. An empty seat between you and the person on the aisle seat. The stewardess passes your breakfast and the carton of milk falls. You catch it and so does the woman on the aisle seat. Both of you smile and continue to your breakfast.

Just think about? That could be ME. Hmmm

Ever had this kind of scenario?

You get to the hotel room. Suddenly he grabs you close and starts kissing you at the same time he is working on opening the door. Leads you inside the room, removes your shirt. You are working on his pants. Clothes are falling to the ground and both of you are in your underwear, no where near the bed. He turns you around and pushes you against the wall. Starts kissing the back of your neck and makes his way to your thong, your legs slightly spreaded apart. Your arms are up and out stretched, your face is against one arm. He moves your hips to position your ass to stick out a bit. He’s on his knees, eating you from behind. You let out a soft moan. Then he gently smacks your ass and starts to devour your now swollen clit, lips and wet pussy. This excites you and his tongue is moving inside your pussy and he hits a spot that sends tingles through your body and you cum big time.

They have no idea what they are missing

Most of the men I've chatted/talked with, say that there wives aren't into receiving oral. One guy said that his wife doesn't let him do it because it's dirty. Another said his wife won't let him finish and she stops him mid way.

I for one ENJOY it! Just feeling a man's tongue down there, licking and exploring, touching me in certain areas is pure pleasure. Ok..just thinking about it sends chills through my body. Woo hoo!

Man..I need to get laid. LOL

Things I get myself into at work

Let me get comfortable
Alright, give it to me
Where’s the hole? Oh there it is.
Go lower, yea that is fine
Wait the angle is wrong, let me do this
Better?
Yea don’t want to pull a muscle there

Rosie wanted to wear these shoes that had straps that were difficult for her to put on. She was running around the house screaming “where’s Scarlett I need her help.” She wore tennis shoes and waited until she got to work to have me buckle her straps. Now if someone were to just walk in on what we were just saying, well let's just say we have some dirty minded people at work. LOL Yea yea including "yours truly."

Two men who want my attention

Shane was having a bad morning and well the rest of his day wasn't going the way he wanted it. He IM's me and he just feels sad. Frustrated that we are far apart and just wishes that we were driving distance from eachother. Wishes that he can sweep me away and we just cuddle in bed for the day. But reality sets in and he has two meetings scheduled today. When I get back from lunch he is ready to leave for the day. He nevers forgets to IM and say "bye." Of course when I reply he left already.

SoCal Guy misses me as well. He IM's me and says that he is planning to drive down and see me. Whether this will happen I have no idea. Our schedules are a factor. He's like I miss you and want so badly to give you a hug and kiss. We don't really have to have sex but it would be nice if that did happen. Even though it might be a one time thing, at least I get the chance to meet you face to face. I don't mean that he and I will do it at our first meeting. LOL

I know with both of these men, that it may just be a one time thing for us. But it would be nice to actually meet them in person. Even if nothing comes of it.

He sent me more pics

JC and I spoke on the phone for the first time. He's got a nice voice. All sex talk. He asks if I got the pictures he sent me. Yes, I got them last night. And? I'm like "what are your intentions with those peeks?" He starts to laugh and the tone of his voice gets a bit soft. There is a picture of him lying down and it's a shot of his erect cock. In full view standing at attention. I said "what do you think a woman is thinking by seeing this?" Now at this point I was teasing and flirting with him. I wanted to hear him say it. He says "two things: one they want to ride it or suck it." I start to smile. Then he asks "what were you thinking?" I didn't tell him.

The pictures were taken by his last lover. I figured he couldn't have taken it, not the way they were shot. I still blush when I get pictures like these from men I hardly know. LOL

Map of the men in my life (revised)

Well here's a map of the location of the men that I have been conversing with. Pretty interesting.

IM'd w/JC

He and I finally got to chat. This guy is really trying to sell himself. Sending me pictures clean and naughty ones. I must admit the naughty ones are "wow."

We of course talked about sex. I was being subtle and shy about the whole thing. Again the subject of sex just makes me feel awkward. Talking about it is one thing and actually doing it is another thing. It's all about being comfortable and having trust.

He mentioned again, that he is loud during sex. He said he's like a tiger and if we decide to do it, I will hear it. LOL Again, I know I'm either going to be shocked or say to myself "what the fuck?" At the same time I am going to try to hold my laugh in. Then again if it feels good I won't even bother with how loud he is. I may have to pull him close and kiss him to keep him quiet. I am sure I can think of something.

Doesn't want to share

My conversations with Stan are getting interesting. He's an ex when I was single. We weren't exclusive but we became friends and lovers.

Well he is back in my life and we have been contemplating about meeting for lunch and the possibility of an affair has been mentioned. Reminiscing about good old times can do that.

Last Friday he starts talking about a friend who is 22 years old and who met a woman in her 40's at the pool where he swims frequently. They hooked up. I said lucky her to get a young stud. He's like you want me to introduce you to my friend. Jokingly I said yes but of course I am wasn't interested. Then he says "I don't like the idea of you with another man and I prefer it be me. You know I don't like sharing you."

Whoa! Where did this come from? Dude you feeling okay?? It was the first time that I heard this coming from his mouth. This sort of blew me in a loop.

I got to thinking and told him that he should stay faithful. He was surprised by this and I told him to trust me. I know he was disappointed but he still wanted to meet for lunch and just remain friends. It has been 8 years since we last saw eachother.

You know what would be good right now??

It's covered and you want so much to remove it
The mouth starts to water, wet with anticipation
You can just taste it and imagine it inside
Your lips puckered, wrapped around it
Finally, you open and remove what is covering it and there it is
Nice, hard and glistening, all 7 inches of it
You don't put it in your mouth just yet
You lick the tip and just suck on it
Then you go down to the base and lick it up and down with your tongue
Making it nice and wet and tasting it
Finally you put as much of it in your mouth and start sucking it
Your tongue rubbing against it, tasting it and feeling it melt in your mouth
Yes indeed..a popsicle sounds real good right now.

Got you thinking of something else huh?

She has frogs and tadpoles

My buddy Cheri that is. Me..I have had stallions, ponies and on rare occasions, colts.

How did this come about? Well you know the old saying "hung like a horse." I've met my share of "horses."

Definitions:
stallion - kept primarily as a STUD.
pony - small, stocky noted for their gentleness and endurance. Woohoo on the endurance!
colt - sexually immatured or young untried person.

He's noisy during sex

I have been exchanging emails with a guy for 2 weeks now. I met him through a married website that I belong to. He sent me a message saying that he was interested in knowing me. I put him on the back burner but decided to respond back. He lives in my area, so why not?

Well the latest email he wrote his interests. He's a passionate man and discreet. Then he says that he can be noisy when making love.

Ok, so here I am thinking..I have never been with a man who was loud. Like you can hear him down the hall, kind of loud. The thought of this makes me laugh and I know it's not nice to laugh during sex. Not sure how I'm going to be able to handle this.

If this should ever happen between us, I'm not sure if I want to share the experience with my readers. I can't think of a name for him at the moment. For now it's "JC."

It felt like being in high school again

The hot jock notices plain jane. Hot jock aka hottie summer associate and plain jane aka ME.

The firm had a bbq for the end of summer at work. I was sitting with friends and he walks by talking to someone and doesn't notice me. It's not like he and I are friends. We'll smile and say hi but that is it.

I ended up alone at the table. Then I notice someone walk past me, stop and I look up. It's him..it's him! He says "hi! how are you?" At first I am speechless and I think, do I have sauce on my face?" Gawd I hope not. I respond back "doing good and you?" He says "I am doing great as well and it's nice seeing he and he smiles." I say back "same here take care." When I saw Rosie I was blushing and all giddy. I can't believe he came up to me and said hi.

He got hired and will start next year in the fall. He's married and most likely younger than me.

Why I don't let just anyone see my blog?

Tigg, Shane, SoCal and etc. are curious as to what I write and most importantly intrigued. It is not because I don't want them to read about the others. Hah! You probably thought that.

I just don't know how they will react. Whether they will be jealous that I mention about other men or that I know a lot of men. Not sure if they can handle it.

One thing for sure, I will not bash or lash out on guy. Write anything bad. That isn't me. Yes, I get hurt but I'm human and have feelings. I do have a mean streak but that I keep to myself.

So, to make my non blogger readers happy. I have created another blog and this one is not as explicit, sexually oriented. Let's see how it goes.

Don't worry..want you to want me will always be my "baby." And I will not neglect my avid readers.

New name for "Mr Southern Comfort"

I shall name him "Shane." Cute way of me coming up with this and only he knows the story. Besides he looks like a Shane. He's like, why don't you just use my real name? I thought of it but nah. His accent just rubs off me because we would be on the phone and I would start sounding like him. He has been comforting with the whole Mr Health Club thing. Shane too is part of the married site chat group. Little did I know that he knew about the whole Mr Health Club drama. When I get the courage to give the real scoop on this, I will but some of you might have a good guess to what happened.

Our conversations have been of work, hobbies, interests and not much about sex. Although it comes up very subtle at times. He doesn't bring it up and feels that he wants to know me better and the sexual stuff can come up later when the time is right. Quite a gentleman he is!

My mouth isn't quite working this morning

Hey! Get your mind out of the gutter.

I was talking to a friend and she wanted to have dinner. She heard of this restaurant. I said you want to go to a "sports bra" I meant to say "sports bar" but bar kept coming out bra. I was so frustrated and laughing at the same time.

Then I was on messenger with SoCal Guy. We talked about meeting in person, not sure when this will happen. He said will you kiss and hug me when we first meet. I ended the conversation with this.."Face to face. Chest to Chest and well you can fill in the rest." I made a rhyme!

Ok, I am acting goofy and it's early in the morning for this. Honestly, I am in a playful mood. Let's see what the rest of the day holds for me.

Cute but too young

I was positioning myself to carry this high stack of files. Trying not to strain my back or hurt myself. I leaned the stack towards my chest. I was wearing a tight fitting black shirt that contrasted my chest, a skirt and heels.

The guy who picks up mail from the mailroom walks by and sees me. Mind you, he doesn't smile or say one thing to me. Either he is shy or not sociable. Well he asks me and if I needed help. I smile and softly said "no thanks, I am okay."

I realized that this guy has to be at least 22 or younger. And the first thought that came to my mind was "Yes, you can help me. Let's have sex." Of course I didn't because of the work relationship thing. Hey, it was a thought and I am entitled to that. LOL

Bubble between us

I had to get a file on another floor and I was in the elevator. I had gum in my mouth and I was making popping sounds. I decided to blow a bubble and by the way I was the only one in the elevator. Just my luck, as I blew the bubble, the doors open and an attorney not even looking up walks toward me. I noticed him, backed up alittle, my bubble burst, he was surprised and just smiled. I smiled and said "sorry."

As I walk to my desk, I pass a secretary and she saw the embarrassed look on my face and I was smiling. She's like "are you up to trouble again?"

Day at the beach

The skies were clear with a few clouds lingering. Soft breeze of the wind softly blowing on the back of my neck. The feel the soft white sand between my toes. Watching those around me. A few surfers out at sea. One runs by with his boogie board and gives a quick smile. Nice ass.

Removes the rubberband from my hair and lets my long flowing hair fall against my shoulders. I watch as the sun starts to set. What a beautiful sight. I sit on a beach towel, savioring the moment. Hearing the seagulls flying over.

I wrap my arms around me, hugging myself. A tiny smile appears. My knees are toward my chest and I rest my chin on them. Just me and the warmth of the sun at the beach.

Started off on a bad start but it got better

My Friday morning wasn't good but it subsided quickly. Mr Southern Comfort "I need to change his name, it gives a bad taste to my mouth" keep me entertained. We spoke for a brief moment because he is a few hours ahead of me and the lucky bum got to leave early. As we are talking he starts to have this nervousness in his voice. Seems that the lights are flickering in the office due to the storm and he said that the power will probably be lost. We kept talking. His accent started to get very southern. I kept teasing him and he's like "quit it". He sounded like someone from Louisianna. He made me laugh and smile. Which is what I needed. Another about his voice, it sounded like the pilot on the airplane from my recent trip. He started saying "we are now flying above attitude, if you look on the right side of the airplane wing you can see Texas, winds are mild." We both started laughing. He said he missed his calling. I've seen a picture of him and he's cute. Thing is..we are the same height. I told him about Mr Health Club and he's like he isn't worth it. You deserve better. Awww

An hour later I get an offline message from Tigg. He said that he's been trying to get on messenger to chat with me but work gets piled on him and he can't, he misses me and will look for me in messenger later. Well I sign on and I sent him a message. He types back "you scared me and he put a crying emoticon." I typed "lol" and he says "now I need to change my pants." I type back "I'll help you and I'll use my teeth." He responded with a big smiling face. We caught up with things. Both of us are doing good. He's got a business venture that he is trying out and I wished him the best with it. I said I may be able to get a word out to my friends if that will help and he said yes it would. Of course we briefly reminisced about the good old days. Chatting with him made me feel better. It always does.

Later in the evening, I was in the married site's chatroom. There is this guy that I exchange conversation with in the main and room and he only once chatted with me privately. Well he asked how I was doing and I said much better than this morning. He privated messaged me and I told him what happened. He said sorry and that some men in this site can be not what they seem. To be careful. Funny thing, he used to grow up in a city near me. He has family and friends over here and occasionally visits. I told him we should meet up one day and he said sure. He asked if I had messenger, I said yes and we added eachother. I have to think of a name for him. I don't have one at the moment.

All in all it was a good day.

Never knew I sway

As I was walking out of the ladies room and back over to my desk. There is this empty office with a glass window. I saw the reflection of myself walking and I notice that my hips sway when I walk. It's not major hip action but it subtle and not that noticeable. I also noticed that I sure have curves!

Over before it even started

I get an email from Mr Health Club. He felt guilty about the 2 years that he's been cheating and he's coming clean. Either he saves his marriage or ends it. He chose to save it. He wished me the best and hopes I find what I am looking for. Eh, whatever that is. "little laugh."

I am numb at the moment and a bit saddened but no worries. Life goes and he is right it's best that he did this now, then later and end up hurting me worse.

Nice way to start my Friday. I wonder what else is going to be in store for me?