The men that make me mccreamy

Chatting with Darling One gets me all hot and bothered. He knows exactly what to say and pushes all the right buttons. As for me. I am not even saying anything dirty and he's already aroused. I jokingly say, if I just leaned over the head of your cock and blew softly on it, it would get hard??? Or I just yell Boo!, you will get hard. LOL We've known each other for awhile now. There is a bond and connection between us. Now we know there is no chance that we will meet in person but the relationship we have is special. He's pretty much my "blog groupie internet lover". That's a mouth full!

Tigg has been very attentive. It's a rare moment for us to chat more than once a week. Oh and the sex talk. It just get my juices going and the things he wants to do to me just gets me wet. But then I start saying things that I want to do to him and he starts get hard and says I am mean for teasing him. Yes, we want to fuck each other so bad but one of us is still recovering from surgery and can't do anything about it. He's so sweet and considerate and wants me to recover quickly. Damn I miss his tongue and cock. Yes, I am horny!

Shopping with the girls for toys

The place wasn't prepared for us! We walked in and each one of us went our own way. Browsing, touching and imagining. Rosie comes up to me and shows me one that is very thick and I told her are you nuts, I won't be able to walk right. Then I told her, can you imagine if that was used for anal. We both said OUCH! at the same time.

Gaby was no help. She was holding this long one dildo for two women. Swinging it, I swear she was going to hurt someone. Quick duck, in coming penis!

Wendy was checking out the dildos. Feeling the size and thickness. I grabbed one and thought "this feels like Tigg's cock" and shook my head and put it back.

Then I saw the rabbit. Gaby walks up and I say "aw, isn't this cute. look at the little ears." She's like, woman..it's not intended to be cutesy and adorable. It's for your sexual pleasure and to stimulate the pussy. I know, but look at the little bunny ears. She gives me this look like, damn Scarlett what are we going to do with you.

We were done browsing and exploring. They made some purchases and we headed to the restaurant to have a late dinner.

That was sweet

I haven't been able to chat with Computer Geek for a few days. Whenever we do it's brief. So, I check my emails and got a message from him. Now he rarely emails me. And when he does, it's usually a picture of him. Don't worry, it's rated pg13. LOL

He writes "Sorry for not being on messenger the past days, been in training class and busy with work. Just want to let you know I am thinking of you though..and a smiley face :)"

He's a sweetheart!

I've been busy with work. Not able to post and I try to do this at home, if and when I get a chance. I apologize for delay.

A day for shopping and a bit more

3 days earlier..so, do you kiss on the first date with a guy? Yes, I have. Why do you ask? Just wondering was his response.

There was a chill in the air. She arrived a bit earlier and he calls saying he is running a bit late and will be there in 20 minutes. People passing by with their hands in their pockets or over their mouths to keep warm. She waits and waits and looks up. There he is, walking towards her with a big smile. And no jacket! He has got to be crazy not wearing one in this cold weather. She smiled as well and he gave her a big hug.

They started walking and talking. Checking out the sales. He found something and went in line to buy it. She was checking out some items and decided to remove her jacket. As she did this, she looked over at him in line. He had this huge smile and his eyes lit up. She sees this and looks away. Blushing at what she saw. She wore a tight fitting black long sleeve shirt and tight jeans that hugged her curves.

He had a nice smile, strong shoulders and beautiful eyes. That just makes you melt. They decided to get lunch and talk more. Enjoying each other's company and learning more about the other.

She was meeting a female friend and she had to go. They walked a bit. Gave each other a hug. She told him she had a great time and he said the same. She turns her head a bit and he leans close to plant a kiss. His lips were soft and it felt nice.

She walked away lightheaded, with a bounce in her step and a tiny smile.

I won't reveal who it was that I met, we'll just have to see where this leads to...

Sex on our minds?

Gaby and I went to take a train over to a friend's place to watch hockey on tv and root for our team. She looks as me as we are ready to board. "You prefer being on the bottom or the top?" She starts to laugh and knows what we are both thinking. I smiled and said "well..I know you love being on top riding it nice and high but I prefer the bottom." The men around us were listening to what we said and just smiled. The conductor was flirting with Gaby all through the ride. And the men around us were listening to our conversation.

We get to our destination and start watching the game. I'm yelling "get it in! stick it in!". I look at Gaby and said "it sounds like I'm having sex there, doesn't it?" LOL

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

I would like to thank the little people. My parents for their love and support. And the Academy for this...ooops! Wrong speech. LOL

I am thankful for meeting new friends in the blog world and the support of my readers. Having the opportunity to make new male friends who have become a part of life. Experiencing sexual pleasure with a particular lover, physically, via phone sex or cyber.

Being able to arouse the male readers, making a few of them jack-off as they read my blog. Hahaha

Have a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving!! I'm going to take a brief break from posting. So many things to do. Visit family and friends. Begin my Christmas shopping and braving the crowds on Friday.

Just maybe...I am going to squeeze in meeting someone."wink" This is a "just maybe".

Computer Geek is too funny

How do I feel about him? He makes me laugh and picks up my spirit. Alas, I don't feel this strong attraction. I like him as a friend, someone I can share things with and not feel uncomfortable saying it. If I were in the mood for sex, he would be glad to accomodate me.

As you know, he refers to me as the teacher. I still laugh every time he says that. He has such vivid imagination of us together. I'm trying to boast his confidence and giving him some tips in areas that he needs to improve. He even took up jogging! I guess you can say I am like his personal cheerleader, cheering him on. Minus the pom poms and outfit.

He's at this coffee place today on his laptop. He tells me that the coffee served at this place has a strong kick and makes his leg shake constantly. Well I let him in on a little secret, my leg shakes as well but it isn't from drinking coffee. LOL "wink"

Of course I don't think any man can take the place of Tigg. We have this bond, connection and most importantly a friendship.

The corners can be dangerous

I left the kitchen at work and was walking towards my desk. There are a few "intersections" and if we aren't careful, you can really get hurt.

So I am walking down the hallway and wasn't expecting anyone coming from my right side. We clashed in the middle, I was going to make a left. Both of us stopped and he let me go ahead. He said that I have sturdy elbows and I could probably take him on or elbow him pretty good. I smiled and commented "it's like a roller derby match huh?" We both started laughing.

My quest for a lover

There are bunch of candidates to fill this quest some are hopeful and others aren't. Was my first affair with Tigg, my last? Or could it be that date from hell with JC caused me to rethink things. NOT! I keep thinking, Tigg was my first and most likely my last. Yes, I am frustrated!!

A few of the men I am interested in are in the east coast. The ones that are local, just like playing games. With the exception of Computer Geek and Sugar Bear.

I'm feeling under the weather..not now! Thank goodness it's a short week. I'm suppose to me someone this Friday but I may chicken out and cancel. Hahahaha

Maybe when I least expect it, I will meet him. Or I have met him but don't even know it.

I didn't expect him to be home

It was late and I didn't expect Tigg to be on messenger. He told me Friday that he and his wife were leaving for a road trip. But she didn't feel like going, so he went in the office. He isn't allowed to be on messenger at home because she will become suspicious.

He said he's bored, lonely and depressed. This was a different side of him and I started to worry. I try to get him to open up and he's stubborn. He is a caring, thoughtful and wonderful guy. His wife treats him like crap. If he does something nice, thoughtful or romantic she ruins the moment. He just doesn't do it anymore. When he gave me a gift for Valentine's Day, which I wasn't expecting. I had a look of surprise and then I wanted to cry because it was sentimental. Seeing Tigg smile and watching my face light up made him very happy.

He tells me he has no friends. His wife scared them away or doesn't want him to have any because she is jealous or suspicious. I told him what am I?? He says that I am a bit more than a friend. Actually a little more than a friend..honestly much more than just a friend. I told him ok ok I get the picture.

Now I understand why he would be devastated if I wasn't in his life. I am the only person he can talk to and of course there is our strong attraction. It's hard to believe that around Christmas, he and I have known each other for 1 year.

We both didn't think it was going to last that long and neither of us expected the sex and foreplay. By the way, we did some cybering. He touched himself and so did I. There was a pause at one point and he asks "what are you doing?" I said I just licked my fingers. His response "I'm jealous!" LOL

Well he is off this week and if I know him, he will want to meet. Of course for some play time. "wink"

What's up with them?

Stan says "give me a blowjob."
Tigg "help me with my pants."
And Southern Cal Guy "let me bury my face between your legs."

LOL

Starting to like this guy

Mr 4 wheeler, who I now have a new name for. It's Sugar Bear, he has a sweet tooth and is huggable like a teddy bear. Plus he has this pet name for me that makes me giggle.

We've talked on the phone and he has a nice voice. And of course we chat. He is a big flirt and a smooth talker. It's his first time doing this, so he says. In the beginning he was all nervous for me to call. I assured him it will okay. He seemed relaxed and happy to hear my voice.

He really likes me and as for me? I like him too but I don't want to get my hopes up. I know he is pretty confident that I am "the one" for him, but what if I am not. Yes, the bad memories of the date from hell with JC still lingers in my mind.

I did meet Computer Geek and it went well. He and I are still friends. He's still lusting for me. Will I give in and sleep with him? Part of me finds it a challenge. I would be his first affair and I would make sure he enjoys it. "wink"

This I ask the men who are interested..Do you want me and how bad baby??

Trapped!

I am doing my routine jog and 2 blocks away I see a bunch of men, landscapers. Do I run past them and deal with the stares and possible comment? Or do I turn around and go a different route? Wait..one of them sees me and he's looking right at me. Damn, he knows I see him. What to do..what to do??

Ok Scarlett, focus on the music, keep the volume loud and tone out everything. Just ignore them, I keep telling myself. Hope and pray one of them doesn't try to get your attention or worse follow you.

Sigh of relief, I made it through.

Could we have done more than just "foreplay"??

That was the question that burned in my mind after I last saw Tigg. And I got my answers. Because I'm recovering from surgery, he was super careful. At times I would get aggresive, he would softly tell me to take it easy. If I didn't have surgery, what would you have done??

He said he would have pushed me on the bed, spread my legs and go down on me with such hunger, passion and desire. Bringing me to an orgasmic level, I have never felt or imagined. Man I miss his mouth and tongue. Whewwww Is it getting warm in here??

When he was devouring my breasts and nipples and I grabbed his cock. He was so hard and what was going through his mind was, damn I want so badly to just bang and thrust behind you. Feeling your wetness. That is why he let out this loud moan of frustration and at the same time excited when I started rubbing it.

This is going to sound silly but besides missing Tigg, I did miss his cock. LOL

Things aren't what they seem

I've been getting responses to my profile from Ashley and Philanderers. One guy and I were exchanging conversation on instant message. He asks if I had a picture. I asked if he had one. He tells me, I have a picture of a guy who kind of looks like him. Well hello??? That defeats the purpose here doesn't it? I never showed him my picture.

One time during my single days, I was chatting with a guy for a few weeks. We decided to speak on the phone. Conversation went well. I referred to something we discuss on chat and the guy tells me, oh that was my friend you were chatting with. All that time I was chatting with his friend and not the guy on the phone. WTF? We were still on the phone and he's like "you don't want to continue this don't you." I told him no and that wasn't nice what he did. CLICK.

As I am going through my emails from Ashley. There were a bunch of guys from Canada and one was a hottie. This one guy has 2 different profiles but same picture. I just love the names these men use as their handle. At the moment I can't think of them.

No new meat..I mean men to mention about.

Why does he keep saying "bunnies"?

On Halloween, I was chatting with Mr 4 wheeler. He tells me he was checking out the bunnies. I thought to myself, how cute little kids dressed up as bunny rabbits.

Then I asked him how he got his nickname. A friend of his gave him the name when he and his best friend were hanging out at clubs checking out the bunnies. Ok, he reveals to me that is what he calls women. And tells me you are a bunny. Ironically, if I were to pick a costume to wear for Halloween, I would dressed up as a playboy bunny.

Over did it with the "smiley" faces

As you all know that on Ashley people get smiley faces on their profiles. Well, I gave Computer Geek a few and what does he do in return?? He put a smiley face in all the categories on mine.

I wasn't expecting him to do that and he tells me, check your profile. I did and I'm like wow! Didn't you over do it a bit. He said well..I rate you how I see you.

Then Average Joe said something that caught me off guard. He asks me if Ashley has a complaint department. I'm like you have a complaint? He likes yes, how come all the women aren't are nice and sweet as you. That left me speechless.

Couple of days ago got an email from a guy from Philanderers. I forgot I wrote to him. He was on a trip and blah blah. I haven't had a chance to write to him but last night I get an e card of flowers from him.

A new friend and fellow blogger

Opus is a fan of my blog and I got a chance to communicate with him. Via email and messenger. He makes me laugh and smile. I should call him Mr. Excitement because he gets aroused by certain posts that I have written. Nope, Opus fits him.

I like it when he's bored and starts telling me about these fantasies he has with me in mind. Awww, it's nice to inspire someone. He gets carried away and I start getting all warm, hot and bothered. Wheeeeew!

It's all her fault

Rosie was at the gym and she was checking out one of the personal trainer's calves. She said it had a nice shape about it. Strong and not too muscular where the veins are not popping out. Hey this is how she described it! As she is saying this she is all giddy and it sends chills down her body. Was his legs shaved too? This is the woman who won't have sex with a guy who isn't shaved in the genital area. She just smiled at me and gave me a soft shove.

I'm walking and I see these joggers run by me and we are waiting for the signal to turn green for us to cross. What do I do? I was checking out their calves. LOL

I go to the gym and what do I do??? I start glancing at men's calves. Suddenly I shook my head and tried focusing on my workout. I saw Rosie and said "you know, it's your fault." She is like what??? All this talk about men's calves, now you got me looking at them as well.

By the way..Tigg has nice calves. =0)

TLC for me

I just had surgery and was home alone. My husband has been away on a business trip. I was taking it easy and was on messenger. Tigg sends me a message. How are you feeling? Feeling a bit stiff from lying in bed a lot. Then he asks where is hubby. I told him he is away. He asked if I needed anything or if there was anything he could do. I said I was fine. Out of no where, he types "I want to see you." Now? Yes, he replies. I look awful. He says it doesn't matter, I really want to see you. I want to make sure that you are okay and I am your friend. I sat there and thought, man I want to see him but can't. He put the emoticon with the sad face and I felt so bad. He understood and kept me company through the day. He was alone at work and we talked on the phone. Remembering good times. He tells me that he was just going to stop by unexpectedly. Talking about sex and doing a little phone sex. It was time for him to go home but he said he would sign on messenger later.

I'm in the kitchen thinking..there is a knock at the door and it's him. I walk over to the computer and get a message from Tigg. I told him what I was thinking and he asks "do you want me to come over?" I ask "do you want to?" He responds "I am asking you." Yes, I said. He said ok then I will be right over. I let him know that we can't do much and he said he understood.

There was a soft knock. We hugged for a long moment. He hugged me tight but was careful at the same time cause of the surgery. We kissed. I missed his lips and him. We sat down and he held me. Kissing the back of my head and my forehead. I had my back against him and he had his hands on my breasts over my shirt. I took his hand and put it under my bra. I lie back and he lifts my shirt and removes my bra. He kisses me passionately touching my breasts and nipple with one hand. He stops kissing me and devours my breasts, licking and sucking. This drives me wild and I arch my back up. Getting excited. He rotates back and forth on each breast. My legs were spread apart. I start rubbing my crotch still wearing jeans. I took his hand and put it down there. At one point he takes both of my breasts and squeezes them together. Starts sucking and licking my nipple again this time aggressively and this makes me cum. There was an echo in the room as I moaned out. I take a breather and he works on the other nipple and breast. Oh my god! I start rubbing his now very hard cock and hear him moaning. I cum hard again. He kiss again and he says "play with yourself for me, please?"

He sits down and I lay against him. He's holding me and I start to play with myself. I tell him I want to lay on my back, get up. I spread my legs a little enough to put my hand down my panty and play with myself. He starts licking my breast as I do this and watches. Whispering in my ear encouraging me. His mouth felt great on my breast and his tongue licking my nipple. We had so much body heat going on after I came we were drenched with perspiration. He had this big smile on his face. It was his first time seeing a woman play with herself. I had a big smile as well. It was time for him to go. We were both sad but it was great to see each other again after 6 months from the last time.

Sitting on the couch, I lay my head on his chest. With one hand he starts massaging my neck where it gets real sore. He's like, wow babe you are really tensed there. Oh man it felt so good, I let out a moan. Man it felt so good. It was time for him to go.I walked him over to the door. We kissed again and he said to take it easy. I thanked him for coming by and he said what are friends for, I wanted to make sure you were okay. And you seem a bit happier now. We both laughed. You will sleep good tonight he tells me as he leaves. And he was right. I woke up the next day with a smile on my face.

Mr 4 wheeler

Things didn't go to well in the beginning for us. At first the conversations were okay. Then they got a bit weird and it aggravated me. I was at a point that, I can't stand this person. I guess I wasn't in a good mood and cranky. He came on a bit strong, but he has learned to tame it a bit.

Yesterday on messenger, I would talk about some thing and then he would start talking about some thing else different. He kept doing that. It's like he wasn't paying attention to what I was saying and just talked about some thing else. I was getting pissed. Then he started saying that he can be crazy. Hint hint sexual type thing. I started to get a headache. Gaby my cubie neighbor looks at me and give me a look like "what's up?" I mouthed to her "what the fuck?" She gives me this surprised look "you want to fuck?" And she starts laughing hard. I shake my head and said "sure, let's go find an empty office..ah NO!" We both started laughing. I told her this dude is driving me crazy.

Well, things are okay now. He has learned to stop acting all crazy and I am trying not to be crabby and uptight. =0)

Average Joe

I met him through Ashley. Nice sense of humor and all around nice guy. Of course the subject of sex comes up. Which is not a bad thing. "wink"

He told me his age and he thought that might be a problem. Actually it doesn't. We started talking about adult films. He said that the actors are "too mechanical." It doesn't seem real or natural. Then we started thinking up his screen name.

I mentioned to him that I have a blog. He wanted to read it but understood why I wouldn't give him the link and never asked again. I told him that I tweak it a bit. So he wants to be described as 6'2", dark haired, blue eyed with a nice tan. I asked you want a 6 pack too? He's like make it 12 pack. Ok what about your size, John Holmes? He's like lets not get carried away..how about 12 inches. LOL

Seriously, I would like to just meet him and see how it goes. Again, we may end up as friends.

Wasn't expecting a "show" from him

I didn't think Computer Geek had it in him but we were chatting late last night. Our conversations can get pretty deep and not in a sexual way. Although we both know that we are both horny, no doubt about it.

I try to encourage him to go out there and meet woman. Kind of like an advisor and somewhat cheerleader. Hey I even put a few smiley faces on his Ashley profile. He saw that and said thanks.

He usually asks me what I am wearing. So I ask him, what are you wearing? He's says a cut off shirt and shorts. We started to talk about sex positions and he said that someone is awake. I'm like oh yeah? Can I see? He sends me an invite to view his cam. He took off his shirt so I got to see his chest. Really nice! He stands up and shows me his cock. Rubbing and caressing it but he kind of gave me a quick look then his camera went blank. Nooo! He's types "oops."

I'm like it's okay, it's getting late and I have to get some sleep. What did I think of his show? A part of me just wanted to touch it, rub it, stick it in my mouth and then later inside. I didn't think he would show me it but he did. Wow!

Commentary on Cheri's post "disappointment"

I admit, I haven't been keeping up with her blog but I do my best. Late last night I finally got my chance and well...holy shit! WTF is going on??? What have these people been smoking and was there really a full moon? So I'm reading through the countless comments and was pretty much blown away at what was said.

Here's what I have to say:
It is expected that when you write a journal for all to see, you will get some negative feedback. And people will judge you on your actions.
I enjoy reading your blog and I am going to state again that you inspired me to write a blog of my own. You are in an unhapy marriage. My friends are in the same situation as you. Some are still married and others are not.

Let me say this, I know men who are married and yet they are still with their wives. I agree they don’t flaunt it or write about it for all to see. Yes, you write about your liasons and by doing so you are being referred to as a “slut and whore.” Now if a man were to write about how many women he has screwed he’s congratulated, a parade would be held in his honor or a street would be named after him. Yes, I know I’m exagerrating a bit. That is the way society is.

Why do we cheat? Why do people drink? Why do people take drugs? Sex is a drug. We want it. We can’t live without.

Women are senstive and emotional to harsh words. Cheri, like pain and scars they eventually subside and disappear. So will those comments. We do things for a reason and others may think it’s wrong. Hang in there and do what is best for you. Because that is all that matters.