How cheating has changed me

In a good and bad way. Let's start with the good first.
Good
My attitude is different not only towards the subject of sex but my every day life.
I'm not as reserved and shy about my sexuality. Like I was in the beginning. Tigg was the one that pointed this out. He said in the beginning it was uncomfortable to open up about sex. As we got to know each other better, I changed. He said I am in touch of my sexual passions and desires. It shows. Men seem to notice this during our conversations.

If I ordered some thing and it's wrong. I usually just take it without complaining. Not any more. I will speak my opinion.
When I am walking with friends or just doing errands. And I see men glancing or looking. I make eye contact and smile. Normally, I look away or just try and ignore them. Of course this is only when I am alone. LOL
A subject I don't like to discuss but will. My husband and I had sex. It was good. And I am working on it where it's not a yearly thing.

Ok now the BAD
Private rendezvous. The mystery. The excitement. The yearning. Secret passion and desire that two people share. Satisfying one another in a sexually orgasmic way.