Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Smooth operator he is

I was on another alias on yahoo messenger. I get a message from...The Artist. I recognize the id name and said "holy shit!" Guess what his opening line was? "Let me introduce myself." Yea buddy, you are full of crap. I replied "Sorry, on the phone."

He then sent me an email, the same kind he sent to my Scarlett one. Can't believe he recycles his emails. LOL I signed back on messenger and got an invitation to add him, I denied it. Then I get another email from him saying "I guess I am not the type you are looking for so I'm just going to erase your information."

I thought about stringing him along and messing with him but he isn't worth my time.

Monday, February 26, 2007

What are unzipping or zipping?

Opus and I were talking on the phone. As I had him on my head set, I was looking for something and putting on my make-up. I have a purse that has zippers. So, I am unzipping and zipping. He either has good ear or my zippers are awfully loud.

We are having a conversation and he hears the sound. Suddenly he says "what are zipping over there?" I playfully said "I am unzipping your pants and you are unzipping mine". He then replies "you are very very bad Scarlett you know that." Oh yea, how bad am I? What you going to do, spank me? His laugh was so sexy, it just makes me melt.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Sex club



There is this guy I have occasionally been exchanging instant messaging with. We are just chat friends. Both aren't interesting in meeting and hooking up. He's 30 years old and single. Prefers older women. He went with this woman to The Power Exchange. She has a boyfriend and he's not interested in going there and she has always wanted to.

It's a place for heterosexuals, bi-sexuals and homosexuals to explore their sexual side. They were sitting on a couch with another couple. She started giving him a blow job. People were watching. Of course they both had their clothes on. She then lifted up her skirt, moved her thong to the side and rode him. Then he went behind her and did her doggie. Still wearing clothes and people walking by and looking. He said she came 3 times. There are private rooms as well.

I am aware of this place and know a few friends who have heard of it and know people who have gone. I mentioned it to Mr PR and said he would would like to go and watch. Not sure about participating or having people watch him having sex. But if I decide I wanted to check it out, he would be happy to accompany me and make sure that I am safe. What a sweetheart huh?

Birthday wishes to Percy


Happy Birthday to you!!! Hope you have a wonderful time and enjoy.

Friday, February 23, 2007

It's Friday and I'm in a goofy mood

Okay so I'm sitting at my desk working on the computer. Suddenly, I stop and put both my hands on my breasts. Yes, making sure that they are still there and secure in my bra. LOL

Thank goodness no one walked by and I'm located in a pretty secluded area. I was bombarded with instant messaging this morning. First Opus and his horniness. I wasn't helping him much because I was answering work emails. Then I had Marathon Runner and later Darling One. Wow a foursome!

I'm in a flirty and playful mood. Singing in my cubicle. The weather is beautiful outside and it's FRIDAY!!!!!!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Why does it have to be this way?

You’re so far away
The ones with a strong connection and attraction
Why do they have to be so far away

I long to reach for you
Hold you
You are up to know good
With your playful ways
Enticing me with thoughts of passionate kisses
Sensual touches
Mind blowing sex

If only we could work something out
With the distance between us
It doesn’t help to know, that you’re so far away

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Just for your eyes only

Okay, Sheena Easton's voice comes in my head singing the theme song from a James Bond movie. This was on the subject line of an email that I received. The message read "this is what you do to me." It was 2 pictures of a certain someone from the waist down. A very hard throbbing erect cock and the other was him rubbing it. This is a total different side of him. I really didn't expect it and he comes of as being shy but not this time.

I really didn't help much with my words of us having sex which got him aroused and hard. Both of us wanting each other badly.

He got daring and so did I. He gave me a little show on his web cam and we were on messenger. I requested that he cum for me and he said he would. Oh my! He was so hard and came a lot. I had to be super careful and hid it real well making sure no one came up behind me. Yes, I was at work. I told him I shouldn't but he wanted so bad to show me. I told him to think of the time that he was inside me. Wrapped tightly around it. All I can say was "wow!"

The attraction and sexual desire we have is getting so intense. We plan to meet and besides clothes flying, sparks will ignite.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Can't fight this feeling

Man he has such a sexy voice that just gets me all wet and my panty is soaked. And we aren't even doing phone sex! It's a normal conversation. The man can just say Hi and I can just climax to an orgasm.

Yes, I am horny. Whom am I referring to...Opus. The man has a lovely voice. Soothing and just totally makes me melt. I am sure he is going to read this post and have a huge grin.

Glad I got that observation off my chest. =0)

End of chapter with The Artist

Well, we both decided to not pursue each other anymore. There is just some thing about this guy that makes me hesitant. Best advice to myself is "go with your gut feeling and if it doesn't feel right, don't do it." So that is what I am going with.

This guy to me sounds like b.s.. He talks the talk, smooth operator but then he gets all weird with me and I have no intentions of dealing with it.

NEXT!

Monday, February 19, 2007

Hot movie sex scenes..My personal favs

1. "Unfaithful" Diane Lane and Olivier Martinez. Sex in places like a movie theater, a coffee shop restroom, and my personal favorite scene,the hallway of his apartment. He turns her around and he is behind her. He unzips her jeans and does her doggie style, while she is holding the railing.

2. "The Roman Springs Of Mrs. Stone" Helen Mirren and Olivier Martinez (yes him again) in a convertible on the road. He puts his hand under her skirt, fingering her. She feels a bit nervous and awkward telling him what if someone see him. He doesn't care. He unzips his pants and he spreads her legs and starts thrusting hard and she holds on for dear life.

3. "Body Heat" Kathleen Turner and John Hurt. That famous scene where he breaks down the window to get to her and then they make passionate sex.

Do you have a favorite movie sex scene?

Here's how my weekend came and went

The Artist and I were suppose to meet, but he got a late start and we weren't able to meet. I was meeting a good friend who just got back from his trip. Don't worry it isn't wasn't a sexual meeting. I knew him way before I got married and yes my husband knows of him. Not sure when we are planning to meet up.

Then I had to go to a my friend's son's birthday party. It was at Chuckie Cheese. Oh joy, 15 kids of all ages. I was tying this girl's shoe lace, squatting down. This little boy comes from behind me and gives me a big hug. I nearly lost my balance. He wouldn't let go and he gave me a kiss on the cheek. Awww

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Show me yours and I will show you mine

Rosie was talking about buying new bras. I prefer bras by Victoria Secrets. But there is a particular one that she wants. She wanted it like the one she was wearing and she showed me. The bra she wore is not from VS. It looked like the one I was wearing. I looked around to make sure no one was looking and I came up close to her and showed her it. She's like "nice" oh you have a cute little flower in the middle. We both started laughing.

If you are wondering, it's the Angel collection in black and yes I wore matching panty.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy Valentine's Day

WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE LOVER??



Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Topics of the day "sex" and "man's genitals"

Wendy, Rosie and I went on a Starbuck's run. Wendy wanted a "C"aramel, "A"pple, "C"ider. In short CAC. She told me to tell Rosie what she wanted but she said it, it came out as "cock." Rosie heard this and she is wtf? I started laughing and told Rosie I questioned it too. Finally we realized it was a caramel apple cider.

It didn't stop there. We were having lunch. And we started talking about the cupcakes that we saw at the counter in Starbucks. The vanilla one caught Wendy's eye and the chocolate caught mine. Suddenly she starts saying "I know what I want drizzled in chocolate and would like to just lick it off, first one ball and then the other." Rosie and I had this odd look.

Yes, Wendy is in heat. She's 5 months pregnant, single and the father of her baby is not in the picture. Craving sex. Getting aroused by the thought of a man's cock or balls. She continues on and says that the balls have to be smooth and shaved. Rosie is like "you prefer men with hairy balls." Wendy replies back "yea but in a situation like this, he has to be clean shaven or it will get all sticky and messy." There were these two guys behind listening to what we were talking about.

I couldn't stop laughing and smiling. Then Wendy notices that this guy kept glancing at me and let's me know. I got all flushed and started blushing.

Me and my pillow



I lay on the couch
In boxer shorts and a t-shirt
Look nice in comfy
I'm watching television
Hugging the pillow
Feeling it's softness against my face
My eyes are closed and I mind drifts

How nice if this pillow was a man
Feeling his arms around me
Smelling his scent
His soft kisses on my head
The touch of his hand running through my hair
Listening to his heart beating
Me giving soft kisses on his chest

I feel all warm and toasty through my body
And I hug the pillow tighter against my breasts

Games men play

The Artist and I were all set to meet, yes for sex. Now he's got second thoughts. Meaning he thinks I brushing him off and I am not interested. We decided to just talk and see where it goes. Well we started getting hot and heavy with the sex talk and now we are on to see each other. He points out that when he sees me on messenger. He notices that I am not idle. Which means I am chatting with other men. He is like "you may be into having multiple partners but I want a long term relationship." Well first off, dude is on messenger when I am in "invisible" mode. Who the is chatting with and how come he hasn't be idle. I didn't want to say this to him because it's too high school.

And then..this morning he is feeling guilty. I told him that we should just not meet this weekend and to cancel the reservation for the hotel. I have not heard a response from him every since and he hasn't signed on messenger.

This guy is giving me a headache. Opus and Darling One said to forget about him. He is being possessive and playing games. Move on baby!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Interesting line from a movie

Sex is a release. We must let go of our fears. Touch our soul. The genitals are the door to the soul. My pussy is the door to my soul.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Meet all kinds on instant messenger

Here's my experience when I am on messenger. Most of the time the messages I get are from those who are not on my buddy list. Men who browse the directory or they have seen my yahoo 360 page.

Their greetings:
- So you have a nice picture of your breasts what else you got? Answer: "I have an ignore button, buh bye!"
- "Can I eat your pussy?" "Do you like big cocks?" "Are you wet?" Answer: You can have my friend's cat. I really don't like roosters. No it's not raining.
- Are you horny? Answer: "Well hello to you too."
- They type "Hi" and I respond back hello. 5, 10, 20 minutes go by. I close the box and 2 hours later, they say Hi again. Again I say Hi back and wait, wait. Solution: IGNORE

Conversations:
- This annoys me. When a guy keeps typing "lol". Once or twice is okay. But every sentence? Are we in high school? Is everything I type funny?
- Trying to get me aroused or wet. Saying sexual things or innuendos. It's got to come naturally but some of these men try too hard and it bores me. At times I play along and just fake it.

Friday, February 09, 2007

The things we do to look sexy

Rosie and I were having this discussion. This weekend we are both going to this fancy party. Which means we have to look drop dead gorgeous.

The dress
Tight, sexy and shows some cleavage.

The shoes
"Come fuck me shoes". They look sexy but may get some getting used to with heels. Feet will go through some pain through the night with the standing and dancing but as long as we look hot, that is all that matters. LOL

The hair
Has to be perfect and in true form. The curling, hairspray and gel. Need to last through the night.

The makeup
For me, I go subtle and natural.

The nails
Nicely manicured.

Under the dress..besides me
Thigh high stockings, thong and strapless bra.

Big rain storm expected, it will be a wet weekend. It will be an interesting evening.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Just relaxing and getting comfortable

Last night, I had a chat with my latest, "Tex." He's a soldier serving in Iraq, broke up with his girlfriend 6 months ago. We have been keeping each other company for a couple of months. Every time he sends me a message during the day, which is night for him, our scheduling is a bit off. I am usually busy. Then when I get home, I rarely am on messenger.

Last night was a rare moment. We chatted for a long time. I had the laptop on the couch, so I was able to get comfortable lying on my side. What was I wearing? Shorts and a t-shirt. I felt so relax with us exchanging conversation.

I told him about my sex life. My bad experience with JC. He saw a picture of me and said he doesn't understand why he acted like a dick. He tells me that I pretty cool, easy to talk, great personality and full of passion. This guy also has a sense of humor, just like mine. I even got to see how he looks. He's good looking. Really nice smile.

I was thinking about finding a soldier like a pen pal or internet friend. He's like how are you going to go about doing that? I said I don't know. I never really pursued it. He's like would you settle for me? I guess you will do. He's like "I'll do??" LOL I was messing with him as usual.

Once he finishes his duties he is returning back to Texas, hence the name Tex.

Lunch with my amigas

We decided to get sandwiches. I walk up and the guy preparing my sandwich asked what I wanted. He kept calling me "ma'am" and we had a brief conversation. Then it was Rosie's turn. I went to grab a table. Wendy was getting her order taken care of by someone else. We sit there and Rosies joins us.

She is like "oh my god, I just got hit on." I'm like he is a flirty one isn't he. She said that he asked about her tongue ring and he was thinking of getting on himself. Some how the subject of her being divorce came up and then he's like "you single?" Well maybe we can go out on a date. Not sure what she told.

Okay, so we are having a conversation and eating. Wendy notices this guy sitting a couple of booths away. He is by himself. Nice looking, cute and tall. He was totally into his lunch not looking up. Wendy is checking out his hands and every aspect about him, suddenly he looks up. She is getting all horny and saying what she would do to him. I am looking at him as well and don't care if he sees me looking. Rosie of course can't see him cause he is behind her. To get a look at him, she got up to get a bag for her leftovers and she saw him. She mouths off "oh my god!" Yep, he is definitely Rosie's type.

He was wearing a university sweatshirt and it dawned on Wendy and I that he is young. Wendy's like he could be 19 or 20. If this is the case, I am old enough to be his mother. LOL

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

For the record

"The Newlywed" wants me. LOL He sends me an instant message to let me know this. Of course I have this shock look on my face and I just had to smile. I reply back, why? He starts telling me that I am cute, attractive, very sexual and that we both are looking for the same thing.

This guy is pretty open and he openly tells me that he has a high sex drive. And that he has to come at least 7 or 8 times a day. Whether it's by sex or by masturbating. I'm like wow!

I am not really sure where I want this to go. So much has been going on with me and I haven't had a moment to post what has been on my mind. Okay..that is a scary thought. LOL

Weather is awful

The clouds look dark and gloomy. It makes you sleepy. The kind where you just want to snuggle in bed and hide under the covers. If I am playful, I have my butt up in the air. LOL

Thank goodness I have my clock radio to entertain me. Dancing in her chair

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

He just got married and he's cheating

"The Newlywed" is someone I have known for awhile but haven't really posted about him. When I first met him, he was engaged. This was like last summer. Well he got married. But during his engagement he slept with a few women. He's got a pretty active sex drive. Oh and he's young. He is a cutie. Lives way up north from me. Although he visits my area every now and then.

How did he find me? Through yahoo 360. It's kind of like myspace where you have a buddy list and people search for you through the directory.

Yes, he is looking for a special lady friend. He said he met 2 but they are far away. One is in Nevada and the other is in southern California. He hasn't met them in person yet. I told him, well good then you aren't interested in me. His immediate answer was "yes I am interested in you!"
I am like why? He's says I am cute and very attractive. I'm like don't forget OLD too. He's like "hush, you are not!"

We'll see with this one. I enjoy chatting with him.

Things are getting pretty hot

Marathon Runner and I have been chatting lately and it's starting to heat up. This guy wants me so badly he wants to meet at the end of this month but we arranged to meet next month.

He can't wait to kiss me, touch me and bury his face between my legs. This guy is not afraid to show his sexual side. Telling me what he likes done to him. When I am sucking him off, he wants me to finger his a-hole. Even lick it. First off, I have never done this.

Then he gets turned on when his nipples are licked and sucked on. Now this peeks my curiosity. He said just imagine having a man lick and suck your nipple, do exactly that on me. This I want to try.

He wants to eat me out for hours. Okay, that sounds like a plan but I said he will need some attention as well.

He knows how to arouse me

It doesn't take him that long to get me excited and wet. I have no idea how he does but he just does. Who is it I am rambling on about..Darling One.

He asked me the basic questions, how are you doing? I tell him about what I will be wearing to a party this weekend. It's pretty dressy. I will be wearing this dress with heels and garter belt. Of course this gets him hard with a bulge in his pants. His pants suddenly got tight. For pay back he tells me his thought of us on the dance floor. Him standing close to me, rubbing from behind me. Me feeling him get hard. He reaches under my dress and notices, I am not wearing a panty!

We walk to a private and area. He goes behind me and starts doing me doggie style. Him banging away and me moaning like crazy. My juices dripping on his cock as I cum.

My vagina muscles started contracting as I read this and my body was reacting to what he typed. I suddenly started to feel a bit warm and flustered. Oh my!

Monday, February 05, 2007

Organizing my underwear drawer

Yes, I neatly fold my panties and bras. I have a few bras that have matching panties, I put those together. Like for example my famous red bra and its thong. I have this purple bra and thong. Then there is this other red bra and panty. I made a row of only black bras and another row of only white ones. Same goes for my panties, they are separated by color. All neatly folded and in its own row.

To my surprise I had a lot of thongs! I rarely wear them but now that I have that many, I might start.

Girl on a mission

Rosie has this crush on a temp at work. It's a HE. She's like "have you seen him..have you seen him?" Seems that everyone in my department saw him but me. I had a doctor's appointment so I missed the introduction. From what I have been told he is tall, cute and gorgeous. Rosie and I are arguing at her desk. She: Will you go see him? Me: Can you hold on, I need to take care of something? She: Just walk by his office. Me: Won't it look obvious? You want me to zoom by and glance. She: Yes.

I had the chance to pass by his office. Of course I was holding files to make it look like I am delivering them to someone. If he sees me looking at him I can just say "are you so and so?" Oh, I am sorry wrong office. Yes, I am so bad. But I did get a look at him. Eh, he is okay.

Here's my list..

Okay, I got this from Speakin and Cheri. I decided to fill out the list as well. Now you know a little more about me. =0)

1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2007?
YES!!!

2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE?
In a car with people walking by or going into their car. Does that count?

3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? IF SO WHY?
Yes, in a playful way.

4. EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO WHY?
Well does cries of pleasure count?

5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX?
Yes, I finally got cuddled.

6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE?
No

7. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM?
During sex, no. Cyber and phone, yes.

8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP?
Sometimes, depends on my partner.

9. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX?
Yes

10. EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
No.

11. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND?
Yes.

12. EVER HAVE A THREESOME?
No

13. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX?
No, only when I am masturbating.

14. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX?
Yes.

15. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE?
No, not that I know of.

16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE?
Getting caught by a cop.

17. HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY?
I was a late bloomer.

18. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW?
Anyone who has a pulse. LOL

19. DO YOU THINK THAT NUMBER 18 IS POSSIBLE?
Anything is possible.

20. ARE YOU HORNY NOW?
No I don’t have horns. Ooooh, YES.

21. HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS?
Next..question please.

22. DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR?
It's ok.

23. DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO?
No.

24. EVER HAVE SEX WITH A RELATIVE/FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
No

25. EVER BEEN WITH A CHEATER?
Yes

26. TOYS, GOOD OR BAD?
GOOD!

27. LINGERIE?
I have a few of them but I prefer to be without.

28. EVER SLEEP WITH A CO-WORKER?
No

WHERE HAVE YOU HAD SEX
( )park
( )church
( )cemetery
( )beach, never again, the sand goes EVERYWHERE...well maybe I could be convinced..
()boat
( )school
( )parent's bed
(X)your bed
(X)car
( )picnic table
( )kitchen counter
(X)couch/chair
(X)dining room/kitchen table
( )woods (open and/or in a tent)
()hood of a car
( )bathroom
(X)shower
(X)the other person's bed
()porch/deck/balcony
( )in a house with parents home
( )at a party
( )on top of the washer/dryer
( )with other people in the room
(X)hotel
( )concert
( )grandparent's house
( )field
( )bleachers

Sunday, February 04, 2007

He has no idea

I feel relax and open with him. Honest and upfront. He is the same with me as well. There is a great communication between us. Is there a BUT coming? LOL

He has been there when I need a shoulder to cry on. Listening to my frustration, venting and ranting. He makes me laugh and cry after laughing so hard. He scolds me and says "do you talk as fast as you type?" Well..he got the chance to hear me talk.

Now this is what I find attractive about him. Besides his personality, sense of humor and his passion for sex. It's his voice. Very sexy. Hearing his tone change as he talks. Even his laugh is sexy. It puts a smile on my face and my attitude perks up. As I am typing this, I wonder how phone sex with be? I'm sure it would be mind blowing good and even better..if we were to have sex in person. Hmmm nice thought.

Cheating talk with Mr PR

I am just a bit surprised on how our conversation has developed. Lately he has been attentive. Leaving an off line message when he will be on messenger, if he is going to be busy or out of town. I know what he is up to and what he wants..ME. I'm starting to want him as well.

We start chatting. Doing a little sex talk here and there. He said that sex with his spouse is great. I asked him then, why cheat? He said it's the excitement, newness and different senses.

This is what else he had to say:
It's like trying out a new restaurant. There are so many dishes to try. You get a taste of it for the first time and you like it, so you go back for more. Then when you get tired of it, you want some thing different. Just having samples.

You may become addictive and I may not and that frightens you. My fear is your fear, He's scared I will like him and it will become like "fatal attraction." He says he can handle rejection. He is used to it. He's too old to worry about things like this. Someone may be hot, or cute, or attractive. . .but sexy is an in person thing, move, talk, walk, eat, drink, laugh.

Possible lover(s)???

I've mentioned The Artist, Mr PR and Marathon Runner (formerly known as So Cal Guy).

The Artist
I haven't known him that long but this guy knows how to push my buttons and totally get me aroused. And damn he has real nice cock. Oops did I say that out loud? LOL We were suppose to meet but I got sick and didn't have enough energy for foreplay or even sex with him. We are trying to reschedule.

Mr PR
He is just waiting. I am surprised he hasn't given up on me but he thinks we will have fun and he is probably right. Every since he told me that he wanted to eat me out for lunch on his desk, I have been having dreams about that. He told me that I hold the cards and it's up to me to make that happen.

Marathon Runner
This one is so horny and so sexually adventurous. There are so many things that he wants me to do to him, that I have never done to a man but willing to give it a try. And things he want to do to me. We plan to meet next month.

I start to smile and grin when I hear the men say "I want you." Why? Because it reminds of my blog title. My motive is to have men want me. Guess it's working.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

NSA "Numerous sexual activities"

Leave it to me to give a whole new meaning to those 3 letters. They don't just stand for "no strings attached"...wink

I sit here in my panty and my legs stretched out on a chair, thinking about the lovers I have been with. Evaluating the activities of sex that I've experienced.

Your lover has to fulfill your every needs and desires. Say the right things. Do the right things. With a few surprises in between. You see the passion and desire in their eyes. Hear the sounds of satisfaction when they cry or moan out. Sense it in their body language and touches. Feel it in their kisses. Pushing you close or angling themselves when something feels good and right. Talking dirty to you and telling you what they want. Sharing a laugh or two in a playful way. It's an indescribable and pleasurable feeling. Leaving you breathless.

A friend said she had awesome sex that right after she came, she wanted to smoke a cigarette.

When I experience great sex. I have a glow. My eyes have this twinkle in them. I'm smiling and happy. Come on ladies? Doesn't our hair look great after getting fucked? And my pheromones are in full force. Men can sense it immediately.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Today is the day that I need a...hug


I need a friend. Some one that I can cry on their shoulder. A person understands my frustrations and feels what I feel. A private friend, who I can share my secrets and thoughts.

It's been a rough day. I'm getting over the flu. I have "the artist" who is anxious to meet and have sex. Am I rushing this? Honestly, yes I am. I really have to sit back and look at the big picture. What do I really want?

Do I give up on finding a lover? Not let it interfere with my work and personal life. I feel so burned out. My energy is drained and believe it or not..I haven't thought about sex.

At times I just want to cry.

He is so yummy

Mr Goalie that is. He is tall, dark and handsome. Of course he is being so modest and acting all bashful at the comment. I requested a "normal" picture of him. No chest or penis shot. And he sent me one with him smiling. And yes, Opus before you say one comment...he has his teeth.

He hasn't been on line much because he went away skiing and busy with work. He promised to do a little show for me this Saturday. Woo hooo!

Ok, I need to stop drooling over his picture. LOL