This weekend put me in a sad mood

Aside from Percy's father having surgery and I'm glad that it went well. The emotional and physical state still lingers on. You worry about the surgery, if it goes well. Then you have to deal with the days after. Will he recovery quickly? Are there other dangers? I went through that with my mother. Her health kept failing her and she was rushed to the hospital several times with complications one after the other. It takes a toll on the body and mind. You just have to be strong and to rely on family and friends for support. Don't keep it bottled inside, it won't do you any good.

Another thing..a friend. Someone I've known not that long, tells me he won't live to see his 50th birthday. He's in his late 30's. He was very sick as a kid and his health is failing slowly. That is why he has no intentions of having kids, because he won't live long enough to see them grow up. He said he didn't want to be revived and to just let him die. I asked him if there was anything he wanted to do before he died. His response was, not really. The conversation we were having wasn't a happy one. But he's prepared for it and he knows what to expect. Doctor said he may not live that long maybe another 10 years. Well, I am glad to have met him and for being a part of my life. He felt the same way.

Ok, I promise myself not to think of this or mention it again with him. It will only make us sad. Scarlett..think happy thoughts.