Good bye 2008

The New Year is upon us in less than 3 hours. What has happened? Well..

"Miles" came into my life. We've had great sex on 3 different meetings. Although we didn't see each other that often. We both live on different coasts. We hope 2009 has us meeting again..

"Opus" a good friend whom I have known for 3 years and I got to finally meet in person. That was the highlight of the year. :)

"Sage" my latest lover. Great friend and awesome lover. I have so much to learn from him.

"Chaste" another possible lover. Nice way to start the New Year, with he and I having sex.

Hope everyone has a safe and Happy New Year!!!

What to wear?

Well I am sure Sage would prefer me without clothes. I need to get something special for his birthday. Maybe buy some crotchless panties, for myself of course! I don't think they make them for men..do they? Okay, that is a scary scary visual.

Been meaning to get them, even when I was seeing Miles. Guess this can be my one of my New Year's resolution..crotchless panties!

And no..there will be no pictures of me in them.."wink"

Mouth full

Okay, I am eating a bagel with heavy peanut butter. I'm cracking up here and my cubicle neighbor is asking what is wrong? She can barely understand me but I managed to say "the woman at the deli put too much peanut butter" but it sounded like the adults from Charlie Brown. Muwaaah Muwaa Muwaaah..LOL

As I type this..I am hoping my phone does not ring..cause I am not answer it!

Melt with you

Dedicated to all the men who have wanted me..Love this song!

Interesting topic on the radio

It's like a ghost town in the office. Listening to the radio, the topic was "Have you done the nasty at work?" It was funny to listen to the callers. I had to think..do they mean masturbating or REAL sex?

Well..personally. I have masturbated at work. At private areas. As for REAL sex..yes. I had sex in one of the office with a lover. Damn that was hot! Dangerous, risky but HOT!!

Inviting words

Sage
Where are you?
I am at the gym.
Can we meet sooner than my birthday?
Why, you can't wait until then?
No, I want to meet sooner and then we can also meet for my birthday as well.
My my someone is very horny.
Oh and I have to mention that, I'm completely shaved.
You meeting someone for sex?
He then says I was hoping to fuck you.
"smiles"
Well, I can't. Be a good boy and wait.
He says "okay but I really wish I could pound you right now!"

Military Guy (MG)
He and I have been trying to set up a meeting. He has been on active duty, scheduling is not easy. When it comes to chatting, he seems a bit occupied. Could be that he types slow or he is chatting with others. He does like talking on the phone and the guy is talkative. Great sense of humor, cute smile and he has this subtle southern accent. He laughs because he is originally from California. I guess it's his voice. We exchanged pictures and first words out of his mouth..you are "F-in" hot! Last night it was unanimous, he wanted to have sex with me. We've been conversing for while now and in the beginning, he knew he was attracted to me.

Miles
I received an e-mail from him. He misses me and has been busy with work. Every time he masturbates and cums, his thoughts of us, fucking like wild animals. He wants to do it again soon..

Chaste
We chatted briefly. He was visiting his parents. I was in his thoughts and he wants to have sex with me so badly. Yes, I want to see him as well.

Very interesting 4 day weekend...

Great Stocking Stuffer

Saw this at a bookstore..Pretty cool calendar but I doubt I can have this on my desk at work. It's a desk calendar.

Not ready to close..just yet

He texts me, "Hope you are okay. Didn't mean to scare you away. I am sorry." Taking my good friend Opus's advice, Sage and I had a discussion. I told him what I was feeling and we came to some agreement. He then coos "you need a good pounding for being such a tease". And you will be the one doing the pounding while I receive it? This got him hard very quickly. LOL

His birthday is next month. We are meeting for dinner. As for sex? We did have a great and fun time whenever we do it. He has made it clear that he misses me and us having sex. It's only been a few weeks since we last fucked. Dang, men get so horny!

I am not going to close the chapter on him at the moment, we shall see what exciting sexual adventures the future will hold for us....

Wishful thoughts..

As I sit here at my desk. The soft patter of the rain and listening to Christmas songs. Families traveling from afar to visit their loved ones. The streets are quiet, not a car or hustle and bustle of people walking. Everyone seems to be still in bed, everyone but me. I’m the lucky one who is working. “smiles”

Exchanges of “Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and Season’s Greeting” as you cross paths with people. There is joy and happiness in the air. After my morning run, I reflected on this year. My blog is doing well. I still have my friends whom I were fans of my blog and made some new ones as well. One very special friend who is also a blogger, I got to meet in person. Lovers came and went and a few remain as friends.

So..from me to you..Happy Holidays to all! May all your wishes come true. Be safe. Please don’t drink and drive.

Closeness

Playing the piano means happiness, especially when my thoughts are of you. It's a mood indicator. When things aren't going well at home, there is a longing to be with you. When it's time for bed, I wish it was with you. ~Chaste~


In just jeans and a bra. Longing in their eyes. He kisses her ever so sweetly and softly kissing the middle of her neck and works his way down to her chest, just above the crease of her breasts. She unclasps her bra and removes it. He buries his face between her breasts. Then turning his face on the side, he lays it there. Letting out a moan of happiness and contentment.

She can't help but hold him and run her fingers through his soft hair. He did not move and it felt so good, just holding him.

All the stress at home just disappeared. He felt safe in her arms. Her kisses were warm and inviting. Her skin was soft and smooth. She smelled so sweet. He dreamed about this moment and now it's REAL.

No, they did not have sex but this is just the beginning to something much much more....

Modest and a flirt

He comes off as shy but not when it comes to sex. He is open, honest and curious. He has sheeps, so I shall name him Lamb Chop (LC). Best of all he has a great sense of humor. Making me laugh and smile.

We discuss sex. It's not all cyber. Mostly flirting. Things we both enjoy. Our fantasies. Desires.

And we ask questions. Like..are you quiet during sex? "His response was..it depends on the mood and he uses the body to communicate based upon reactions." By touch? Motion? Movement? "Yes, by pulse, breathing and expressions. The eyes give pretty much everything away. Just to let you know, I can't sit correctly right now. This is turning me on, talks like this." It seems I have a knack to give him a boner..LOL

He said a statement that I've heard before.."Women are not usually as visually stimulated like men." Which is true, women are more mentally stimulated. I personally prefer BOTH.

Things did not turn out right
Pleasuring and exploring
That was one amazing night

Suggestions were discussed
Causing a bit of a fuss

There was awkwardness
Silence and distance

Can't find the right words to say
Making me to just want to pull away

Both missing one another
Will we be together again, my lover?

Ride em

Facing Him
Sitting straight up. With great posture, the breasts stick out a bit. Can't help but gently massage your pelvic. She clenches her pussy as she feels him get harder. Positioning herself, she sways her hip to the left, then stops in the middle and sways to the right and then the middle. Grinding and thrusting in a slow motion. She can feel a sensation in her clit and continues to do this as it grows making it feel oh so good. Cupping her breasts and tweaking her nipples, feeling the head of his cock tapping her cervix. Her hips dig deeper and to get more intensity. She lays her hand on his tummy and begins to pump harder, deeper and quicker. She can't help but touch her ass. Her breasts bounce as she rode...like a good cowgirl


Facing Away
She climbs on board. This time her back is facing him. Strong shoulders, shapely curves and a oh so nice ass. He spanks it and she lets out a shriek "not yet baby". She can't help but arch her ass. With hands on his leg, she grinds her hips in a back and forth motion. Now this position is great for him because he can see his cock disappear in her pussy. Literally her sweet ass is in his face. He wastes no time, rubbing and smacking it. She leans back against his chest. He grabs her breasts as she rides him hard, pounding on his erect cock. Feeling the deep thrusts, as the head bangs her cervix. Her legs bent and spread wide open. He grabs her legs, lifting her in mid air as he holds her in place and in quick thrust, he starts fucking that sweet pussy hard. She moans in delight and to stimulate her even more and ignite the passion. She reaches down and rubs her clit. Moaning and crying out, he tells her "ride this stallion my good lil filly!"

Comfort

We find comfort in all walks of life. It can be food, wine/alcohol or from another human being. To find a moral and emotional strength from someone who intrigues us in a sexual and sensual nature. Countless texting, cybering and phone sex. Stimulating the mind and touching your inner soul. To have someone be able to arouse and send a thrill through your body, making you catch your breath with every word and detail. Leaving you wanting and craving more. It is not just all about sex. There is a bond, friendship. Sharing your inner thoughts, needs, pains and frustrations on a personal level. A stranger who enters your life and in an instant, a CONNECTION. As days, weeks, months go by. The attraction and his cock (LOL) grows and grows....

Married Virgin

No..that is not ME! My latest conquest is Chaste. Talkative guy, when it comes to texting and the phone. But in person, he says he is a bit shy. Not sure how to be with other women besides his wife. Only dated, had sex with one woman and that is wife. And like most of us who feel neglected and lacking the sex in our marriages. He had an affair. Even that was not sexually satisfying for him. He wants more...

That is where I come in. He saw my profile on "Philanderers." We share a few interests. He's right, if there is a topic that he feels comfortable discussing..he rambles! I politely stop him or he notices it and apologizes.

This whole meeting other women is new to him. FRESH and pretty exciting. He's eager to learn and hopes that I can teach him. Honestly, I am really not much of a "teacher".

Having sex comes naturally and from the desire and passion within you. Most importantly both people must want it and there has to be a strong attraction. Be open with your partner. Share fantasies and try different things. Most importantly just have fun and enjoy....

Satisfaction NOT Guaranteed

It's great to have SEX
To have passionate uncontrollable sex
With someone other than your spouse

But is it fulfilling?
Do you want that person badly?
Count the minutes until you meet?
Does that person put a smile on your face when you are apart?
Do you feel a rush of warmth through your body as you think of your lover?

With Sage, it was just sex. After the dirty deed was done, we went our separate ways. It was good but not quite...satisfying. Guess that is why I am feeling the way I am feeling.

There are a few men in the wings, who are possible candidates for my search for that "perfect" lover.

Day After

Guilty? Yes
Why? Never told a lover good bye. Lovers usually leave me.
Is it good bye? Maybe
Happy? About decision..yea
Wise choice? Think so

So why can't I shake this feeling....

Last hurrah?

Sage and I met for sex of course. It was a learning experience. I've never sucked a guy with him on top of me on all fours as I was under. It was awkward for me so he laid on his back while I sucked him off. Following his instructions, him being the dominant and me being the submissive.

I wore a black lace bra, lace panty and black thigh high nylons. Which got him so aroused and pleased. At the foot of the bed, he stood behind me and rubbed his cock against me as he fondled my breasts as well. I felt him get hard and he slides inside. Damn he felt so good and pussy welcomed him! He slides back and forth. I had to tip toe because he was taller than me and we wanted to get the right angle. I kept moaning and screaming as he dominates me with words of authority. I follow as told...

We did doggie with me on my tummy. Then missionary. He ate me out and of course I sucked him off. He fingered my pussy several times and he felt me cum and heard me as well. I had to ask him permission to cum. And boy did I cum!

As we had sex he kept talking to me about a certain topic. And during this conversation something distracted, annoyed me and suddenly I felt uncomfortable. My energy became tamed. He sensed this. We kissed and touched. But he knew something was wrong. We talked a little about what was going through my mind. I came to the decision right there, that we can't continue. He was a bit hurt but understanding.

He held and he kissed me with affection instead of lust or desire. I needed time to think things out. Sage asked will I still hear from you or will you disappear out of my life? Of course we will still be friends, I told him.

Favorite Meat

Lean legs?
Tasty thighs?
Round rump?
Beautiful breasts?

Baby..you need a good pounding! What am I some kind of meat? Yes..you need to be tenderized and I have just the thing to do the job.

Curiousity

Watching and learning carefully to what I say and do. Sage seems to try and bring out my inner sexuality. Am I innocent or is there a wild side to me? And how can he bring that side of me out. Slowly he suggests a few things. Seeing if I will agree or not. There are a few things that he has not done and would like to. Well, only time will tell.

Quick Call

Phone rings..scream for me baby! This is going to be short call..so it's a quickie. Instead, I moaned in a sexy tone "fuck me".

Mentally I am way ahead of you babe. Eating u first my dear. You must be horny? Naturally!

What was suppose to be a "quick" call, ended up with him shooting a load and me using my toy.

Sweet dreams everyone....

Just few more minutes..

Tough day at work. Tough workout at the gym. Got home. Threw stuff on the couch. Stripped down the clothes. Laying here on the bed naked...

Staring at the ceiling. My ached in places I never knew existed. Phone rings. My mind is telling body to it up but no movement. It will go to voice mail.

Glance over to the clock..Oh god I don't want to move!

Okay okay...I need to sit up. Now if I need to get my ass from this bed and manage to walk to the kitchen..come legs, lets start walking!

Managed to walk to the jacuzzi and relax the muscles...oh yea!

He kisses like a "cold fish"

I was playing through my mind how to describe how iRON Man kissed. And that is how he kisses. He puckers up and gives me this soft peck on my lips. I am like WTF?? I told him you can kiss better than that can't you? So he tells me, why don't you show me how you kiss. I did but his mouth never responded or did anything. I was able to get a "Mmmm" from him.

He still wants to keep in touch and wants me to call him every now and then. I did call him last night but he was busy and couldn't talk. Really not sure where this is leading to....

Amazing week..Kissed 3 men..Had sex with 1 of the 3

My my..I had a busy week. Besides work getting hectic, which is not a bad thing. I met 2 new men and had sex with my "lover" Sage.

iRON Man sent me an e-mail, saying it was a pleasure meeting me in person. He wants me to give him a call because he would like to speak to me. Sure we can be friends. But I don't see it going any further.

Late Bloomer aka LB. This one doesn't have that much experience when it comes to sex. He and his wife have vanilla sex..plain and simple stuff. We met and kissed. He's very shy and again has not quite dated that many women in his life. The kiss felt GOOD. We are planning to see each other again.

Then there is Sage (I wrote a post about our latest tryst). He seem preoccupied. I'm not sure when we will hook up again.

Quick Sex In An Hour

I was freshening up and walked out of the bathroom. Sage was on the couch NAKED and with a hard on!

My phone buzzes, its my husband. He's leaving in an 30 minutes and his drive home is about hour with the exception of traffic. I look at Sage and said "quick we need to fuck NOW! We ran into the bedroom and got down to business.

Suck me my mistress and I did as told. Focusing on the head, with my tongue rubbing underneath, giving it a nice massage and fondling his balls. Damn did he get hard. He had me go on all "fours". Kissing my ass as he fingers me from behind, getting my pussy nice and wet. I felt the head of his cock slide in but in the hole. I'm like what the heck? He was able to go in my pussy but wasn't able to get in.

The pressure was too intense. We both started to get frustrated. Ok ok woman, get on your back. He climbs on top and orders me to put his cock inside. Again I do as told. Damn woman you are so beautiful and very very tight. Oh gawd you are so fucking tight! He was right, I was. His chest was above my face, so I ended up leaning closer and kissing his chest. He liked that. I wasn't wet enough but he did feel good. He pulled out and began eating me like crazy. Making me squeal in delight!

As I became wet, he started fucking me quick thrusts and deeper. While he did this, I was playing with his nipples with my fingers, which he truly enjoyed. We both weren't able to cum and again we were being rushed here. So we cuddle and he spoons me. He starts fingering me and we are kissing. He had his index finger massaging my clit, his middle finger "the F finger" massaging my soft pink lips and two fingers inside my pussy. I was like holy shit!!! At the same time I am getting aroused and come to think of it..I came! I wanted to moan and scream but his mouth was over mine kissing me passionately. That was one fabulous orgasm and kiss.

He wanted to cum too, so he asked me if I wanted him to masturbate and watch. Yes, I even helped him out. As he started stroking, he commanded me to fondle his balls gently. What are you thinking lover? I asked him. My cock in your pussy he says as he starts to breath heavier. Yea, does my pussy feel good master? Yes yes my mistress oh god yes I want to fuck you baby! We kissed as I can feel him climaxing. When he did cum, he moaned in my mouth. He shot his cum on his stomach and in my hand.

We both looked at the time. I cleaned up and gave him a quick kiss and I was out the door. Although it was a "quickie" the sex was awesome!

It's like playing checkers

It's like the battle of wits and minds. Getting a feel of your opponent. Strong points? Weakness?

iRON Man and I met for coffee. It was a bit awkward. He kept looking at me, not in a creepy way. Then there was this woman sitting near me and he kept staring or glancing at her. I found it a bit annoying. We had a nice conversation but I felt WEIRD? Not comfortable at all.

He would touch my hand or put his hand on my leg. Again I felt a bit uncomfortable. I had a stressful afternoon and meeting him probably is the reason why I was a bit nervous.

There was more to this but I have had a crazy hectic day and honestly there wasn't a connection. We talked more in the car and he admitted that as we were sitting at the coffee place, that he was ready to jump my bones! I was flattered but again I felt awkward.

He kissed me but..it was a NICE kiss. I am not really attracted to him. He is smart but I don't feel a sexual attraction. He kind of sensed it....