No masturbating..well that only lasted two days

LOL..Yea yea Percy you knew it wouldn't last! =0)

No sex..No masturbating!

I've decided to give up on "playing" with myself until I have sex. It's been awhile since I have gotten laid and it looks like I am having a bit of a dry spell. No such luck in finding a "lover".

Let's so how long I can keep from masturbating..wish me luck!

Which do you prefer..facing you or away?

When it cums to her riding....

Face to face
Easy to kiss. Fondle and suck her breasts, cupped in each hand. Seeing the passion and desire in her eyes as she bites her lower lip with every pounding and thrust inside her. She does circular motions with her hip, feeling every inch of your erect rock of a cock. Looking down and she leans back just a little for you to thumb her clit. You watch her go up and down on your cock in such awe and amazement. Hearing her wetness and feeling it as well. Her ass banging against your balls. Those beautiful breasts bouncing as you hold her hips steady in place, as you thrust and fuck her deeper and hard. Her screams of "fuck me baby..yes yes..fuck my wet pussy..harder oh yea fuck me baby!" Her wet juices dripping warmly down your cock.

Behind
She climbs on top, slides down slowly. Watching as her sweet pussy covers most of your cock. Feeling her snug and tight. Watching as your cock opens up her pussy. Leaning a forward, you see that sweet ass of hers and her a-hole. You can help but slap and squeeze her cheeks. Thumbing her hole as she is riding you in a back and forth motion. Sitting up and leans back and starts rubbing her clit as you are pounding her in an upward motion. Her breasts are bouncing and her pussy is dripping wet. She can't control the feeling in her pussy and she lets out a moan and soft scream. Oh god yes fuck me! Yes yes! HARDER! Quicker! As her voice echoing in the room and you do as your told.

Either position works..

Right on "Q"

Only 20 minutes until my lunch break and he signs on messenger. I say "hi" and we just jump into sex chat. He said he misses me and wishes that I was there sitting on his desk. Us kissing..He starts painting an erotic scenario. Of course I chime in and he gets all excited. We exchange sexual words, which make me tingle, smile and good inside. And yes, I am not touching myself. It can get real real HOT! After our brief "sex" as he and I put it. We both seem to be "sexually" satisfied. It's the feeling you get after having great sex but not actually doing the initial deed. Tough to understand huh? Pretty amazing for two people who have not meet in person but having known each other for 3 years.

But it isn't just sex talk between us, we do discuss personal stuff and sexual frustrations and needs. We have this connection and bond. I'm not sure how long it will lasts....

You Are In My Thoughts..

This was expected and only time will tell
And when it finally HAPPENS
You are engulfed with mixed emotions
Do you cry? A numbness takes over
You are not in the right state of mind
The waiting is over and you are left empty
Your friends and family are there to comfort you
But you must be strong for them and yourself

Now comes the healing
Preparations and people giving their sympathies and condolences
A part of you tries to smile but when no one is looking
Sadness and emptiness is felt
Regrets of the bad times or words that were exchanged from the past surface
And you wished that you could tell him "I'm sorry"

Keep his spirit alive
Talk, reminisces, smile and laugh
He will forever live on in your heart
Keep his memory alive with the happy and sad times
He will be looking down from the heavens watching over you

At times, I would lay on the bed before I go to sleep. Staring up at the ceiling, I'm thinking of you. Hoping that you are okay and then I hug the pillow close to my chest. Closing my eyes I imagine hugging you..

I am your child.
Wherever you go, you take me, too.
Whatever I know, I learn from you.
Whatever I do, you taught me to do.
I am your child.
And I am your chance.
Whatever will come, will come from me.
Tomorrow is won, by winning me.
Whatever I am, you taught me to be.
I am your hope,
I am your chance,
I am your child.
Lyrics from "I am your Child" by Barry Manilow

Cybering..without touching yourself

It is possible to feel something without necessarily playing with yourself. The right words and setting up the perfect scenario. It's like playing tag or trying to out do the other. Words can be so strong and as the words are typed, you can also feel the intensity and energy that two people can ignite. As the words appear on the screen and are read. The effect that it has on our mind and body can be tremendous. It's like reading trashy novels or erotica stories. Those who can lure someone's sexual desire have such a strong imagination and the effect it can hold.

Men seem to get hard or have a problem sitting correctly. For me, my vagina muscles tense up and they contract. It's amazing how hot and sexy my chat with certain men can get. AMAZING!

Playful mood at the office

Our paths cross. "J" asks me where does one of the guys at my department sits. I told him, next floor up, same area where my desk is at. He wanders off. My cubicle neighbor tells me that she ran into him and he asked her the same question. We both looked at each other puzzled. I'm walking to the restroom and I run into "J". He is reading a list and I said "your shirt is sticking out" as he is walking behind me, he starts messing with me. I am walking and saying "I said no and I mean no". He then says "oh come on, you do it better than the others" as he is tucking his shirt in. We run into a secretary and she has this grin on her face. But she knows "J" was being funny.

I run into the guy "J" was looking for and he looked a bit upset. I am like what's up? He said I have been sitting in "J"'s office and he said to meet there. I'm like "I ran into him awhile ago and he was heading to his office".

Later in the afternoon, I run into "J" again. He's like "we have to stop meeting like this, people will talk and you know you can't resist me." I had a quick response, "oh most definitely, I can't go through the day without being in your presence, you are a breath of sunshine in this dreary day, so I must kneel before you, oh wise one!" He starts laughing and knows I am messing with him.

It's nice to have that sense of humor, making the day go by quickly..

Record breaking heat

All day today, I was in my bra and panties. It wasn't easy to cool off. Top things off, I had to do laundry.

Kept myself cool with glasses of ice water. The cube felt nice against my perspiring skin. As I was folding the laundry I notice some rug burns. No..I did not have hot kinky sex on the carpet. Ok that brings back memories of myself and one of my lovers fucking like wild animals. Back to reality....

I was doing some spring cleaning around the house and I must have rubbed my legs on the carpet when I was on my knees. Yes, I do like being on my knees every now and then. LOL And with the hot weather, the mosquitoes seem to have a picnic with my warm blooded legs. Damn them!

What else happened? I did some chatting on messenger. The little green-eyed monster inside of me surfaced and showed itself. Yes, jealousy took over. Long story....it's almost time for me to go to bed. Not sure if I will be able to sleep in this heat. G'night everyone!

In the company of men

My muse is not just one man but a group of them. Each one unique in their own way that inspires me. Brings out my sexual and sensual inhibitions.

I am not sure if I mentioned about my 360 blog. Over 15,000 views. I have a nice group of "friends" a total of 60 (mostly men and maybe 1 or 2 women). Everyday I have an average of 10 comments on my page from avid fans and new ones. A few I have actually chatted with on messenger. Others I trade sexual e-mails with. Would I meet them in person? At the moment..no.

Men come and go. They have played a part in my life. I've grown in a sense. I know what I want and go for it, if necessary. There is so much going on right now.

So far no sex. Whenever the opportunity of sex should happen, I take what I can get. But honestly, I do not see myself with a steady lover. They seem to disappear.

A friend asked me if I have ever cheated. Without any hesitation, I said no. With the love affairs that I have had. It takes me a moment to realize "wow, did I really cheat?" The thought of my affairs never come to mind.

When I think of sex, that is a different story. I reminisce in my mind about the sexy hot fucking! It never fails to put a smile on my face at the thought of it.

Me? Unique?

I was exchanging chat with a new friend "CT". Great guy. His divorce became final and he met this great lady. He lives in Texas. He was full of questions and I know one being that I am married and looking. Honestly I am not looking at the moment, I am on hiatus or "to be announced".

He asked me "are you just waiting to meet someone and just let it happen?" My response back was, sex is sex. That is what is important. I get what I can get. And when it happens it will happen. After that, we go our separate ways. Meet up again or have sex with someone else. It's like a day at the "office" so to speak. No worries and life goes on.

Then he types "you know what, you are unique woman". Why do you say that, I asked? Well, you think like a man. LOL Funny, I have been told when I write my erotica stories, I sometimes think like what a man thinks. Is this a good or bad thing??

A familiar face

My friend and I went for a coffee run. She was talking to a bunch of people that she knew who worked there. I was waiting for the order as she was mingling. The place was crowded and I was checking out the area. With my love affairs and men that I have met from the internet. What were my chances that I would see one of them while I was with a friend? I wondered what would happen if I ran into one of them when I was with my husband.

Well I saw "Science Guy". He and I chat every now and then. And we have met for coffee twice. No sex though. Yes, he wants to eat me out, roll me on my tummy and fuck me hard doggie style. Any who, he was sitting there working on his laptop and he had his phone headset on. He didn't look up and I looked over at him, hoping he would look my way. There were a bunch of hot young women that walked over to where he was and finally! He glanced over and saw me. We exchanged smiles but that was it.

My friend started talking to me and we got our order. I got a strange feeling he was looking at my ass. When I got home, I got an email from him. Great seeing you and by the way..you have a nice tight ass there! Let me count the many things I want to do to it....