Does an affair change you?

Personally speaking, YES! I'm much more aware of my sexuality. My attitude and appearance has changed somewhat. I'm starting to wear thongs, lacy boy shorts. JAG loves seeing me in them. He has this big smile and he starts grabbing me close, running his hands between my legs or on my ass.

During my dry spell before I met JAG, I poured all my sexual frustrations into exercising as much as I can. Before JAG met me, he began running again. During our first meeting and now, we both have changed, appearance wise. It is noticeable.

I'm not shy to discuss sex with my lover. Letting him know what I like and would like to do with him. He can be feisty and rambunctious. I can be mischievous. "wink" It is all good fun!

Just got a surprise visit

I left a bunch of files that I needed to work on this weekend so I had to stop by my office. My phone rings and it's JAG. Hey babe, what are you up to? I told him I was driving to my office, where are you? He says "well, I need to do some errands and I'm actually going to have to pass by your office." Can we meet? Of course, I won't turn down an offer to see him. It has been over a week since we last saw each other.

We met at my work place. I knew exactly where we can go for a private moment. The lights were out and we closed the door making sure it was locked. I slammed him to the wall and he brought me close. We kissed. His hands were in the back of my jeans and made their way inside my panty. To my surprise as we kissed passionately he lifted me up. My legs wrapped around him and my hands supporting the wall behind him, he carried me. Damn! I think I am pretty heavy but he was strong. I am like put me down baby. He took a hand in the front of my panty and started fingering me getting me all wet. I started rubbing his very hard cock.

Both of us knew we had to do it quick. He whispers in my ear and says he wants to fuck me from behind. We tried, but I wasn't wet enough. Then we tried the chair and that was uncomfortable. He wanted so badly to be inside me, so I told him let's do it on the floor. I lay back and he climbs on top. He was still hard and erect, at first I wasn't wet enough, so he rubbed his cock around my pussy. That got it wet and he went inside. Fucking me like crazy, feeling his hardness go in and out. He kept moaning and smiling, telling how wonderful it feels. He didn't want me to get in trouble or either one of us to get caught. So we stopped. Let's just say this was just a warm session.

He was sitting on the chair while I got dressed. We kissed some more and he had to lick and suck my nipples before he left. Which he did and I let out a moan of delight. I walked him back to his car. Both of us were happy just to see each other. Of course we were also disappointed because it wasn't long enough. There will definitely be a next time and many others..

scarlett and the 3 knights

So far I have had 3 lovers..

Lover # 1:
Gave great oral. Sex was awesome. In the beginning we would chat everyday. Meet once a week and then we did the dirty deed but this wasn't until 4 months after we first met. Months past and our closeness faded away. Sex was not often only 3 times in 1 year. He rarely emailed or even calls me. He was thick but not long..

Lover # 2:
Also gave great oral. Sex was good. Chatted every day and then we lost touch. Sex was not often only 2 times. He calls whenever I am sick or had some sort of surgery, to make sure I am okay. Rarely emails. He was long but not thick..

"sigh"

Lover # 3:
He gives such good oral. Sex is great and fucking good! During the short time that we have known each other, we have met at least once a week. He emails me once a day and I do same. We talk on the phone as much as we can. As for chatting, we try to schedule it in during the nights. We cuddle and I feel safe and content in his arms. He is thick and the perfect lenghth..YES!!

How long does one have to wait..

To sleep with someone? I tend to wait a pretty long time. Make the guy want me as bad. I guess you can say I am a tease. Then again it really has to be with my mood. There have been times where I throw caution to the wind and just go for it.

With my first affair, I made the guy wait for 4 months until he and I had sex. He was patient and it was good sex. We only had sex during 3 different meetings.

My second affair, I didn't make the guy wait. We were aware of our attraction for each other and ended up in bed during our first meeting.

Then there is my 3rd and current affair. We had our first meeting. Scheduled a second one where we made out and then our third meeting did the charm. We fucked like crazy and it's been good and fun times for both so far.

It is good to be careful and cautious. Get a feel of the other person. Making sure that you can trust that person and to take it to the next level. Embrace every day with a confident attitude.

It looks hot but is it comfortable?

Rosie bought these shoes for a party that we are attending in a couple of weeks. She showed me and I was like "okay, they look like "cum fuck me" shoes. With a big grin on her face, she gives a thumbs up and says "oh yea!" Our co worker looks at them and says "you sure can make some good money wearing those things." She and I chimed in and told Rosie "you just need to wear the right outfit, perfect street corner and you are good to go!" Actually the heels look higher than what it looks like in the picture.

She was walking around with them in the office and nearly lost her balance. I caught her in time. Are you sure you will be able to walk in them? She started laughing "I will just hold on to you for support." Ah, I am going to be wearing heels, hopefully we both don't topple over.

Like wine, blow jobs get better during time

I was in my mid 20's, single and a virgin. A friend had a bachelorette party and we played this game called "the best blowjob technique." They brought out a thick 10 inch dildo and some whipped cream. Everyone had their turn. It was mines, I didn't know what the heck to do. I just went down quick and fast, that was it! Of course I didn't win. Thinking back on that moment and what happened after, things sure did change..

To me giving a blowjob is all for the man. It's to pleasure, excite and entice him. In the beginning, I did it because they wanted me to. I knew what they like and enjoyed. But it didn't do much for me. Until now..

Being in a marriage with the lack of sex, foreplay and different sex positions. Giving a blowjob to my lover is a whole new ballgame. I've taken noticed how beautiful a man's cock is. The wide glistening head, with a tiny drop of pre-cum. Watching it get engorged and hard in my mouth and hand. The thickness and veins as he is fully erect. My mouth gets all watery and I can't wait to have it in my mouth. As I think of it, a devilish smile appears on my face and aching to see him. It's a hunger, like no other.

Sexual attraction and the smell of lemons?

"JAG" and I arranged to meet last week, which we waited anxiously for that day to come. He didn't get a room that was as elegant and classy like the one we had, for our first time. It will do. He says it's smaller and the hallway smells of cigarettes but our room is "non-smoking."

We get out of the elevator and he was right about it smelling like cigarettes. I walk into the room and smell a faint scent of bleach. The AC was on full blast so my poor nipples were freezing. He turns it off. I put my backpack down. We behind kissing and don't waste time devouring each other with our mouths. I noticed he moans a lot when we kiss. He walks me over to the bed and I fall back with him on top of me. His chest pressing close to my breasts. At first I had got the wind knocked out of me but I told him to ease up a little. Then I was laying on my hair so I had to move it a little. We are kissing passionately. He takes my hand and puts them above my head. I can feel his cock rub against my pussy. I started laughing and he's like what? I'm sorry but it smells like lemon pledge. He begins to smile and says "yea, you are right it does. We are looking into each other's eyes. I tell him we should remove our clothes so we don't have our scents on it. The clothes are removed and we are both naked. He turns on the AC again because of our body heat is making the room hot. I go and close the curtains just a little and I hear him say "damn you have such a hot body, bring it over here to me."

I jump on the bed. We start kissing. He licks and sucks my nipples which is a big turn on for me. My legs are wrapped around his body. We kiss hard and passionate. He makes his way down between my legs and wastes no time. I start moaning, crying out and squirming. His tongue is awesome, exploring my clit, lips and pussy. I start letting him know what I want him to do. If he licks me a certain way, I tell him to put a little pressure or use more than one finger inside me. He wants to learn how to pleasure me and what I like. So far, I have no complaints. "Big smile." He gets hard quick when I moan or cum. He'll stop what he is doing, grab my legs, spread them and starts fucking my pussy with his cock. Some times he would lick his finger and play with my clit as he fucks me.

We did my favorite, doggie. He enters me and I tell him to sit back and not do anything. I rock back and forth with his cock inside me. Then I sit back close to him with his cock fucking me deep and hard. He takes over and I am on fours. You can hear the wetness of his cock fucking me quick and hard. My breasts swaying he takes his hand and rubs my breast. Enjoying and feeling every inch of his cock. Damn he feels so good! In between we cuddle, I'm holding him in my arms. It felt very nice. Then we had more foreplay and sex!

I brought out the toy. He was eating me out and then he grabbed it. This is the first time in my life that a man has used a toy on me. It was a lot of fun. He stuck it inside me and I felt the soft hum of it. I started playing with my clit as he watched. The expression on his face was priceless. He was so intrigued at how I rubbed my clit. I stopped and he took over with his tongue licking my clit. So many nights I would have my vibrator inside me and then I would be rubbing my clit. But this felt much better and I was in orgasm land.

We had a great time and didn't want it to end. As we were getting dressed, he seems a bit preoccupied. What is wrong I asked him? He says, when are we going to hook up again? He then walks up to me and kisses me. I'm like "we just fucked like rabbits?" He blushes and says "I just can't get enough of you." We kiss again and I say "I feel the same."

Yes, I am still around..

Scarlett has been very busy..with stuff. And of course with "JAG". Things are going well between. Sex is awesome. We are pretty much in tune with each other. Knowing what the other desires and wants. Exploring, learning and trying different things.

We both agree that sex is missing in our marriages, no passion, no desire and lack of it. It's not just sex for us. There is a friendship and caring side to it as well. Trust and honesty plays a big part as well.

I'm happy with this one. He is a great guy. Very different than my past lovers. I'm looking forward to the fun times we'll have together.

When I get the chance, I will post about our last tryst. There were so many it's tough to keep track. Yow zaaaa!

It's a new fragrance..JGF "just got fucked"

It's the scent of passionate, hot, desirable SEX. The kind where time is of essence. She wore no bra, easy access for him and a thong. Of course she wore a shirt and jeans. With a boyish grin he says "you don't normally dress like this when you run errands right?"

Yes, I met up with my lover for a brief romp in the hay, so to speak. By the way, he is a new guy. I met him through Ashley and yes I mentioned him in my blog, it's "JAG". We've been spending as much time as we can with each other and pretty much having fun and enjoying ourselves. What was suppose to be a 30 minute tryst, ended up being a little be longer. We both didn't want our meeting to end, but we had to.

There was hard kisses where your mouths ached for each other. Sounds of passion, desire and soft moans as we kissed. Hands wandering and caressing. Bodies rubbing close to each other. His cock getting hard and my pussy getting wet. Legs angled in different positions, so that he is able to eat me out. I start crying and moaning making sure not to get him aroused. We try to keep the passion to a minimum. As I got wet and wetter, he wanted so badly to be inside me. My legs are over his shoulder as he enters me. He looks down and sees his cock go inside my pussy. It's such a beautiful visual as he sees it. I'm disappointed because I would like to see it myself. Oh, but feeling him thrusting inside my pussy was a feeling like no other. You can actually hear the wetness as he is going in and out. He pulls out and just eats me out, making me cum hard.

We get dressed and the windows were fogged up as usual. He opens the door and he felt the heat rush out from inside of the car. I'm closing the door and I feel his arms around me. He turns me around, pushes me hard against the car and kisses me. Wow, it took me by surprise and left me lightheaded. We drive off going our separate ways and of course I'm smiling.

Interesting phone conversation

Rosie and I were just chatting away via phone. I was adjusting my shirt and noticed how low my neck line was. Then I put one hand in and started touching my chest and breast. I said it out loud "why I am I touching my breast." Rosie then replies "Oooo that is turning me on." I made it worse by saying "I need to go down, meaning I have to go to the other floor." She then says "Oooo you getting me even more aroused, love it when you say you are going down, baby!" It all in fun and we always mess with each other. LOL

Have a safe and happy 4th of July

Spending the 4th with family. I heard from my "latest lover" via email. He writes "When we kiss passionately, our arms locked together and caressing each other. It feels like fireworks. When you hear or see fireworks tonight, think of that and I will do the same." Aww, what a sweetie. :)

There will definitely be fireworks and earth moving sex going on. He and I are meeting for a rendezvous. We can't wait until then, so we are meeting briefly this week for a make out session. "wink"

Given a task..sort of like a scavenger hunt

I got home late and was debating whether to check my emails. I did..and I got one from my "latest lover". In the subject it read: Read me now!!. Oh ok, well I better read it then.

It reads: When you do your jogging during lunch tomorrow, go down this street and you will see a bench and mailbox. Wedged under the bench is an envelope with your pet name.

I noticed that he was on messenger so I signed on. I told him that I have meetings tomorrow and won't be able to get away. Then I am having dinner with friends after work. I asked why the envelope? He said just because, it's just a card. I thought to myself, it was thoughtful of him to go through this trouble for me. We both thought that maybe the wind will blow it away or someone will find it, read it or throw it away.

Next morning I get to work. Another email from him and it reads: call me as soon as you can. I call him and he tells me to go a bank a few blocks from me. Go to the first ATM, look in the first box with the envelopes, there is something there waiting for me. I hung up with him and walked over there with my phone in hand. As I got to the ATM there was a guy but he was in the second teller. Lucky me no one was at the first ATM. I looked in the envelope box and there was my "something." It had my pet name. I called him back to let him know I have it in my hand. Seems that he went back to the bench early this morning and it was still there and he moved it to the ATM.

When I got back to my desk. I got an email from him. He wrote "I am sorry if I am freaking you out." I wrote back "that was cute and thoughtful of you to go out of your way to make me feel special. And no you are not freaking me out!"

This whole thing was funny and cute.