He's not gone for good =0)

First off, I was the one that made the choice for Tigg and I to become friends. We both knew it had to happen and it just had to be done. It was best this way. Yes, I am the culprit.

This doesn't mean that it's over between. We still want to be in each other's life and remain as friends. Meaning no SEX, the physical kind. There is no doubt that the sexual tension and attraction still lingers and exists.

We keep in touch at least once a week or more. As for meeting in person, we are sort of keeping our distance for now. Both of us have been slammed with work and just haven't been able to find free time. Again this may be a good thing.

He's there to listen and comfort me and I'm there for him as well. As for sex, well...we are there for eachother as well. If the opportunity should arise.

As for me seeing other men and possibly have sex with them. He's made it clear that it doesn't bother him at all and that we both don't have a claim on eachother. Now he says this but I tend to wonder that it may bother him.

More on my thoughts of finding another lover....stay tuned.