Monday, October 30, 2006

Chewing gum is like a lover

You crave the taste. It's good and refreshing in the beginning. Eventually it becomes dull and you spit it out. Grab for the next stick and start over again.

As for a blowing a bubble...
Gum: You chew and chew once you get a rhythm going you get the urge to stick your tongue in the middle of the gum and blow. Seeing the bubble get bigger and bigger, then it pops all over your face.
Lover: Instead of chewing, you lick and get a rhythm going. Feeling it throb and you get an urge to get him aroused. It gets harder and harder, building inside and then it shoots up all over your face.

It's been 1 year!

Since I started this blog, but it was in December when I started getting the ball rolling..
Thank you for all the comments and new friends that I met along the way. I hope to continue to entertain and amuse.
Take care and peace!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Me? Teach Sex??

That is what it seems, if I should decide to hook up with "Computer Geek".
Our discussions have become interesting. In a sexual nature. He finds sexy, thinks I'm cool and that I would be a lot of fun. This coming from a guy whom I shook hands with when we first met in person. Plus I'm a bit more experienced. Because I am older right?? He's like NO! He admits that I might be disappointed. And I ask him these questions: Do you want to touch me? Do you think of me in a sexual way? Are you attracted to me?
Think of the things you want to do to me. That is all the matters. We can both learn and explore and be able to satisfy one another.

I have a pet name for him and it's "Cupcake." His response to this is, it's because I am short, stout and sweet right? That and you have a creamy filling! LOL We both started laughing. He adds, it's homemade.





She knows just what to do

She needs a little help because she wants to cum quick. Only thing that will work is..a porn movie. Fast forwarding to a particular scene, she lets it play. Lying on the bed on her back. With just her thong. Her finger softly rubbing her nipple, feeling it get nice and hard. Her other hand is making its way under her panty. Softly rubbing her pubic area. Then a finger softly touches the clit, feeling the wetness. She takes two fingers and starts rubbing her lips going up and down from the clit to the lips. With her other fingers she is teasing her nipple, gently pulling and rubbing.


Just hearing a woman moaning and screaming. Gets her excited and she goes in rhythm imagining that is her getting eaten out or being fucked from behind. With that feeling she climaxes as she hoped to and lets out a cry of relief. Her body reacts and she closes her eyes giving into desire. Feeling her wet juices on her fingers she smiles. Taking a breather she waits and it's time for round 2.

Friday, October 27, 2006

Notice this as I dried off

Well, I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I look down and I have two long scratch marks on my left breast. Okay??? I have no idea how I got them. They are about an inch apart. One above the other.

This may have happened when I was dreaming. Hmmm

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Added more blogs to go!

Ok, I finally got the chance to add some more blog on my pda. Because of my hectic schedule, I just sync it and read it them when I can.

Come on people, some blogs haven't been updated since August! Those I did not add.

It's like..a kiss

"wild horses" Pretty neat painting, huh?

I found out some interesting things from Tigg. He and I were talking. Sex of course came up. We started discussing the "good times." Then he points out a few things, which I found interesting.

For all you men out there, is this how it feels? He says that when he eats me out. Licking my clit and lips. Right when I cum, the clit and lips contract and react in his mouth and it feels like a "soft wet kiss." Hearing this, I start to smile and told him that is the cutest thing to say. Judging from the tone of his voice, he was remembering that moment. To him it's a beautiful feeling and it felt great the first and second time I came. He couldn't tell during the others after.

Then he told me he loves watching my reaction as he enters me. I have this expression on my face and I gasp. Because he's thick and me...I am tight. Picture a hole a size of a quarter and you want to stick cucumber through it. Yep! I can feel my vagina open but at the same time his cock is nice and snug inside. Once it's in, it's smooth sailing.

Another thing he tells me is that I can get wet real fast. So when I am riding him, it feels nice feeling my wetness sliding up and down his cock. And the icing on the cake is when I cum. He can feeling the warmth and my juices dripping over his hard throbbing cock.

All this sex talk got both of us aroused. I had to end it because it was time to go home. Awww

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Wet dreams and intense fantasies


I mentioned about Stan a former "fwb" or "fuck buddy", that went on for 6 months, during my single days. It's been eight years since we last saw each other. During that absense, he sends me an email, once every year. Beginning of this year we started to keep in touch again.

Things started to reveal themselves. He says that he has dreams and they are so intense. They have been so intense that he would wake up in the middle of the night in sweat, out of breath and well..wet but not from the sweating. "wink" A few times he has actually cummed. He admits to me that he has been thinking of me for the past 4 to 5 years. All the great times and fun we had together.

What do I have to say about him? Ok..he taught me a lot. Made me explore my inner inhibitions. Experience things and made my body feel alive. Shall I get a bit more detailed here?? He was the first man I had "anal sex" with and he gave the best "oral". **Note: Since I met Tigg, he took over as the best. "smiles" Made me cum 4 times straight by doing just that!!!**

There was a scenario that he will never forget... We were watching television and I went down on him and sucked him off. Of course, it was my turn and he went down on me. We then had sex doggie style and he made me cum. We're sleeping in bed. At about 1 in the morning, I felt a bit frisky and amorous. I decided to go under the sheets, rubbing his cock up and down. Then I licked his shaft and start sucking and licking. He started to moan and his eyes were still closed. Thinking that he was dreaming. Suddenly I played with his ball, licking and gently sucking, he then realized he wasn't dreaming. I hear him say "oh my god, yes baby that feels so good. I stopped. He's like "why stop?" I straddled myself over his erect and hard cock. He started to smile and said "oh yea!" He was wide awake and I rode hard and deep. Holding on to the headboard for leverage. The bed springs kept squeaking but it didn't bother us. He holds my hips and stops me. Motions me to get off. I'm on fours on the bed and he starts banging me from behind, doggie style. Then he stops and says get up. He positions me over the bed and does me again doggie style. Thrusting like crazy. It felt good. Letting out moans of pleasure. Both of talking dirty. Sweating and getting an intense workout. Finally we both cum at the same time letting out a moan of such relief. He felt so light headed through the adrenaline, it took him a moment to catch his breath and compusure. Same for me as well. We both kind of lost our balance for a moment and couldn't stand up straight. He kisses me with such passion. Slaps my ass and says "that was awesome babe."

Eh..you'll do?

Oh no he didn't say that! I met a guy through Philanderers and we were on messenger. He asks for a picture. He enclosed his with his email and said that he looks young for his age. Not sure what he was smoking but he looked older actually. He sees my pic and his response to it was "eh, you'll do? WTF????

What am I the last woman on earth? No one is forcing or twisting your arm. Oh please hold your excitement dude. I could imagine the sex between us with that attitude. If he asked me how it was, my response "eh..it was okay?" LOL

How would he feel if he was with a bunch of men without clothes. I walk down the line and see him and say "eh, I guess you'll do."

Yes..Scarlett is in one of her moods and neck is a bit stiff. "Massages the area gently, giving out soft moans." Oooh, that feels nice.

Monday, October 23, 2006

Talk about being open and honest

I couldn't sleep and had my messenger on. Browsing the net and working on my book. Who sends me a message? Computer Geek! He's lonely, wife is out of town.

This was some conversation. I found out a lot about him. His marriage and their situation. It's a bit complicated. I think I mentioned that he hasn't been with too many women. Not quite experienced in the sex department. The bar scene isn't for him and he feels that women wouldn't be interested in him. He doesn't see himself as a catch. Well looks aren't everything. You have some nice qualities. He's like "like what?" First off you have a nice sense of humor. You are huggable. He says back that he wants to give me a big hug.

He then starts to reveal more things. I found out that he thinks of me. Like us having sex. He said he was thinking about which room we would do it in. The things he would do to me. I've been on his mind ever since he responded to my ad on Ashley. Hinting about hooking up. I'm flattered about this and a bit caught off guard that he feels this way. I really don't see myself as a catch or someone special. It's tough for me to handle compliments.

I'm sort of an advisor. Asking him if he has met any women. I am the only one talking to him. Things he should do or say. When he and I first met, he had on sunglasses and never took them off during our meeting. I found it annoying. He realized this later and I said loose the glasses next time. He'll ask me questions, which I am happy to answer and I give advice. He pretty much opened up during the times that we have known each other. But he doesn't know that much about me and I tend to be that way. I can be mysterious at times. He said he has never told one other person and me about his marital situation. He feels comfortable with me.

Honestly, I don't know where this is going to go. One thing for sure, we are friends.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Different kind of multi-tasking

She was working late and her cell phone rings. Hey! What are you up to? Nothing much and you? He asks "want to hook up tonight?" I just about to leave work. She suggests that he swing by. He calls when he arrives and she let's him in. Are we alone, he asks? She nods yes. They walk over to her office. Made sure the door was closed and locked. They start kissing passionately. He unbutton her shirt and bra. Kissing and sucking her nipples. She runs her hands through his hair, moaning. His hand is now under her skirt making its way to her panty. He starts rubbing her clit and feeling her wetness. She gets all excited. He looks at her and gives a devilish smile and leans against the desk. She unbuckles his belt and unzips his pants. Rubbing his throbbing cock. Gently rubbing and caressing it, she licks the precum tasting his sweetness. He catches his breath and starts to moan as he feels her tongue licking his shaft and her tiny mouth wrapped around it. Looking down he sees her sucking deeper and deeper. Holding the back of her head steady and thrusting his hips fucking her mouth with his cock. She stops and motions him to the chair.

He sits down and she positions herself on his cock with her back facing him. Suddenly, she gets an instant message. Damn! It's one of her male friends.
"bling" Hey you? What are doing? Aren't you still at work?
Yes, but something came up. She starts to smile.
"bling" Can't it wait?
It took a few minutes for her to respond because she was getting real wet and focusing on the riding his now hard cock.
"bling" Are you okay? Hello? You there?
Yes, I am and well I'm in the middle of something.
"bling" Well..what?
I am having sex right now.
"bling" lol No fucking way!
Yes, I am really. Oh shit hold on...
"bling" woman!..oh my god you are getting fucked aren't you??
She slams her hand on the desk and tenses up. He feels so good as she bounces are and deep. But she wants to feel more of him. He leans her over the desk and bangs her harder. Thrusting inside. She spreads her ass wide for him to go deeper. Oh fuck..yes..that feels so good. He leans forward, behind her fucking her as hard as he good. He moans, I am going to cum baby! And at the same time so does she. He pulls out and cums on her ass. Feeling the warmth of his juices on her skin. They catch their breath for a moment and clean up. He gives a kiss and leaves.

Then she realizes her friend on messenger. He's like "hey you still there? you better give details woman!" She is types, I'm here. He tells her to call him and she does. He hears her voice and he knew that she did have sex. So was that your booty call? She leans back on the chair and with a smile says yes.

Just heard this song

So I guess I'm a "no tell lover." Or at least looking for one. LOL

Every night in a different place I'll meet you tender lady
You're my no tell lover
Everyone keeps tellin' me that this affair's not meant to be
Even though I need you night and day
Walk away if you see me coming, even if it's you I'm lovin'
Every minute is an hour every day's a lonely lifetime
You're my no tell lover
The little time that we spend together just can't last
forever

Friday, October 20, 2006

I'm a cool chick

Computer Geek and I still keep in touch mostly by instant messaging. The conversation has been getting interesting. He hints that his wife will be away for two weeks and wishes he had a date or booty call. I then ask “what are you trying to say?” He says that I’m a cool person and that I would be a lot of fun. He calls me a cool chick. What I am this yellow furry thing that goes chirp chirp? Hahahaha.

He asked if I wanted to hook up. This threw me for a loop and caught me off guard. He wonders why and I said I didn’t think you were interested in me in that way. He then admits that I am not his type. Meaning that he prefers women shorter and smaller than me, yet he wouldn’t mind having sex with me. Yea right..NO!

So I tell him he isn’t my type either and he said he figured that. He knows that women don’t find him attractive as in the looks department. I like his personality. He just needs to work on a few things. Our conversations consist of him finding someone. He has only slept with one woman, his wife and so he doesn’t have that much experience in the love making department compared to me. I ask questions, like favorite position, what do you like to do and etc. As this is being done he reveals something to me. That he won’t be standing up anytime soon. Yes, he was hard. It baffles me that I can do this to a man. Again, I don’t mean to. He says he is not lying and thank goodness he is shirt is not tucked in. He says that I am probably a wild cat and that I really can get into it in bed. And he adds you are probably loud too huh? First off, I am not a screamer. As for the others, I have no idea. He would have to ask my past lovers.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

He was frisky

I instant messaged with Tigg today and he asked how my weekend was? I said it was okay. He said that he was looking for me on messenger and wanted a blow job from me. I'm like "why didn't you call me." His excuse was he didn't want to get me in trouble. He was horny and wanted to see me. Pretty bummed out about the whole thing. Funny I thought of him during the weekend.

Yes, the attraction between us lingers on and pretty soon we are going to give in to that desire again. Only time will tell...

Sensitive to the touch

Or at least my touch. I noticed lately, that when I am in the shower. I lather up with soap all over my body. Just one soft touch to my clit, sends a tingle through my body and of course I end up playing with myself. Sticking a finger or two inside my pussy with the hot water hitting my skin and the steam. Giving out a soft moan of relief as I cum.

Damn...I need to get laid! LOL

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

He's getting a bit risque

I'm speaking of SoCal Guy. There is this thing that he wants me to do to him. First of all, Scarlett does not do request. I'm kidding..wink. As you probably know, I like it when my nipples are played with. Especially with the tongue and mouth. So, SoCal Guy likes this done to him as well. He said if done right it makes him come instantly. Would I be interested in doing this he asks?

I've never really done this to guy, but it has crossed my mind. Exploring and experiencing some thing different is a good thing. Most of the men I've slept with, never asked for this and it just didn't dawn on me.

Now that he has revealed this, I know what turns him on and when we do meet, it can be done. Of course I my throw in a few things to spice it up and I'm sure it will make him moan. Beautiful sound to my ears.

The subject of glasses came up. I asked him did he wear them. He said no. Then he asked do you wear panties. I then replied yes but I'm sure they would be off in 1 second when I'm with you. He replies back, I love women's panties, bras and perfume and I can't tell you why but it makes me crazy. I then said, I hope you don't wear them? No no silly, unless you want me to. Okaaaaay? He then said, he meant on a woman, huge turn on for him, sily fabrics on a woman's skin and her scent.

Monday, October 16, 2006

This one is a bit in a hurry

I've been exchanging emails and instant messages with a few guys from Ashley Madison. This one guy, Anxious One, is a character. Last week he sends me an email, saying he loved my profile and would like to meet. I said my schedule was busy and I'm not sure when. He says that is fine whatever works for you. That same day, he asks "what about lunch tomorrow?" I said sorry, I can't. Then later that day he asks "how about we meet briefly after work, I can come by and we can have coffee." Sorry I can't.

Next day, he sends me yet another email "why don't we meet this Saturday?" He usually goes to the gym but can skip it to meet me. Again, this was short noticed and I said sorry I can't. Finally, I wrote him and said you seem like you are in a rush to meet and to be honest I'm not ready to. So, maybe I am not the woman for you and you should just look elsewhere. He apologized and said that he will wait until I am ready. It doesn't stop there...

He writes again what about next week? Man, oh man! Next week I'm busy with meetings and personal appointments. Which is very true. I told him no can do, but the following week I'm available. So we set up a meeting until then. But come to think of it, I am not sure about this one. We only exchange emails. He hasn't asked me much questions, just wants to meet me right away.

We'll see what I decide to do.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

We are all connected in some way

It's like "6 degrees of separation." I'm speaking about the website where I met Shane, Mr Painter, Mr Health Club, Lady and Ms J.

Ms J and Lady have become close friends. They finally met each other in person last month. I instant message with them every now and then.

Ms J lives about 4 hours from me. She and Mr Health Club live closer. At the time that he and I were getting friendly, I asked why she didn't go for him, she said he didn't seem interested. Plus she said I was her friend and she wouldn't do that to me. Also she was seeing a guy already. I asked him why he doesn't go for her, he said she wasn't interested. Well..remember that day when he sent me the "dear scarlett" email. That morning he went to see her with the intention of having sex. He said that nothing happened and so did she. I think they did, it probably wasn't good to him and he felt bad. And didn't want to hurt me in the process. It's over and done with. Ms J, Lady and I don't even mention his name ever since that incident. But they have been asking me if I met anyone. Trying to get some info out of me but I say nothing.

She is very possesive and jealous, big time. The other guys from the chat room tell me that she gets all pissed when they talk to other women. It's okay for her to be flirting with the men but not them. She dumped her boyfriend for Mr Painter. He can't stand her anymore and he wants to call it quits between the two of them. They haven't met in person yet. But she is smitten by him, she has told me this. She plays these games with him and he is just not happy.

He and I have developed a bonding friendship. More about him later.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Got sucked in and signed up on Ashley Madison

I wanted to see what all the hub bub about this website. Cheri seems to like it, so I gave it a try. She's covers the east coast and I cover the west coast. Man, did I get a lot of responses.

I was signed on and I got an instant message. He showed me his pics, not bad looking. Awesome body! He lived in Southern Cali, but visits my area every now and then. I hid my pic and I some how I clicked something and he saw how I looked. He types "wow! you are cute." I'm saying to myself oh shit, oh fuck why did I let him see my pic? I removed it later.

I've been exchanging emails and instant messages with a few guys. When I get a chance I'll post about it later. This lil lady is tired...nite everyone!

My hair

I love the feel of my hair brushing against my air and my naked body. His hand running through it and his palm gently caressing my face. Soft kisses on my head and he says how nice my hair feels and smells. Rubbing his face against it. When I'm going down on him and he runs his hands through my hair and pulls it up away from my face, this I like.

Do I like it when a man grabs or tugs my hair during sex? It depends on my mood. Men ask me if I like this done and I usually say no. But it has happened in the heat of passion and I didn’t complain or tell him to stop doing it.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

If only I can grow one

Gaby, Wendy and I were discussing Rosie. Lately she hasn't been herself. Text messaging while she is in our company. Flirting with all the men and making a fool out of herself.

Gaby said a comment and I forgot how it came about but she said "do I have to grow a penis to get some attention from her?" I then responded "you don't have to, you can use some toys and that can do the trick." Gaby was shocked to hear this from me and said "Scarlett!!! then she smacked my ass." LOL

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Just got back from meeting Computer Geek

He was in my neighborhood, so I took a quick break. We enjoyed the sun and had a nice short talk. Sweet and well mannered guy. I pretty much did most of the talking. He seemed a bit nervous but relaxed a bit later. This is first time meeting someone, yes he is married too. I told him that he's a "virgin." He responds back on messenger "so you are going to pop my cherry." I reply back "yes I will deflower you." We both had a good laugh.

It went okay. I think we will be friends. Not sure if I will hear from him again, if not, no worries. I had to get back to work, we shook hands. He said it was nice to meet you and I said likewise. We went our separate ways.

Voyeurism

Just recently I chatted with a guy who likes watching his lover flirt, make out and have sex with another man. He was at a club with his lover. She started flirting with this guy at the bar and making out. They went upstair in this private room and had sex. After it was done she walks up to him, they make out and have sex at his place. This is a big turn and he thinks that is hot! He wanted his wife to do that and she won't. He asked me if I am into doing something like that and I said no way!

This guy is into some pretty kinky stuff. So he says..LOL

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Need to be careful..walking around half nekkid

This morning, without having it dawned on me. I walked into the kitchen in just my leopard panty. Yes, I was topless. I grabbed a banana, peeled it open and proceeded eating it. Now, not knowing that the blinds were open for our neighbors on the other side of us to see. Lucky it's an elderly couple and no one was there. Wheeew! I was standing behind the fruit bowl and the counter was high enough to cover my chest. LOL

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Why do I have to work on Saturday?

Weather was beautiful and the Blue Angels were in town. I opted to come in and work some overtime. I figured my project would be smooth sailing, I exstimated wrong. Another thing, I was hoping to get in some instant messaging in. Nope...

Mr. Painter was bummed that we couldn't chat much. I felt bad, but he understood. We chatted for a bit though. He still doesn't understand why someone like me with want to have an affair. This got me thinking why he would think this. I figured that the women that he's met, complain about their husbands. Saying that they are jerks, treat them bad and etc. I am the total opposite. My one complain is my husband isn't sexually active as myself.

Yes, this guy has fantasies of me. He is planning to visit California this year and asked if I would meet him. I said sure. But I made it up front and clear that I consider him as a friend and don't think of him in a sexual way. Hey! I am being honest. Of course he thinks differently. His fantasy is that we meet for the first time, have sex and have this long distance kind of an affair.

At this point..after meeting "butthead" and the bad experience, I am going to steer away from meeting any new guys just yet.

Friday, October 06, 2006

Too much going on

I did my jog but this time it was cut a bit short. It started to rain. Here I am in a t-shirt and shorts. I wore the wrong bra, didn't wear my sports one. My straps kept falling to the side and I had to adjust. At the same time, my ear phones kept slipping off. I'm jogging and adjusting and I didn't pay attention to the street. Part of the side walk was unleveled and instead of tripping, I did this weird skip/bunny hop move.

It dawned on me and I started to smile and hoping that no one saw me do that silly move. Finally got myself in tact and continued with my jog. Ponytail bobbing side to side.

Bounced back from "hell date"

I signed up on one of those websites that Cheri belongs to. Mum's the word for now which one. Immediately I get some responses. So far, I am conversing with 2 guys via email. "M" and Computer Geek.

"M" seems to be looking for the same thing that I am looking for in a lover. Great sense of humor and his emails don't focus on the sexual level. Basic questions; type of music, likes and dislikes, what made you decide to have an affair and describe yourself. He seems to want to save those sex questions when we both decide to meet in person and take it a bit further. I think that is a great idea. Oh gawd...meeting in person, after my last fiasco, I'm not sure I can do it.

"Computer Geek" was the first guy to email me and he enclosed his pictures. He's 31 and he is waving in the picture. Not bad looking but looks aren't everything to me. I don't think I am all that myself. He does have a nice sense of humor. Yesterday he emails me from home, saying he is going to a coffee shop to do some work. With the cold weather a cup of cappucino sounds good. I'm more of a caramel macchiato drinker. He's like "I've never had that, maybe I will give it a try." Later that day, he emails me and says he tried it but he prefers his cappucino. I wrote back "well thanks for the review." He responds "it's nice to try something new every now and then." Few minutes later he sends me a pic from his laptop web cam and he writes this is me trying to do some work Hah! and I am saying yo!" This guy makes me laugh. Definitely a friendship thing going between us.

To sum it up. I know how they look. "M" is a hottie. He sends his pic and says I understand if you don't find me attractive and walk away feeling all bummed out and hurt that you don't want to have anything to do with me. Too bad he didn't have violins playing in the background. LOL When I saw how he look I'm like "no way is this guy going to be interested in me, looking like this!" Yes, I sent my pic and he's like "wow, are those lips as kissable in person?" I have no comment. "wink"

All is well in ScarlettLand. I'm not rushing things and just taking each day as it cums, I mean comes.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Ask Scarlett

I've been conversing with this guy, Mr PR. He wants to meet and I make excuses and keeping him at arms length. I guess he's intrigued because he won't give up. He's not pushy or aggressive, just horny. Our conversations isn't all about sex.

When I went to meet JC for lunch, I should have meet Mr PR as well. It didn't cross my mind and I didn't want to be humiliated twice in one day.

He has never had an affair or met anyone from the internet. I find this hard to believe. He asks, what if the woman gets to attached or acts all crazy. And why is it always the woman and not the man??? I told him, you have to be careful who you meet or get involved with. You don't want a "fatal attraction" scenario. Keep information about yourself limited. Make sure that that person is aware of what you want. Let them know up front.

This is a first for me to have someone ask me about having an affair.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Dance and strip

Combination of mambo, meringue and salsa music is playing. He grabs her and both of them sway to the rhythm, holding her close but not too tight. His hand rests on his chest, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. The dancing pick ups and he turns her holding her close and still swaying. Then he takes her hand and spins her out and go back in his arms. His hands on the bottom part of your shirt, he removes it over your head and tosses it on the chair. The two of them are chest to chest. Now they are doing the cha- cha, going back and forth, during all this, she starts unzipping his pants. They fall to the floor and he steps out of them and kicks it on the chair. Ole!

They continue dancing and he twirls her around and she ends up in his arms, dancing very close. Swaying side to side, he kisses your neck and unzips your jeans. Removes them, and softly kisses the back of your leg. She steps out of them and he lays it on top of his clothes on the chair. She faces him, the two of them, still swaying to the music, side to side. He dips her to the side and unclips her bra. It falls to the floor. He dances her to the bed. Sits her down, does a little dance strips off his underwear. Kisses her, lays her gently on the bed and off come the panty.

Lately, my mind freezes

Every since I met "a-hole", I can't remember things. Like certain terms and I have to play charades with the other person to get what I am saying.

Gaby and I went to get breakfast and as we were walking back to the office. We both were trying to remember a someone's name. My mind froze right there and I know I will be racking my brain trying to remember it. She too was trying to remember and then she says "it's like having a brain fart." I looked at her and said "I've never heard such a word." Maybe we should see if it's in the dictionary. We both started laughing and went into the elevators. As the doors closed, I remembered that person's name. LOL

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

My nipples

If I wore a thin shirt and there is a chill in the air, I can be nipply. If the topic of sex is discussed, they definitely get perky, especially when I am told what is going to be done to them. I did an experiment when I rubbed my index finger over it, barely putting any pressure and counted how many seconds it took for it to get erect, 4 seconds.

Feeling of someone’s tongue circularing around it. Making it nice and erect. Sucking gently. With a rotation of licking and sucking it, gets me aroused and if done right, it will definitely make me climax. At the same time, his thumb is rubbing against my other nipple. Pinching and pulling on it gently. Even if you blow softly on it, it sends chills through my body and makes me let out a moan of satisfaction. Massaging my breast with your hands and thumbs massaging the nipples is also a turn on for me. An ice cube rubbed against them is a sure fire way to make me arch back with pleasure. Using a feather and gently brushing it over each nipple, this is something I would like to experience.

Okaaaay, as I write this, they are so hard now that they are gentle to the touch. LOL

Thanks for the comfort and words of encouragement

My weekend was shot to hell with the lunch date with asshole. I have heard men refer to women as being cold as ice, well now I know what they mean. JC is the male version to that statement, he acted like he had something stuck up his ass.

Reading everyone’s comments and the fact that he was a dick, prick and asshole, summed it all up. I’m doing much better. Monday was a promising day for me.

Mr. Painter, someone I met through “Married Secrets” chat room has been a good friend. He said some real nice things about me. Which I thought was sweet. This is the man who has a “crush” on me. Then there is Shane, who felt bad and wished he lived closer to me, to give me a hug. Like the rest of you, they said to move on and he’s nothing but a loser.

The highlight of my day..Tigg. We have been instant messaging weekly but I don’t mention him much. Yes, we still think, miss and want each other. Most definitely we do want to have sex. But only time will tell when this happens. It was nice to hear his voice and talk about our fantasies. His involved him eating in the kitchen, with me as the main course. I had a few as well. We both agree that when we do meet, we may not even make it through the door, because we will be all over eachother. Even if we don’t end up having sex, the friendship will always be there. Not a day goes by where either one of us wonders what the other is doing at that moment.

Monday, October 02, 2006

Secret lovers lane..to go please

Ok, I just remembered that I had a pda. Duh..I can download blogs and read them when I get a chance, in my own privacy. I don't have internet access. Just able to sync with my computer.

Why don't I sync my favorite blogs to my pda?? At the moment I have Cheri's blog. I put a password on it, so I only have access. My husband doesn't touch it. When I get the chance, I'll sync the other blogs and that way I will be updated. I could even get the picture images as well. Yes, I have had this thing for 7 years and just now I am using it and learning more about it. LOL