Something I need to get used to

I need to be able to openly talk about sex face to face with Tigg, without feeling embarrassed and shy. This is going to be tough to do but it has to be done. He breaks the ice by making silly faces, which makes me laugh.

Yes, I have given him oral, so why haven’t we had sex yet? Let me rephrase, why hasn’t he gone inside me? Better??

Well, it’s so easy to talk about how great the sex is going to be and the things that we want to do to each other. When it comes to doing the deed, this is another story.

There are the emotions that will come after to deal with. The guilt. Was it what we expected? Will we still speak to each other?

Being able to get on with our everyday life.

This is my first time doing this, but Tigg has done it before so he seems to handle it better than me. I call him “the pro.” He laughs and says hardly. He just gave oral to a woman, they didn’t have intercourse.

I must be getting over my shyness because last week I planted a kiss on Tigg that left him breathless and made him say “wow.” It didn’t stop there, I made my hubby say “wow” too. We kissed and it had the same effect on him.

I’m not sure what I did but Tigg says the kiss had a lot of passion in it. Guess the naughty aggressive side of me is slowly revealing its self?