Heard from Mr. Health Club

I wasn't expecting an email from him but he sent me one Saturday. He had to drive a friend to Monterey. Then spent time alone there and then headed back home.

He thought of me and said that he enjoyed our phone call last Friday. Awwww

A moment to answer the responses

To my ad. This one dude is annoying me. He sent me an email, a week ago on Saturday. All last week, we go back and forth. One day goes by without me responding. He sends a message "where are you? did you get my last e-mail? have you checked your yahoo e-mails? why aren't you answering me?" I feel so sorry for his wife. Finally, very politely I told him I was in meetings and slammed with work which is true.

Some of these guys can seem so needy and they are most likely horny. Most of them are 50 or older. There are some younger, my age or a little older but none peak my interest. Wondering what peaks my interest? The words they use in their messages. How they approach and present themselves? I can tell what feels comfortable and what doesn't.

Busy day and it wasn't all work

I was so bad. There were two men that I think I mentioned in a post, "SoCal Guy" and "Mr Public Relations." Both are my chat buddies on messenger.

SoCal Guy I plan to meet one day and things are heating up. He's been after me since day one and I told him I was seeing someone, but he stayed a true friend. We first started chatting last March of this year. Although he hasn't seen a pic of me until 2 months ago, he always called me cute, sexy or gorgeous. Just because of my personality. He tells me all the things he wants to do to me. I was hesistant at first but now I kind of relaxed and played along. And he likes the change. Gets him more excited and hard. So today we both finally heard eachother's voices. First thing he said was, you have a beautiful voice. "blush"

Mr Public Relations, he lives about hour away. He had never cheated. Yes, he is married. Toys with the idea of cheating but hasn't done anything about it. Wanted to meet me badly. Has a fantasy about us in his office. Him lifting my skirt up and eating me out. Wow! He I have known the same time as SoCal Guy maybe a week later. He wanted to hear my voice so I called him briefly and he said it sounds nice and sexy. We talked about sex and this was getting him hard so he played with himself while we were on messenger. He came and then had to go to a meeting.

Then there is this new guy, "Mr Health Club". He and I started chatting last week on one of those married websites. We meet in their chat room, he doesn't have messenger at work. He works with a company that has health clubs. Oh and he and cybered as well. Damn was it good. I found out a lot about him. He was dying to hear my voice. He saw the picture of me in the red bra and judging from what I typed it was turning him on. He had to go to the bank and I said it would have to brief just to hear my voice. Well what was suppose to be quick and short lasted 35 minutes. He was walking to his car and we talked. He has had 7 affairs during his marriage. His last one lasted 2 years but she met someone and is getting married next month. He admittted that he is into sex. Craves it, wants it and desires it. Can't live without it and he even went through counseling. He apologized but I said to each its own. I told him the stuff going on at work and he is like, I want to apply? We both laughed. Yes, he loved my voice and it was just turning him on and getting him hard. All this time he was sitting in the parking lot outside his office. Listening to me, he didn't leave for the bank yet. He said I could call him anytime. Mainly for phone sex.


It was a good Friday indeed. =0)

Pimp my "clit" or "cock"??

I am sure this concept has been thought of. Well you have heard of "Pimp my ride." Why not the genitals? Have little tiny fuzzy dices and etc. They do have jewelry to spice up the "private areas." I found some interesting pictures to accomadate my post.

Sexual Innuendos

Want some meat in your taco? Sure and I'll even supply the sour cream too.

Shopping for fruits: Some men like it soft and ripe. Some women prefer firm and hard.

Shopping for curling irons. Here are our choices: turbo spring; gold n hot, helen of troy, supreme or super smooth. Sounds like names for vibrators.

Quick one

She's away from everyone
In an office at a building with no one around
Going through boxes and chatting on messenger

Words are exchanged and then suddenly
A sensation is felt she puts her thighs together
It's a contraction, just out of no where
She tries to stay still and maybe it will subside
No, it gets stronger and she just wants to let out a little scream
The muscle gets tense, as if you are holding your pee

He's like..what is wrong?
She tells him, are you alone he asks?
Yes, she replies. Play with yourself. But I have a meeting in a few minutes.
You can have a quickie. She types back "ok."
Call me, he replies. I want to hear you.
She puts on her headset and calls
Lifting up her skirt just enough for her to spread her legs.
Legs resting on the desk, leaning back on the chair.
She removes her thong and begins touching herself

Knowing exactly what to do and where to touch
She takes her finger and tastes the sweet juice
He sits there quietly listening and softly encouraging her
Her body tenses and the tone in her voice changes and he knows
She lets out a very tiny cry and she is slightly out of breath

The other line is ringing, it's a co-worker reminding her about the meeting
She tells him she has to run
Enjoy the meeting he tells her
She smiles, my mind will be elsewhere
Thanks for the quickie and he says back "no..thank you."

Going clothes shopping

Yes, another memorable moment with Rosie and Wendy. Rosie needed black pants so we went during lunch time. She ends up with 8 tops and 4 pants. There is a limit of 6 garments so we each took some. Both Wendy and I didn't find anything we wanted to try. Rosie went in one and Wendy and I were in the one across from her. We sat there as she tried on the clothes.

First shirt contrasted her breasts. She comes out and runs her hands down her breasts and then cups them and brings them up. I said "what is it with you and Wendy and showing your breast-is-sis???" She likes when you got em, flaunt them. Show them bad girls to the world. I just started to shake my head. Then Wendy tells her to turn around, lift the shirt, because she wanted to see her ass in the pants. They were tight and I told her to try and sit down. We don't want it riding up her crouch. She said it was fine. Okay...next outfit!

Again this shirt revealed her boobs. But where the cleavage part is, it started to pop out. She tried adjusting her them and pushing in her bra. I look up at her and say "I am not going to help you again you remember the last time I did." We all started laughing. Rosie looks at me and says "oh come on! you know you liked it." I tried to hold my laugh and just gave her a slight smile. Wendy got annoyed at how long she was taking and she was getting hungry so she slapped her in the ass and said will you hurry up and try the others. It's getting late and we need to pick up something to eat.

So she ended up buying 2 shirts and 2 pants. Now the thing about exposing the breasts. Those who know me personally, know that I do not wear blouses/tops that show cleavage. But that picture on my profile on my blog, that is a close as you can get. If they saw it, they would be in shock.

My ass was good for something

Again today was a day of hell! I needed to keep the door open and I didn't have a free hand, so I improvised. I used my butt, hip or leg. I kept doing this so many times that one very nice guy was a gentleman and held the door open for me. Finally I get to have a breather and to check my e-mails. This guy who answered my ad is starting to annoy me. More on him later. Toodles for now!

Heard from Tigg

Last Friday that is. I pointed out to him that it was 7 months ago that he answered my ad. We were friends, then lovers and now friends. Not a week goes by without an e-mail, call or instant message from him or myself. Unless one of us is on vacation, that would be an exception.

Things are going well with him. As usual work is keeping him busy. I told him the same for me.

I came across the Valentine gift he gave me. Its in a little packet and I always have it with me wherever I go. Well, one day I came across it and put it back in my purse. That same day I was looking for a piece of paper and removed what was in my purse and them put everything back. Later that day, I couldn't find. I told Tigg this and before I could finish. He says "sweetie, I can't replace it because they don't make it anymore and it's rare." I assured him that I did find it and he let out a sigh of relief.

The gift is something only he and I know it's meaning. It's something that my husband wouldn't question about it. I really wasn't expecting it but it was a unique and thoughtful. That is the type of person that he is. He put a lot of thought and effort in to it. Of course if we should part ways, he said to keep it.

Yes, we both have pet names for eachother. We even have this way of greeting and saying bye on messenger. Kind of like a "secret code." =0)

Can't stand the HEAT

My friends and I were out at the pool. I did something that I have never done before, poured water of my head and let it drip down my tank top. It felt good for that moment. I did get a lot of sun and this time I remembered to put sunscreen. I'm peeling from my sunburn from last weekend.

It's suppose to cool down by Tuesday. For now...stay WET!

Sexual and sensual satisfaction

The kiss
He brings you close, hands resting on your waist. His lips feel soft and his mouth feels good. He places his hand behind your neck, keeping you close, devouring your mouth. You let out a soft moan, eyes closed and your body tenses at first but then relaxes, giving in to him. Savoring the moment.
-Pure enjoyment-

The nipple(s)
You watch as he tongues it, making it wet. He takes a quick glance seeing you watching. Continues licking and sucking gently. Now it's erect. You let out a moan and arch your back making your chest stick out. Giving him a signal that this feels good and he starts to suck more making your body react to this. At the same time he plays with the other one, gently rubbing and pinching it softly. Making it nice and hard. This gets you even more excited and continues working his magic.
-Instant pleasure-

Receiving oral (for her)
Teasing at first; blowing on your clit, barely touching the clit with his tongue, gently licking the clit. You start to get aroused and know what is to cum. A smile appears on your face and you close your eyes enjoying the feeling. He does something that makes you catch your breath and you start getting wet. A moan is heard and he knows he is doing something right. You put your hand behind his head bringing him closer and letting him know you want him to lick deeper and to work that area. He builds up your excitement and uses his finger. Your body reacts instantly. Feeling it go in and out. He sees how wet you are getting. This arouses him as well. Your eyes are closed and your body is caught up in with what is going on. In your mind you want his cock so badly inside.
-Pure ecstacy-

Receiving oral (for him)
Feeling her tongue touch the tip of your cock, gets you excited and you wait...Then her mouth covers the shaft. Her tounge rubbing under and she starts sucking just that area. This feels good to you. She begins to go lower cover your cock with her mouth. Her mouth feeling so warm, wet and her tongue rubbing under as her head goes up and down. Getting you nice and hard. You thrust your hips fucking her mouth. This let's her know you want her to suck faster and deeper. And she does. So deep that your cock hits the back of her throat, giving you a sensation that you have never imagined. Your eyes are closed and you are just concentrating on how good and happy your cock feels. She looks up and sees you are enjoying the moment but she takes it a step further. As she is sucking she is massaging your balls. She takes a break from sucking your cock and focuses on your balls. This makes you moan. She proceed to devour your very hard cock and then your both tenses and so does your cock. Your sweet juices emerge.
-For him..fuck-ta-bu-lous- -For her..sa-weeet-

Intercourse
The connection, chemistry, being able to satisfy ones desires and pleasures. Whether it be missionary, doggie, riding, anal or with props. Whatever it takes to see someone smile, their eyes dancing with excitement or an expression of fulfillment (moan, scream, cry or being breathless).
s-a-t-i-s-f-a-c-t-i-o-n!

This has been the week of HELL

Everyone at work has mood swings, short tempered and cranky. Besides the weather being hot and I do not want to deal with anyone.

I haven't had time to even think about sex. That is a first huh? I don't remember when was the last time. LOL

I've been getting e-mails from a "married dating service" but no one interesting. Most of them are far away and I don't have time for any games. A few are local but in their early 50's. I just haven't had time to respond back to them. I've been a member for not even 2 weeks and 500 people have viewed my profile. Wow!

I still keep in touch with SoCal Guy. We are trying to work out our schedules to meet. I've been exchanging e-mails with Darling Lover. I haven't heard from Tigg for awhile, we seem to be drifting apart.

At this point I am focusing on ME and me is very tired from work and being sunburned. My back has healed but now there are other parts of my body that is aching.

Record breaking temperatures, make you want to SWEAT

This song pops in my head...."Sweat A La Long" by Inner Circle. Here are the words that I was singing:

Standing across the room
I saw you smile
Said I want to talk to you
For a little while
But before I make my move
My emotions start running wild
My tongue gets tied
And that's no lie
Looking in your eyes
Looking in you big brown eyes
Ooh yeah
And I've got this to say to you
Hey!



Girl I want to make you sweat
Sweat till you can't sweat no more
And if you cry out
I'm gonna push it some, more, more
Girl I want to make you sweat
Sweat till you can't sweat no more
And if you cry out
I'm gonna push it
Push it, push it some more



Ya think this song is about sex???? Well it sure did put me in a mood.

Furniture shopping with friends

I had dinner with Rosie and Wendy. Rosie needed a couch. She and Wendy went to this ritzy and pricey furniture place the other day. The women that worked there were snobby and weren't friendly or helpful.

After dinner, I get dragged into the place. They wanted to show me the couch that Rosie was interested in getting. This time the sale people were nice and friendly. The couch that Rosie liked, someone else was checking it out. We started looking at the others.



First thing that cums to Wendy's mind as we are browsing, how many sex positions can be done on the different styles in the showroom? Rosie wasn't any help, she demonstrated the different positions. Every time I laughed I was in pain because of my back spasm.

I'm like wait.. when I shop for a couch, I look at the size, style/color and if it's comfortable. I looked at both of them and said "you two are thinking of all the sex you can do on them." Both had huge grins on their faces.

How could this be?

I'm suffering from a muscle spasm and well now the pain has moved elsewhere. My friends are saying "you poor thing." Everyone tells me it's due to stress. Top things off I have a charity walk coming up and the pain isn't helping me at all.

Guess I have to go soak in the tub again. "big smile." Bubbles here I come...Woo hoo!

On the prowl

Gaby came by my desk and starting talking to me. Every hour on the hour, the mailroom people come by and do the mail run. So this week there is a new guy starting and he's being trained. He doing the buddy system with one of the regular guys.

They walk past my desk and Gaby mouths "who is the new guy" and checks him out from behind. I am sitting in my chair and I turn the chair to face, her looking up. I said "that's your latest conquest." She replies back "I am thinking of dumping married co-worker and go for the new meat."

She, Wendy and Rosie seem to be getting sex. Good for them! At least someone is getting laid.

I need to go to Italy

Better yet...find an italian lover! Congrats to Italy for winning the world cup.

Mmmm...finger licking good

She takes his fingers and puts them in her mouth. Making them nice and wet. He smiles as she does this. She stops and places his hand above her pelvis. Is there something you want me to do sweetie?

She smiles and says uh huh. He removes his hand and kisses her pelvis. Making his way to her clit. He doesn’t do anything but slowly takes two fingers and enters her pussy. Putting them under the pelvis and hitting her g-spot. She shivers and gets all excited. His touch felt good and in a slow steady rhythm. Rubbing and concentrating on that one spot. He starts to pick up the rhythm a little faster but still hitting that spot. Yes, that beautiful spot sending a sensation that is so indescribable. She cries out yes oh yes.

You like that huh sweetie? She nods yes. Do you want me to stop? No, she pleads. Her vagina muscles start to tighten around his fingers. Wow she is really enjoying this. Every muscle was reacting to his touch. At the same time he was feeling her getting moist and wet.

He kneels down still rubbing that g-spot but he really wanted to get her juices going and to have one hell of a FUCKING orgasm. His fingers are still on her g-spot but now he has 3 fingers in there. He smells her awesome scent and starts licking her clit. Making it wet and hard. Sucking and licking it. His tongue curled and wrapped around it. She gives out a moan of satisfaction.

He glances up and she is sitting up watching him. She tilts her head back and lies back on the bed. It feels so fucking good she calls out. She grabs a pillow and screams in it. Then she pulls it away. She wants to hold it in but her body feels the tingly sensation surrounding that area that he is working his magic. She sits up and holds his head close to her pussy. Feeling his fingers and tongue working together causing her to climax. It's an andrenaline rush that you can not live without. Her right legs starts to shake slightly and her toes begin to curl. He tastes her sweet, warm cum.

Damn..sh^t...f*@%k!!!!

Oh the PAIN!!!! I have a muscle spasm and let's just say I am moving like a turtle. I have no idea how I did this but it was a pinched nerve and now it's worse. I guess I have to stop doing those karma sutra positions huh? I am kidding. Ow.. it hurts when I laugh, sneeze or cough.

I try to stay still and not make too many movements but no such luck. Yes, I am at work. Trying to take it easy.

I've seen the doctor, he says to put a heating pad on the area. Try not to over exert it. It should heal on its own.

She wants something "naughty"

I hear my cubie neighbor say to me "I want something naughty." I turned to her and mouthed "what???"

She starts laughing and she's like " I mean something bad." Ok, that made it worse. She started laughing more. Wait she then says "let me rephrase it...I want something as in snack that is not healthy, like candy bar or chips."

Aaaaah ok now that makes sense.

Disagreement, confrontation and kind of makeup sex

Darling Lover and I were having a disagreement on something. Then the conversation turned into a heated confrontation. Words were exchanged.

He said I was moody and horny. And well so was he and we was stressed out as well. I of course apologized for my behavior and he said he wasn't mad at me.

We ended up having this hot cyber sex. Playing out a scenario.

We both had to get back to work and he had to release something while doing... i mean thinking of me. In some ways we did sort of have makeup sex after our little tiff.

My big adventure

I had lunch with my co-workers. One male and 4 females including myself. Lucky guy huh? It was "M", Rosie, Wendy and Betty. Now Betty is a summer help, she's sort of nerdy like a librarian and quiet like a mouse. Rosie is rowdy and has a quick sense of humor. Wendy calls shotgun. "M" drove his Mercedes. The rest of us were like sardines in the back.

Leave it to Rosie to be the comedian. Betty was between us in the backseat. Rosie tell's "M" wait I have to get it in the hole first. She looks at Betty, is yours in the hole? Then she looks over to me and says the same thing. I play along and tell her "yes it's nice and snug in my hole..I even winked at her. She was referring to seat belts and of course sex was on her mind. Hahaha

Then Rosie puts an arm slightly above Betty's back and starts flirting with her. She blushes and gives her a soft shove.

Not sure what she was smoking or drinking but it's good to see her in good spirits, now that she is in a process of a divorce and has a new guy in her life, everything is...dare I say it? ROSEY. LOL

Stay still, close your eyes

Listen to the surroundings
Feel a soft breeze from the fan as it blows

Tires of a car in the distance sounds like it is getting closer
It parks next door, you hear the door slam and the alarm is turned on
A dog barks, then all is quiet

Sitting on the bed, legs bent to the side, eyes still closed
Taking a deep breath inhaling and exhaling and then stop
Hair softly caressing the naked skin, feeling it sway back and forth on your bare back

Then a smile turns to a slight frown
Feeling of loneliness
Arms wrapped around you giving yourself a hug
Crossed arms pressing gently across your breasts

Wishing it were someone else giving you a hug, but this will do for now

Mr. Boing, I mean Boeing

Judging from the picture he showed me, he's got a nice size aircraft. It would be such a disappointment if we met in person and it turns out to be a Cessna. LOL



He does a lot of traveling and frequently makes stops in my vicinity. Yes, he works for an airline. I met him through messenger. He did a location search and found me. We don't instant message as much because he is never in one place, so every once in a while we chat. I've only known him for a few weeks.



I just so happened to check out his profile with the pic of him in his glory. Not thick, now that would be icing on the cake if he was. Wow!

So many choices to make

When it comes to buying a vibrator. I could not stop giggling as I am shopping on the net. Blushing to myself as I browse. At the moment I don't have one. I got rid of all my "toys" when I started dating hubby.

It's time for horny lady to get one. I'm thinking of going by myself or with a friend as I shop for one. At least on the internet I have some sort of idea what I am looking for.

Is it me but I saw a vibrator with a recharger? This new? Man I am so out of the LOOP. There I go again using that word. LOL

Learned something new

A co-worker and I were talking. I noticed lipstick on one of her front teeth. I pointed this out to her and she immediately stuck a finger in her mouth, puckered and removed her finger quickly. She said that is a way to not have lipstick smudged on your teeth.

This is the first time for me to know this. I've never had this problem, the lipstick I use is smudge proof.

I thought vaseline helped as well but I later realized it's only to prevent your upper lip from sticking to your teeth.

Just taking a break at work

Rosie was surfing the net. I was sitting on her desk counter behind her, my back leaning against the wall. Relaxing and just watching. I hear her say "hmmm decisions, decisions."

Very softly, only for her to hear, I started singing these words "my blowing, decisions, causing head on collisions" I couldn't remember the rest, so I hummed it. I see the back of her head straighten up and she turns to look at me and say "you are not right at all." Now during this, I have this tiny grin on my face and I raised my eyebrows up and down. She tried so hard to be serious and not laugh. Best thing she could do was spank my knee. Oh now you are giving me love taps eh? Yea baby do it again. LOL

It's been that kind of day. Half of the people in our department is out sick or on vacation. I'm acting a bit loopy today.

He's not gone for good =0)

First off, I was the one that made the choice for Tigg and I to become friends. We both knew it had to happen and it just had to be done. It was best this way. Yes, I am the culprit.

This doesn't mean that it's over between. We still want to be in each other's life and remain as friends. Meaning no SEX, the physical kind. There is no doubt that the sexual tension and attraction still lingers and exists.

We keep in touch at least once a week or more. As for meeting in person, we are sort of keeping our distance for now. Both of us have been slammed with work and just haven't been able to find free time. Again this may be a good thing.

He's there to listen and comfort me and I'm there for him as well. As for sex, well...we are there for eachother as well. If the opportunity should arise.

As for me seeing other men and possibly have sex with them. He's made it clear that it doesn't bother him at all and that we both don't have a claim on eachother. Now he says this but I tend to wonder that it may bother him.

More on my thoughts of finding another lover....stay tuned.

Funny guy

Tigg and I were on messenger. There was a long pause waiting for a response from him. So I type "hello?"

Well he types back...."helloooo, is it me you're looking for?" My response back was "oh sorry wrong number." LOL

He says the silliest things. I shake my head and just grin.

My ideal secret lover

Cheri had a post titled "Plain and Simple - What I Want in a Secret Lover." Here's mine.

Great sex plays a part in this but it begins with what makes a man. His emotions, attitude and personality.

You have to be able to make laugh and smile. Bring that sparkle in my eyes and tears as well when I laugh too hard.

Broad shoulders and strong arms to wrap around me, making me feel safe. Bring me close as you hug me, with one hand resting firmly on my back bringing me even closer. Chest to chest.

Gentle touch and caress. The back of your hand brushing softly against my cheek. Both your hands holding my face as we look into eachother's eyes and me giving a soft quick kiss on your palm. Brushing my hair away from my face and leaning close for a kiss. Rubbing my neck gently, enjoying your touch. Soft short kiss on the neck is a turn on for me.


Thoughtfulness, being concern about me. Asking how my day is going. Comforting me when I am sad. Just listening and making some time for me.



Now for the intimacy....Two people who have lacked the sex that they have so much desired. Each pleasuring the other and giving in to pure ecstasy. He touching me in places that I couldn't imagine my body can feel again. Me kissing him like he's never been kissed before. Having to want, hunger, fantasize, yearn for another. Being in a private/secret fantasy world, where it's just the two of us. Experiencing the moment and doing things to eachother as it happens. Bodies becoming one, feeling the andrenaline, passion and heat. Having the connection and chemistry and multiple orgasms. Catching our breathes after and holding eachother. My head resting on his chest, hearing his heart beat. One leg over him. Reality kicks in and it's back to our other world. We kiss, we hug and until we meet again.

Have a safe and fun 4th of July!!!!

Another glimpse of "hot naked guy"

I'm lying on my bed watching television. Relaxing and suddenly I peeked through my blinds and noticed the light is on in his bathroom. Yep, 10 pm on the dot.
He's busy shaving, brushing his teeth and hair.
Then I noticed something. One thing, he got a haircut and he has a bald spot on the top in the back of his head. I didn't noticed this before.

Maybe it's a different guy but he looked out the window and it was him! Seems that when I'm taking a peek, he glances out his window. But not quite in my direction.


I got called away and noticed that his light was off in the bathroom. Then I look across into his bedroom and he wasn't there. I went back to my show, hugging my pillow. I glanced over and I saw him standing there between the blinds looking and then he shuts the blinds completely. Hmmm, was he also watching me?

A little show, first thing in the morning

A certain someone, did a show for me. I can't believe I woke up early for this but it was worth it. "big smile"

It's been awhile since I've seen a guy masturbate for me. Usually when a guy wants me to view his webcam, I turn it down. The last time I viewed a webcam was during my single days.

I didn't turn down this offer. He was working it. Rubbing up and down. Caressing the shaft. He was a nice size and THICK. Getting nice and erect. It was amazing. He had a good technique. As I am watching, I thinking to myself "so this must be how it looks from a spectator's view." Usually when I'm doing a hand job, I have different view of what is going on.

He put the webcam in the right position for a nice view. At one point he pointed his cock and gave a close-up of his shaft. And his hand was wrapped under it holding his cock, I knew what was cumming. He shot his juice like a geyser. And the crowd cheers! Encore...encore! LOL



That was awesome and I was ready to face the day!

Muwaaa

And thank you to a special guy, "Darling Lover."

I usualy call him "Darling_ _his real name" and he calls me "lover" so I put both words together and this is the name I came up with. How did we meet? He reads my blog and sent me an e-mail and invitation to chat on messenger. Our first conversation didn't go well with me. Oh boy..he is probably going to read this and I'm not sure what his reaction will be. This is the first he's heard of this.
Anyways, he asked me a question about why do I want an affair? The way he worded it made be become kind of defensive. I thought to myself, this guy is judging me and he himself had an affair. I'm thinking, maybe I should just ignore him. But I didn't and suddenly our conversations became interesting. A friendship developed and sexual connection as well.


He is partially responsible and the inspiration for a few of the "sexual fantasy" posts. I won't say which ones.

Why am I thanking him? Well, during my emotional moment with the decision of Tigg and I just being friends.
I was a nervous wreck and he was so concern for my state of mind. He wished that he was close by and he wanted to just wrap his arms around me, give me a big hug and just hold me.
He gave me words of encouragement, which made me think and realize that life goes on.
If the opportunity of us meeting should ever happen, it's possible. I would like to meet him in person and he feels the same way. But he said that he'll grab me and plant a wet kiss. And even if we have a brief moment..say 15 minutes, he will make the most of it and have sex with me. LOL

I am not sure if he was serious or kidding. He puts up with my venting and sexually deprived desires. I put up with his horniness and lust for me. "blushes"