In the company of men

My muse is not just one man but a group of them. Each one unique in their own way that inspires me. Brings out my sexual and sensual inhibitions.

I am not sure if I mentioned about my 360 blog. Over 15,000 views. I have a nice group of "friends" a total of 60 (mostly men and maybe 1 or 2 women). Everyday I have an average of 10 comments on my page from avid fans and new ones. A few I have actually chatted with on messenger. Others I trade sexual e-mails with. Would I meet them in person? At the moment..no.

Men come and go. They have played a part in my life. I've grown in a sense. I know what I want and go for it, if necessary. There is so much going on right now.

So far no sex. Whenever the opportunity of sex should happen, I take what I can get. But honestly, I do not see myself with a steady lover. They seem to disappear.

A friend asked me if I have ever cheated. Without any hesitation, I said no. With the love affairs that I have had. It takes me a moment to realize "wow, did I really cheat?" The thought of my affairs never come to mind.

When I think of sex, that is a different story. I reminisce in my mind about the sexy hot fucking! It never fails to put a smile on my face at the thought of it.