Dark clouds..STORM is coming

Things seem to be going well
What happened a year ago
Has been dealt with..life goes on
Road to recovery has been smooth

Until NOW

Instant message:
Can I call? "Yes"
Go some where private "uh-oh"

Getting comfortable
Listening carefully
There is fear and nervousness in the voice
Then the words..came out

BLINDSIDED..
Did not expect this
Breathe..Breathe damn it!
Mixed feelings
Confused? Stunned? Sad? Hurt? Anger? Yes ANGER??
Thought that moment and those feeling were over and done with
What to do?
Scream..Yell..Cry..Throw something

Close the door
Collect all the thoughts and energy
Eyes closed
A tear trickles down
More tears appear
Cry..let it all out and just cry
Deep breathe and suddenly the sun peeks out through the blinds

Feeling of relief is felt through the body
YES..this is what they call CLOSURE