Muwaaa

And thank you to a special guy, "Darling Lover."

I usualy call him "Darling_ _his real name" and he calls me "lover" so I put both words together and this is the name I came up with. How did we meet? He reads my blog and sent me an e-mail and invitation to chat on messenger. Our first conversation didn't go well with me. Oh boy..he is probably going to read this and I'm not sure what his reaction will be. This is the first he's heard of this.
Anyways, he asked me a question about why do I want an affair? The way he worded it made be become kind of defensive. I thought to myself, this guy is judging me and he himself had an affair. I'm thinking, maybe I should just ignore him. But I didn't and suddenly our conversations became interesting. A friendship developed and sexual connection as well.


He is partially responsible and the inspiration for a few of the "sexual fantasy" posts. I won't say which ones.

Why am I thanking him? Well, during my emotional moment with the decision of Tigg and I just being friends.
I was a nervous wreck and he was so concern for my state of mind. He wished that he was close by and he wanted to just wrap his arms around me, give me a big hug and just hold me.
He gave me words of encouragement, which made me think and realize that life goes on.
If the opportunity of us meeting should ever happen, it's possible. I would like to meet him in person and he feels the same way. But he said that he'll grab me and plant a wet kiss. And even if we have a brief moment..say 15 minutes, he will make the most of it and have sex with me. LOL

I am not sure if he was serious or kidding. He puts up with my venting and sexually deprived desires. I put up with his horniness and lust for me. "blushes"