Some thing is different

Wendy calls me over to her desk. Her hair is usually up but this time it was down. She had this glow about it. I'm there yakking away. She calls my name, I stop talking and then she says "can you notice this?"

She has this HUGE bite mark aka hickey on her neck. Aaaaaah that is why the hair is down. I could actually see it. You should have worn a turtle neck. She didn't own one and she would be uncomfortable in this warm weather. I told her to zip up her sweater, that worked!

To get rid of a hickey real quick, put a spoon in the freezer. Take it out and rub it around the area of the hickey. It should go away in about 2 to 4 days.

Entertaining myself and still counting down

To past the time..I have been masturbating A LOT! My poor vibrator has been getting a workout. Talk of sex, thinking of sex, watching a man cum via web cam, did I mention the discussion of sex and the lack of sex gets my juices going. Hearing about people having sex, makes me feel left out.

My time will cum and I can't wait for it to be here!

Dark clouds..STORM is coming

Things seem to be going well
What happened a year ago
Has been dealt with..life goes on
Road to recovery has been smooth

Until NOW

Instant message:
Can I call? "Yes"
Go some where private "uh-oh"

Getting comfortable
Listening carefully
There is fear and nervousness in the voice
Then the words..came out

BLINDSIDED..
Did not expect this
Breathe..Breathe damn it!
Mixed feelings
Confused? Stunned? Sad? Hurt? Anger? Yes ANGER??
Thought that moment and those feeling were over and done with
What to do?
Scream..Yell..Cry..Throw something

Close the door
Collect all the thoughts and energy
Eyes closed
A tear trickles down
More tears appear
Cry..let it all out and just cry
Deep breathe and suddenly the sun peeks out through the blinds

Feeling of relief is felt through the body
YES..this is what they call CLOSURE

The conversations I have with the "debater"

"Debater" always has some thing to discuss. He argues to me that some women find it really hard to admit and say up front that they just WANT TO FUCK! Well..us women don't want to come off as desperate, needy or nymphos. Not like you HORNY MEN! He replies back "but you women wanna fuck as bad as us men do..almost." Then I respond back, "we are more subtle, we do not admit it and want the man to hunt and chase us down." He replies back "but you see, as you get older you will find that the lioness goes on the prowl too because her pussy is on fire". Wait..you are saying I am old? He says "no but I am right huh? Your pussy is on fire, isn't it.

Damn! I hate it when he is RIGHT!

Feel the SEX tonight

My god..I want to feel the inside of a pussy
Feel a woman cum..the desire..passion and most of all WETNESS of SEX!

You want her to feel the passion..don't you?
Not the wild crazy kind..but you not only want her to feel it
But you as well
Igniting that fire..feeling her energy

We are miles away and I feel her energy
When we meet..at first sight
I will kiss her..right after she speaks and her voice is heard
She will make me hard instantly..kissing..pressing against her
My hands around her..bringing her nice and close

You will fuck her won't you?
YES..we will fuck..MOST DEFINITELY!!

Yes..I am still counting the days!

To be announced....

No time for my two knights

I just realized that I have not been able to chat with Opus and Darling One. Well with Darling One we haven't cyber for almost 2 weeks. He was on vacation last week and I have been super busy with stuff!

Opus I chatted with briefly and I was hoping to play with him but he had to go and I had to get back to work.

I have been spending a lot of time with my yahoo 360 page. Just the mention of admiring a man's cock and I got slammed with well endowed men and yes they have their picture on their profile. So when they leave a comment on my page, you really can't miss IT!! Talk about "ouch" when you see it. Hot damn! If that was in me, I would not be able to walk for a pretty long time..LOL

How can anyone not want and give oral?

Rosie and I were baffled at Wendy's comment. She does not give oral, that is NO. And she squirms at the thought of a man eating her out. So? You just do straight FUCKING? No foreplay? She did not reveal if she lets a man finger her.

There are some women out there that either don't want to give oral or receive it. But BOTH? Very very odd....

Let the "countdown" begin!

Can't wait to CUM..I mean can't for it to be here! "wink"

Giving oral is like a massage

Massage = "Massage is a scientific method of manipulating the soft tissues of the body to have specific effect. Its objective is the restoration of function, release of tension and the re-establishment of the contours where this is desirable."

We use our fingers, hand, mouth, toy and tongue to stimulate a every part of the body that can be very sen-xual!

Just me and my Ipod

Everything around me is blocked out
Only sound blaring in my ears..is my music
Cars past by but I am aware to watch out for them
There is a bounce in my stride
Every now and then, my hips sway
My ponytail bobs up and down
Side to side

Being so focused on the rhythm of the music
I hear a car's horn honking
Not even looking to see who it is
I keep walking
Suddenly..I hear a car horn
This guy in the car is waiting for the signal to turn green
I look up and he is smiling and waving at me
I barely smile and have no idea who he is
Shaking my head I think to myself "weirdo"
And just keep walking
My Ipod and I

Happy St Patrick's Day

Make sure to wear some thing GREEN....

Yes..I have sex in the brain

You have to love this pic!

Scarlett is going to be one busy lady. I'm going to meet Miles for our rendezvous. Not sure when, not anytime soon. Oh and a possible hook-up with another. Heehee

My friend Opus has a rendezvous in the wings with a special lady. I'm cheering him on and hope this happens for him....

When men master-bate

What is it that inspires a man to masturbate?
Does he play in his mind, hot sex with someone?
Or was there a picture of a woman giving a man a bj?
Maybe a scene from a porn video?

As he wraps his hand around his cock
Does he picture a hottie licking and sucking it?
Using his thumb as he rubs the head, imagining it is her tongue
He tightens the grip a bit more
Does he imagine it is her tight little pussy wrapped around it, nice and snug?

So what is it that gets men to CUM when he takes matters in his own hands??

Science Guy my newest friend

There is this guy, “Science Guy” that I have been conversing with for awhile now. I just have been busy and haven’t had a chance to mention him. We have met me in person and had coffee most of the time. But he is quite the flirt. For me I didn’t find an attraction but a friend. Yea yea I know men hate hearing this but I know he wanted to be intimate. Just maybe if I am desperately in need for sex than he can be my GO TO GUY? PINCH HITTER?

He was instant messaging me last night and he started typing some weird symbols. At first I thought he was drunk but it was his cat! Seems that she wanted to be petted and she was in front of his face trying to get attention. He typed back “damn cat!” I responded back “kitty just wants attention”. I pause and realized what I typed and smiled to myself knowing what his response was. Yes, he started typing sexual things. Wishing it was me he was eating for dinner and etc. I enjoy talking with him and just hanging out. As for the sex, I just may desperate and jump him. Boy would he love that!!

He's jealous?

I mentioned "Surfer" a while back. He is someone I met through the dating service Married Secrets. We never met in person but we have kept in touch and become friends. There was a connection and we were thinking of hooking up but it just didn't happen.

I would meet someone and he didn't and vice versa. But I do admit I was jealous when he would talk about his sexcapades, all the great sex and things they did.

Now that I have met Miles he feels jealous of him. I asked him why? And he just said that he does and he can't give me an answer. I am sure Darling One and Opus are jealous as well but they are understanding and happy that I am happy.

Right now, "Surfer" and his lover are taking a break. He hasn't seen her for awhile and it's frustrating to him. I know the feeling as well. It comes with the territory.

Like a scene from the "Breakfast Club"

Remember the part when they start running around the school and they are returning to the room without trying to be seen?

Well today that same scene happened at work. There is a certain co worker who is a "nosy body". I walk in the kitchen to put some thing in the fridge and she was sitting at the table with others. I was heading off for a workout, so I changed first. As I was going to the elevator I hear voice. I see my cubie neighbor Angie walking towards me. I mouth "who is there". She mouths back "nosy body" is talking to someone and is near the elevators. We both start running and giggling like frightened children hoping she doesn't see us. Angie goes to the direction of the bathroom and I am running to the freight elevator.

I press the button and I am like "hurry hurry, looking over my shoulder". Finally the elevator opens up and I immediately press the close button. Letting out a sigh of relief!

Oh oh what a feeling

Let's get lost
You need to pick up the pace
Cause baby I have waited so long
For this moment

Yea lick it right there, with your tongue
With just the tip
Flick it against my clit
Slow gentle licks
Then short quick licks
Under and around it
Feeling it get hard and wet
As your tongue is underneath it
Take it in your mouth and do quick sucks

Move your tongue down
Again with the tip
Lick up and down the labia
Soft and slow making it nice and wet
Once the lips become swollen
With your tongue flat
You start from the bottom of the lips
And work your way up
Spreading the lips open with your tongue
Put pressure right in the middle
Her pussy reacts to it as she starts dripping wet

Lick down to my awaiting pussy
With a finger you tease it
As you lick the lips with your head tilted to the side
Flicking your tongue
Removing the finger you stick your tongue in
Flicking it in and out
Going deeper and deeper
With your upper lip
Rubbing against the lips
And your tongue fucking her pussy
You start sucking

Oh baby!
The feeling is getting much much stronger
I don't think I can hold on to this feeling much longer
Must I give in to this wave of ecstasy?
My sweet lover what you are doing makes the pussy grow fonder..

Feel as if I training for the sex olympics

My poor body is sore in places I never I can be sore! No, it is not due to all the sex I have been having. Sheeesh..I WISH.

I am trying to get into shape. Running, going to the gym and kick boxing. Yes, Scarlett is going to be one lean, sexy machine.

All this to prepare myself for my next sexual encounter with Miles. Speaking of him. I got an e-mail and he feels guilty about not giving me much attention. I told him not to worry. Every now and then I would send him stories of erotica and it seems to put him in a mood every time he reads them. He loves to read them before he goes to sleep.

Take me

Do as you wish
Touch and caress me with gentleness
Kiss me with passion
Hold me close never letting go
Talk to me in your sexy voice
Look me in the eyes with such tenderness
Eat me out with such hunger
Make love to me with your burning desire
For this moment..let's make the most of it

Need to get back to the gym

My tryst with Miles made me realize that I have to go back to working out. Yes, Scarlett had no stamina! I had "some" energy but we had to take tiny breaks in between. He was understanding but I felt kind of bad.

The sex was great and it well get better through time. Right now we just have to wait and be patient, until that next time.

One thing for sure, that hotel room will be very HOT! What with our body heat and all that passionate desire between us.

A woman's personal sex slave

What is a guy to do?
To have not one but TWO women
Confide and depend on you
To fulfill their sexual desire

E-mails are exchanged
And an erotic scenario of passion begins
Building up intensity and ending it with a climatic ORGASM!

It's not just e-mails but phone sex as well
He sets the mood and she takes the bait
He listens as she gets off
Hearing her soft moans as she plays with herself

Which gets him into the mood as well
He strokes to her moans and screams
Sending him to climax
Making her even more excited and she experiences orgasmic ecstasy

Once they (the two women) get there sexual thrill
He doesn't hear from them until they are in the mood again
Tossed aside like yesterday's news

It's just SEX for them
There is no strong emotion, connection with the two women
He complains about NOT being sexually satisfied both emotionally and physically
He is the one to blame for letting women take advantage of him